Chapter 377: Emotional Outburst (2nd Update)
When Mama Xu got the news, she didn't care that the things in her hand had not been done, and after handing it over to the green sleeves, she hurried over, and when she came over, Yunxi was bathing, and the green pothos was waiting inside, and when she went in, she touched the bruises on Yunxi's body, and couldn't help but gasp.
"Niangniang, did you have a dispute with the emperor?" she didn't dare to accuse the emperor of not, so she could only inquire from the side.
Yunxi soaked in the hot water, the heat of the hot water slowly relieved the pain on her body, and even the nerves that had been tense made her slowly relax, if she was afraid that she would not have said a word just now, but now she really found that she needed to talk.
But in fact, the emperor's anger came inexplicably, and even I didn't know it at first, but when I really figured it out, I hoped I didn't understand it at all. Yunxi gritted his teeth and said word by word, and the tears in the corners of his eyes also shed tears again with the fluctuations of his emotions.
Mama Xu was also startled when she saw Yunxi's tears, and she subconsciously lowered her voice and said comfortingly: "If Niangniang doesn't want to understand, she won't understand, things are over, if Niangniang feels wronged, cry well, don't keep everything in your heart." ”
"Can I cry?" Yunxi's words made Mama Xu feel sad for a while.
In the palace, crying is a taboo thing, and the so-called thunder, rain and dew are all Jun's grace, and you can only laugh no matter what is good or bad.
"It doesn't matter, with Mama guarding, the mother can cry as much as she wants, and you don't have to worry that someone will see it, and you don't have to worry that someone will hear it. Mama Xu gently wiped her back with a handkerchief next to the bathtub, and her voice was soft and slightly reassuring, just like comforting the mother of her child.
Yunxi's strength is in her bones, so that many people think that few things in this world can be difficult for her, but once she puts away all her strength and cries like a child, not to mention Mama Xu who is standing next to the bathtub, even Yinzuo, who naughtily ran to find Yunxi, also fell silent.
Although it was through the door, the cry inside was familiar, it was his mother's voice. In Yinzuo's memory in the past, his Eniang was gentle, happy, elegant and decisive, she always spoke and did things in an orderly manner, and her every move was pleasing to the eye, in the hearts of the three of their brothers, there was no better person in the world than Eniang. But now he heard her mother crying, and she was crying so aggrieved, it must have been hurt.
As if he wanted to gain strength, Yinzuo turned around and ran towards Brother's office, and met the palace maids and eunuchs looking for him halfway, and he didn't care, and the palace maids and eunuchs who served him looked at him and ran in the direction of Brother's place, thinking that he wanted to find the fourth elder brother and the sixth elder brother, so he didn't care much, after all, he often went to Elder Brother on weekdays.
Yunxi in the clean room didn't know that she was rarely presumptuous and was bumped into by her own son, at this time she cried out of breath, if it wasn't for Mama Xu beside her, she was afraid that she would be paralyzed in the water, and it would be dangerous at that time. When she came out of the clean room, the tears in Yunxi's eyes had not yet dried, and a pair of rabbit eyes made her look even more weak, and she no longer had the dignified coldness she cultivated when she became a concubine before.
Mama Xu helped Yunxi back to the room, watching her lie on the couch for a long time and reluctant to speak, knowing that although she cried a lot, she couldn't calm her emotions in a short time, "Niangniang have a good rest, and the old slave will bring a bowl of bird's nest porridge to Niangniang." ”
Green sleeves and green pothos were waiting outside the door, as soon as they saw Mama Xu come out, the two of them immediately greeted them, and the two of them at this time also had red eyes, and they had already heard a choked sound before they could speak, which provoked Mama Xu to scold, "What are you talking about, knowing that Niangniang is sad, you two are still rushing along, you don't have to make Niangniang sad, you all laugh at me, whether it's to deal with people outside, or to make Niangniang happy, you all have to laugh!"
Last night's incident Niangniang couldn't tell me clearly, the emperor left Yonghe Palace directly early in the morning, although he ordered them to serve well as usual, but looking at Niangniang's appearance, I am afraid that this matter will not be able to pass for a while. She is an old mother, although she knows that it is no good for her mother as a concubine to be angry with the emperor, but seeing her master being injured like this, she is an outsider who is angry, let alone the mother who is the party concerned.
"Don't worry, we'll change it. The pothos wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and tried to laugh, but when she thought of Yunxi's appearance, she couldn't help but fall again.
Mama Xu looked at them like this, and also sighed, not to mention the green sleeves, even she was distressed, but what could they do? The person who dared to hurt their master, let alone scolding, they didn't even dare to complain.
In the Qianqing Palace, Kangxi has been absent-minded since he fought the last dynasty, and his dark and calm face made the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty dare not speak easily, but fortunately, there is nothing to do in the past few days, seeing that Kangxi is in a bad mood, he suddenly closed his mouth one by one, so this early dynasty also went through a scene.
When he returned to the apse, Kangxi should have started to deal with the excerpts as usual, but after reading it for a long time, he didn't even read a word, and the whole person looked extremely irritable. When he got the news and knew that Yunxi was crying sadly, Kangxi immediately rushed out, and only reacted halfway through, what did he want?
