Chapter 194: All the Fun and All the Nothing

Ye Duhong felt the dry atmosphere in this sunny place, he looked at the delicate flowers on the white tiger and said, "Is it interesting for us to turn around here? We have been here since the morning, we have been walking here, this is not a good place." This is not a big desert, but it is even more tiresome than a big desert, the color here is only monotonous yellow, and it is really rare for the Demon Domain to have such a yellow color area, this place is so dry, there can be three feet of soil here when there is no wind, we walk forward in such a place, we feel the hot weather here, I don't know what it means to wander around here, why do I feel that it is not interesting now?"

The weak-looking flower stretched out her slender fingers and stroked the silky hair on her forehead, she made a ball of light outside her body to protect her body from the invasion of wind and dust, he looked at Ye Duhong, who was a little depressed next to him, and said to him: "Why do you frown and make a bitter face, do you feel that this place is not interesting? I actually feel that this place is boring, boring, but it is really boring, boring is really a helpless feeling, what should we do, so boring." But we have to think that although we say that it is not interesting here, it is meaningful here, we know that many migrant workers are detained by the devil of the devil's domain, and when we wander around here, it is very likely that we will meet a few devils who are holding the workers detained, and if we defeat the devil, we will be able to release some workers, we will look for the devil here, we have a high chance of meeting the devil, we must defeat the devil hard, release those who are bound, and let them be free, isn't this kind of work meaningful?"

Wufa also made balls of light around his body to resist the dust that was blown up here from time to time, and he looked at Ye Duhong, who seemed to be preoccupied, and said, "You doll is still young, although some people say that you are a young man, but in my eyes you are indeed still young. You are still immature, although some people say that you are an adult, that you have grown up, but in my eyes you are indeed still an immature person, and every experience you experience here will be your experience, and as your experience deepens, you will be a mature person. ”

Ye Duhong took a deep breath, he didn't make a ball of light outside his body, the dust hit his body, Ye Duhong said in a calm tone: "Do you know what I thought? I think of things in the past, I think of many things in my past that make me feel frightened now, things that make me feel afraid, I want to talk about these things in detail. When I was very young, I liked to walk around outside, I liked to go to the river beach, I liked to go to the north slope, I liked to go to Xiling, I liked to go to Donggou. I once went to the wheat field with my brother, who was three years older than me, and there were many stacks of wheat in the wheat field, and I saw there that there were hard straws, and around the mills there were cut straws, which were piled up to form stacks after they were sun-dried. I walked on the straw, feeling for the matches in my pocket. The eldest brother took out a lighter and said to me, do you have a fire, it's quite exciting for us to play with fire here. I touched my pocket and said I had a match. The big brother said that his lighter couldn't work, so he had to use my matches, and I only had a few matches, but they were enough to play. I reached out and handed the match to my big brother. The eldest brother pulled out a small open space on the ground, and he grabbed a small handful of wheat straw, and struck a match to light the wheat straw, and when it was lit, he quickly extinguished it. He grabbed another handful of wheat straw and played with it, which was quite interesting. When he grabbed the third handful of wheat straw, he didn't control the fire, the fire ignited the other wheat straw, and the wheat straw burned over one by one, and burned it to the wheat stack, I was frightened, I almost cried, the big brother was also very anxious, and stepped on it with his feet, but his feet could not step on the fire to extinguish the fire, the big brother said to go quickly, and I followed the big brother to hurry up. A nearby family saw that their wheat straw was on fire, and a man ran over with a three-strand steel fork and picked up the burning wheat straw to the open field, and at the same time a car drove on the road, and the car stopped next to the wheat field, and a man came out of the car, and also ran down to put out the fire, and used both hands to pull the wheat straw, separating the burning and non-burning ones, and finally controlled the fire, and someone brought over a basin of water to pour the fire and extinguish the fire, which was really an amazing scene. The man who got out of the car was a man in expensive leather shoes that had been burned out from fighting the fire. Why did the man stop, why did he get out of the car, why did he put out the fire, why he didn't let people pay for his shoes after they were burned, and drove away as if nothing had happened, these were incomprehensible to me in my childhood, and I certainly didn't understand that there are good intentions and good deeds in the world, and the fear and self-blame that I experienced in my childhood. ”

