Confused memories one

Li Mo held my face, wiped my tears for me a little bit, and hoarsely voiced

"I'm really scared, from the moment I regained consciousness, afraid that you would know the truth, and I wanted you to know the truth

But I know that now that time and space have been reversed, the opportunity must have come! You will know all the truth."

"Why"

I smiled sarcastically and took his hand away, "The truth, will it reveal all the ugliness? Just like back then, your thirst for power forced me to use spiritual magic to recall my current soul and try to escape from that plane?"

What are you afraid of? Afraid that your ambitions will be revealed now?"

Li Mo hurriedly denied grabbing my hand again "No, I never thought about getting any rights again, I have always regretted it for so many years, I really regret it."

If it weren't for my ghostly mind back then, for the sake of so-called power, you wouldn't have been so resolute, and you wouldn't have gone with him!

I know that if it wasn't for the wrong thing I did, even if you didn't have me in your heart, you wouldn't have left me, and you wouldn't have really fallen in love with him later!

I really regret it

Since you can start all over again, give me another chance, I've been waiting for so many years, just to wait for you!"

"Me?" I pulled his hand away and laughed to myself, "am you really waiting for me?"

"I thought you really loved me, no matter what you did, the ultimate goal was just to love me, even if there were other ingredients in it

So I decided to believe you, to believe that you would come to me, that you would give me an explanation!"

"But now, ever since I learned that the purple bird was in me, that person just regarded me as a shadow, I have always had this thought in my mind, I am a shadow! a shadow who lives in the dark without a name!

Or, not only is my life false, but my life for 5,000 years is false!

I'm not the person you're looking for, and maybe you're just using me as a shadow!"

"No!"

Li Mo hurriedly hugged me tightly, his body was trembling, and he said in his trembling voice, "Why do you think so? You are not a shadow, that woman is your shadow! "

"I don't allow you to think like that, I only love you, and I only have you from beginning to end!"

At this time, I didn't want to be deceived and concealed, so I broke his hand and pushed him away again.

"I won't trust you anymore!

His face suddenly turned pale, and he was busy clutching his chest, and the fox-colored patterns on his white skin shone with a faint red light......

He looked up at me, sweat running down his forehead, and grabbed my hand with great force as if he were in great pain.

He was out of breath, as if something was pressing him, and he struggled to utter a sentence

"You're really not her shadow, really, I won't lie to you anymore!

I beg you, I tell you all, I tell you all the truth!"

"I beg you not to think so, you really are not anyone's shadow, it's all my fault, my fault!

If it weren't for the wrong things I did back then, you wouldn't have lived so hard in every life!

...... I was wrong!

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"Qi Lu, Qi Lu"

Another voice in my ear was calling me and forcing me to open my eyes, and it was Mu Fan who was hugging me, and he looked a little unusual, "What's wrong with you?"

I just reacted "It's okay"

"I did this just now because the situation was critical, because the medicine of that world was here, and the effect of the medicine was almost the same as that of ordinary medicine, I could only seal the medicine in my body, and other than that, I didn't do anything to her" Mu Fan explained to me.

I nodded again.

He didn't say anything more but picked me up, and I didn't fight and let him pick me up, go upstairs and go back to his room, where he put me on the bed.

He lay down beside me, and when I turned my back to him, he put his arms around me, and his strong chest was pressed against my back.

"Can't you try to trust me once?"

I laughed to myself, he would never say such a thing before, but now he is really alive, and the appearance of the white bird really turned him upside down.

"One of the reasons why you had to let me leave Shen Yu before was because of Bai Yu, right?" I said softly on my side, but he would definitely be able to hear it.

"Yes, it was the purple bird that destroyed the relationship between them back then, causing the white bird to be physically injured, and the matter between them was very complicated."

"Them?"

Mu Fan hugged me a little tighter, "Tens of thousands of years ago, about the Kunlun Mountains, there was a deep pool, in the pool, there was a dragon in the pool that turned into a jade dragon after thunder tribulation, and became one of the four gods in the Xuan Realm, although the jade dragon was a god, but the emperor of the Xuan clan did not let him stay in the Xuan Realm, but let him go to the world."

"At that time, the Venerable Bai Ze, who was located in the south of the Buddha realm, had cultivated for tens of thousands of years on his own, and crossed the soul that had been trapped in the black abyss of the Ming Sea and could not be freed from the ancient wars, disasters, diseases, etc., and his spiritual power was finally dissipated and re-entered the path of reincarnation, and the Jade Dragon was to find the Hades King, so that the Hades King could help Bai Ze become a god again."

Bai Ze?

Hearing the name, I whispered it in my heart.

Mu Fan probably said because I was too indifferent, and said, "Shen Yu can't be completely said to be the king of the underworld, but a life in the human world, just a touch of consciousness, as for his true body, it has always been in the underworld."

I then turned to face him, "I don't care who he is now, but you should be talking about more than the three of them."

Mu Fan looked into my eyes when he heard this, and I didn't dodge, although my heart was a little weak.

"Yes, and Limo"

"He is the Demon Venerable, the root of that disaster for five thousand years!"

If that's the case, I laughed to myself, he should have such ambitions, but why should he be reincarnated with me in the third life?

He must have wanted to hide himself with the help of mortals, so no one knew that the Demon Venerable, who had disappeared after 5,000 years, had actually been reincarnated as a mortal!

"Actually, I was with Li Mo all the time before Zi Yu met him, and it was she who betrayed him!"

Mu Fan sneered when he said this, "Such a woman, I really don't understand why the two of them are stupidly falling into it!"

So she deserves all the pain of love!

She shouldn't have been in this world!

She should disappear with the sins she has committed!

I was dazed, terrified again by what Mu Fan had said.

Disappear, disappear, disappear...... His words kept repeating in front of my ears.

My body trembled like chaff for an instant, and I sat up and pushed Mu Fan away violently.

"Qi Lu, what's wrong with you?" Mu Fan quickly pulled me back and hugged me tightly, "What are you thinking, what's going on!"

I raised my hand and covered my ears with all my might, trying not to listen to them, trying to quiet myself, but the words kept ringing in my ears like a demon.

I tried to calm myself down and get back to normal.

"What are you thinking, you have something to hide from me when you were in the underworld, what are you hiding from me?"

"No, no, no!" I yelled at him, covering my ears.

When I was done, I hung my hands weakly and closed my eyes.

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