Under the cultivation of the Empress Dowager, Kangxi has always been unable to be a lover himself, because the Qing Dynasty can no longer afford an emperor with an average lover, so he subconsciously restrains his feelings and only spoils women. Even if he was moved by Yunxi, he refused to admit it, and even suppressed his feelings for Yunxi, just thinking that this was for the sake of saving his life, anyway, the next things were generally the inferior nature of men, and half of them were the manifestations of his subconscious desire to escape this relationship.
Now everything is clear, according to his character, he should deal with the threat of Yunxi as soon as possible, but what he wants to figure out most now is her feelings for him.
He didn't want all these things that had been wanted by countless women, but now he wanted the sincerity of a woman the most, but she didn't know what she was doing! Thinking back to everything in the past, he found that his original cold and hard heart had been left behind on her unconsciously. But she can draw an insurmountable gap between the two with respect, suppleness, and even a light attitude, and he can't get over, and she can't hide there.
When I didn't figure it out at first, it may not have been so strong. But as his thoughts became clearer and clearer, he realized that all her changes were so conspicuous, even at a glance, and he ignored them, even if he found out that something was wrong later, he chose to escape, rather than face, and only when he began to get no response, he became more and more anxious and unwilling.
The more he doesn't know what to do, the more impulsive he will be, for Kangxi, impulsiveness is really a strange performance, but when he found out that she was different, he gathered all his questions together, and wanted to take an opportunity to ask them all, but he forgot that he wanted an answer, but she didn't necessarily give him an answer.
There was a voice of asking for peace in his ears, and Kangxi, who came back to his senses, found that he was already in front of Yonghe Palace, and wanted to go back to the tears of Yunxi, Kangxi stepped out again.
Entering Yonghe Palace, seeing the red eyes of the pothos, Kangxi inexplicably felt a little weak, he knew that he was very indulgent last night, and he didn't even leave any room, although he didn't really hurt her, but it wasn't much better.
The treatment of concubines is treated differently whether it is a part or a bed, this is not just a formality, but also Kangxi's attitude, just like when she pampered Yunxi, Kangxi would take into account her feelings, but when she was fortunate to be a concubine, Kangxi didn't care about the other party's life or death at all, it was just a pleasure, which is why so many people worked hard to climb up.
Entering the inner room, Kangxi, who waved everyone away, walked in lightly, lifted the curtain, and saw that Yunxi had tears in the corners of his eyes in his sleep, Kangxi's heart twitched fiercely, and it hurt badly.
Kangxi sat on the edge of the couch and reached out to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but before he could withdraw his hand, he saw that Yunxi, who was originally asleep, had opened his eyes, and for a while, the four eyes were facing each other, and a trace of embarrassment instantly surrounded the two.
After a long time, Kangxi frowned and looked at Yunxi who turned his head and didn't look at him, and couldn't help but hold her soft hand and said, "Why don't you speak?"
Yunxi looked at him respectfully and coldly and said, "What does the emperor want the concubine to say?"
"You!" Kangxi's originally calm anger instantly accumulated again.
Yun Xi looked at him like this, couldn't bear to shake off his hand, and screamed: "How am I! What else does the emperor want from me!" Thinking of what happened yesterday, the grievances in Yun Xi's heart instantly drowned her, and tears kept sliding down her eyes, "Your Majesty, you don't say anything, and you ask me inexplicably if I understand, what should I know! What should I understand!" Since entering the palace, I have been full of emperors, for the sake of the emperor can even ignore his own life, everything is based on you, even if I am wronged, I will help you find a reason for the first time, yes, you have your last resort, and you also have the hardships you can't say, I understand, I understand, but can you tell me what I did wrong for the sake of everything I think you first! As long as the emperor you say, I admit my mistakes, I will correct them, but can you not use me as a tool to vent anger!"
She is a person, a person with self-esteem and pride.
"No, I'm not ......" Kangxi looked at Yunxi, who was crying like a tearful person, and the anger accumulated in his eyes instantly dissipated. He frowned, tried to calm his mood, lowered his voice, and explained, "It's not what you think, I have never used you as a tool to vent my anger......
Before Yunxi could wipe away the tears on her face, the tears continued to fall, as if she could never stop, she shook her head, held back her anger and asked: "It's not what I think, so what? Your Majesty, what do you want me to do, do you really want me to die to prove my sincerity?"
Kangxi looked at her silently, and when he saw her turn her head, he couldn't help but forcibly twist her head, and carefully but carefully helped her wipe the tears from her face. Her tears kept flowing, and he kept wiping them. She couldn't hide, so she could only let him wipe her tears, but he didn't want her to have sex with him, so he pulled her into his arms and stroked his straight back one by one.
"I ...... Never thought of humiliating you. He pressed her head against his shoulder socket for a few moments before he uttered such a sentence.
He understood this feeling too late, and when he found out that his heart had fallen on her, how could he let her be alone! No matter what happened before, if he wanted to sink in the whirlpool of feelings in the future, then she must also accompany him! Thinking of this, Kangxi's eyes became gloomy, and the arms that were originally just around her couldn't help but tighten slowly, so tight that she almost couldn't breathe.
In such a situation, it seems that it is useless to say anything, after all, they want to be fundamentally different, and the two of them have their own thoughts, even if they continue to talk about it, it is just a waste of lips and tongues, and it will not be of any use at all.