Ye Duhong paused, and then said, "I was playing in the river once, and I felt bored, so I came to the bridge. This bridge is very interesting, there are two layers of bridges, the lower layer is wide, the upper layer is staggered with it, that is to say, there is a gap of a few centimeters between the two bridges, the upper bridge is high, the lower bridge is short, the lower bridge is for people to walk, the upper bridge does not know what it does, anyway, it is also a bridge, but the strange thing is that there are steps at this end to go up, and there is a high drop at that end, as if a cliff, that is, you go up from this end, and you have to go back and come down from the steps. I once saw a kid a year older than me grab the bridge with both hands and swing his legs off the ground in the air, which seemed to me to be a lot of fun. When I'm bored here, I think of that kid's game and want to swing on the bridge with both hands. When I grabbed the bridge above, I started swinging. What I'm going to say is, I swung twice, my hand grabbed the edge of the bridge, my foot was off the ground, and when my foot swung forward, my hand was almost gone, and if I had lost my hand, then I would have fallen to a very high bottom of the bridge, and then I would have fallen face up on the hard stone, and I would have fallen to my death? I would have fallen into a fool's place? I would have become disabled? I could not have imagined that I had not fallen, and my foot was back on the edge of the bridge below, and my heart was pounding, and I could feel that fear, and I still fear it when I think about it now. I would also like to talk about another thing that made me feel frightened, I was also swinging on a small bridge, and when I was swinging, I fell, but fortunately the bridge was not high, and I was hurt, and I was not killed. But there was a small puddle where I fell, and there was a small snake in the small puddle, and there was a big scary toad next to it, and I was afraid of snakes and toads, and there were many leeches in this puddle, and I was even more afraid of leeches, and when I was lying on the ground, my soul was gone, and a passer-by saw me, and called for me to pick me up, and pulled me to safety, and asked me if I was okay, and I was okay. I was trembling, I was afraid of snakes, I was afraid of leeches, I was afraid of toads, I was so close to the existence I was afraid of, my soul was going to be gone. The passer-by is from my family, and my eldest brother, and he pointed to the sluice gate on the puddle and said, "It's so heavy, it's so heavy, I'm going to go down the sluice, and when I see a person lying underneath, if I don't look down, I won't notice you, and the wood will fall, and if you fall down, do you still have your life?" The small bridge that you want to swing is not strong at all, the two ends are on the old brick stack, swaying, and it will fall down if you don't get it, so thick a floor, you can smash adults to death, my soul is going to be gone, and now I think of that incident, I still have the feeling of being scattered. ”

Hua'er said, "Is there anything else I'm afraid of when I think about it?"

Ye Duhong said: "There should be a lot, I will tell it in the future, it doesn't matter who you tell it to, the important thing is to say it." And he said, "When water is released from a ditch, the water will overflow the riverbank, and there is a garbage heap above the bank, and this garbage heap is very rich and loose." I was in the open space above the garbage heap, and I wanted to feel the feeling of driving the clouds, so I stepped on a grass mound on the garbage heap and paddled down, the garbage heap formed a slope, and there was deep water below. I always thought that there was a dragon palace, a dragon king, and a little dragon girl in the water, so I was not afraid. It just so happened that my mother saw me at this time, and quickly got down from the top of the garbage heap to save me, grabbed my arm, and dragged me up, in the process, she was swiping down, she couldn't help but swipe down, what a thrilling scene, my mother's body was heavy, slashing down, my body was light, it was not easy to swipe down, I used my cleverness to run to safety, but my mother climbed up, ah, these experiences make me remember deeply, how many years, how can I still remember these things. ”

Ye Duhong touched his nose and said: "What I thought was so interesting at the time is not only not interesting now, but also very scary, and it is something that makes me feel afraid, so what is interesting and what is uninteresting is not certain." ”

Hua'er said: "You are right, your story is very sincere. I just like sincere narration, do you know why I like sincere narration? I think sincerity is the noble quality of human beings, religion requires people to be pious, enough sincerity is piety, piety is the sublimation of sincerity, people should be sincere, we can only feel the warmth of each other when we are sincere, I think sincerity is really a good quality of people, a person who is not sincere, not a qualified person. ”

Wufa said, "You're all right. After all, those things that Ye Duhong said are afraid of can be forgotten, after all, those are in the past, the past things will naturally turn the page, and the new road needs to be walked by yourself, those past experiences may as well be interesting bits and pieces of memory, because you are safe now, so you are not violated by those things that seem to be afraid now, you are still a healthy person, so live in the sun. And what Hua'er said sincerely, I agree with it, and several of us are also very sincere, so we are very good friends. ”