I've been scolded a lot lately, and it's hard to hear, but it's nothing, and I'll continue to write this book so that everyone can continue to see it.

And I once specifically asked the data of the editor to see if there was a recommendation,

But the editor said that the number of followers of this book is relatively small, and it may not be recommended in the future, and everyone should know that without the recommendation of the website, readers will not know about this book.

Naturally, this book will sink to the bottom, and it will naturally be completely abandoned.

Although the early data of this book is very poor, it is looked down upon by many people, saying that this book is a waste book no matter how it is written.

But I don't believe in evil! Because there are so many of your amiable and respectable readers who are silently supporting me, every one of your recommended votes and every collection has given me a great encouragement!

Even if the results of this book are too bad to compare with others, I have no regrets in my heart.

Because I've done my best.

I also know that you have done your best.

At least I and everyone have struggled for this book, in order not to sink to the bottom, in order to be able to pass, in order to continue to recommend, in order to be able to continue to write for everyone, every time I go all out, even if I have a cold, inflammation is still in front of the keyboard.

Seriously, this book is really, really serious, very, very hard.

Because I have to go to work every day, in order to let readers have new chapters to read every day, so I set an alarm clock, almost every day at 2 o'clock to get up to code words, because the hand can only write a thousand words an hour, you can imagine in a hut without heating, every morning at half past one is woken up by the bell and then stunned for a while at two o'clock to wash your face and start to code words, you can imagine what kind of scene this is.

As for why there is no heating, the reason is very simple, because the rent in Beijing is too expensive, in order to save money, I can only rent a small house outside the Fifth Ring Road, which does not even have heating.

Friends may ask, why do you work so hard while writing books at the same time? The reason is very simple, because I was forced to be helpless, my father is long gone, only me, my mother has a younger brother and two sisters, can I do it if I don't work hard? I am not like other people, I go to school, find a job, get married, someone takes care of it, and my parents arrange it, but I can't!

I have to rely on myself, it's not a matter of willingness or not, but I don't have a choice!

My mother also has high blood pressure, and she used to sell pancakes at a stall to provide for my school, and she didn't come home until 11 o'clock every day.

Later, I reluctantly found a job, because I still had to live, and I had to provide for my younger siblings to study, and that salary was only enough to make ends meet.

Because it is far away from the city, I have to go to the bus stop on time at 6 o'clock to wait for the bus, and then take the bus for more than an hour to go to work.

But even so, the results of this book and the pay are still too much worse, the editor said that the number of followers of this book is too small and too small, and I have nothing to say, maybe I think I write very seriously and dedicatedly, but the readers don't like to read, I can only smile bitterly, this world is like this, no matter how much you pay, but there may not be a return, the reality is so cruel!

It is no exaggeration to say that for this book, I have boiled out gray hair, I am young, I have a lot of gray hair on both temples, so hard writing is such an overdraft of the process of life, so I am writing with my life, and my friends are taking money to read the book, and I can't help but be sour when I write here.

But for the sake of those readers and friends who support me, even if it is only a small part, no matter how bad the grades are, no matter how difficult it is, I must persevere, this is my promise to you.

To be honest, I have been writing for a long time, writing every day, my waist almost hurts and I can't stand up, my shoulders are extremely heavy, because I even have my fingernails bald because of typing, and my fingertips hurt terribly.

To be honest, I can't hold on anymore to write a book, and get sick, but in order to continue to live, for the unattainable dream, for life, in order not to disappoint the readers who support me, I will grit my teeth and persevere, writing a book is like giving birth to a baby, even if the grades are worse, I can't bear to give up, and I can't bear to let down those readers and friends who have always supported me.

The grace of dripping water is reciprocated, this is what my father taught me since I was a child, so for the sake of those friends who support me, this book must be written even if my grades are worse!

Whenever I see poor grades and I am discouraged and want to give up and continue to write, whenever I see a curse and smile bitterly, but as soon as I see that my friends' collection is still growing, and I see that some readers and friends are still cheering for me to vote, I am very grateful and moved, and I say that this bit of bitterness is nothing, and I have the motivation to continue writing, not for anything else, for those readers and friends who support me!

This book carries the hope of my last fight, carrying too much, I am very unwilling, very unwilling, even if the grades are worse I will write, I want to see, how many readers will support me, even if it is only a few, I am also very happy and happy.

Because of you, I can't live up to it!

Dear readers and friends, if you don't want me to be discouraged and disappointed, don't want me to abandon the book and sink, and want to continue to read this book, just fight with me, I believe that diligence can make up for the shortcomings, and the success or failure of the next book, whether there is any hope for the future, please dear readers.

Please give me a miracle and a hope, please!

I am waiting for the smelting of the fire, waiting for everyone's judgment,

No matter what the result is, I would like to sincerely thank my friends who have accompanied me along the way, thank you to every reader who has supported this book, I wish good people a safe life, and I wish all friends happiness and happiness!