Chapter 21 for Abuse
"Is it? If E-Niang thinks that she can't deal with herself like this, then E-Niang should find another way to make her life more comfortable, after all, I, a daughter who finally escaped from death, no longer knows what it means to be sensible and give in!"
In the previous life, she suffered grievances, pains, and her death, all the favors were repaid, and the Xilin Jueluo clan in front of her was not a competent mother at all, many things were mutual, and the contribution between relatives was the same. She has never enjoyed the care and protection of her 'good' mother, and naturally it is impossible for her to wronged herself as before.
"Yunxi, what are you talking about? E-Niang said that these are all for your good?" Xilin Jue Luo looked at the delicate and soft daughter in front of him with a surprised face, obviously when she taught her about this kind of thing before, although her reaction was silent, she never refused, let alone resisted like now, "What kind of evil are you falling for, first working against you and Ah Mou, and now against me, E-niang, what do you want to do!"
"What can I do! I just don't want to wronged myself anymore! The big sister finally came back, is it easy for me? I, a person who has never had smallpox, accompanied her, a person who has smallpox, to Zhuangzi, could it be that there is something wrong? Or in your eyes, I should die for them, or for your embarrassment, right?" Yunxi looked at Xilin Jue Luo in an indifferent tone, and told word by word as if he was not his own grievances, but his confusion.
Yes, Yunxi is indeed full of confusion?
She doesn't understand, she is as vicious as Shu Mulu knows how to protect her daughter, why the seemingly gentle Xilin Jueluo is so ruthless, not only does she not care for her, but she always helps and abuses.
"E-Niang's mouth is always about other people's difficulties and her own difficulties, but E-niang has seen my difficulties, even if only once. I don't know what the difficulty is in Eniang's mouth, but I know that from now on I will not give in to those who are irrelevant. "In the past, she didn't know how to think and didn't have her own opinions, so she believed whatever Xilin Jue Luo said, and she did whatever she was asked to do, and it was actually no wonder that she ended up like that.
Reliving her life, she will never be as biased as before, sacrificing herself for the sake of the unworthy.
"This trip to Zhuangzi, E-Niang obviously took my life as a favor, although I did not die, but I also went through hardships and dangers, and finally survived, so I should have paid it back. Moreover, this matter is already disgraceful, if it spreads, whether it is Suoluofu or Eniang herself, I am afraid that it will not be good. Speaking of all the things of the day, the corners of Yunxi's lips couldn't help but raise a sneer, and his long eyelashes blinked slightly, and he couldn't see the true emotions under his eyes.
All Xilin Jue Luo can think of is always herself, maybe in addition, she can also consider Amma, eldest brother and younger brother, but she will never consider Yunxi's feelings.
Because of this, Yunxi will mercilessly lash out at Xilin Jue Luo.
If it weren't for the fact that there was still such a mother-daughter relationship between them, how could Yunxi let Xilin Jue Luo make such a request, and how could he tolerate her again and again.
"There are some things that everyone just needs to know in their hearts, and there is no need to make a fuss out to everyone. But no one is a fool, he was born to suffer, E-Niang has the heart to please the big house, you can, you can urinate by yourself, as long as you don't pull me along. I don't want to say it too clearly, but I will never wronged myself like before, accommodate you!"
"Nonsense!" Seeing that her daughter, who had always been well-behaved and obedient, suddenly seemed to be a different person, not only opened her teeth and claws, but also blocked her with her teeth so that she had nothing to say, Xilin Jue Luo couldn't help but reach out and cover his chest, looking angry by Yunxi, "Who taught you this, it's just disrespectful!"
In the past, she thought that her daughter couldn't speak, she wouldn't please Emok, and she had a beautiful face, but today she can speak well, but the words she says can make people angry.
"Eyes are not respectful?" Yun Xi sneered, looking at Xilin Jue Luo's eyes full of sarcasm, "Is it a shame for Eniang to say this? If the mother in this house is kind and filial, but what is the truth? Don't you know in your heart? Besides, if a person has experienced life and death, many things will naturally be seen, just like those words just now, I don't need others to teach me, I can see and think clearly." ”
"You ......" Xilin Jue Luo stretched out his hand and pointed at Yunxi, but he was so angry that he couldn't speak.
In fact, in Xilin Jueluo's heart, Yunxi is really not the same thing, and she doesn't care about her life or death, otherwise she wouldn't agree to Yunxi to accompany Yunqi to Zhuangzi.
"Okay, well, you have grown up, your wings have hardened, and you don't listen to Eniang anymore, right! But Eniang still wants to remind you that it is not you Ama who is in charge of this house, nor is it your Eniang, many things are not up to us, and naturally you can't help it, why is your Eniang so careful to accommodate you Amu? It's not for you!" Looking at Yunxi's indifferent expression, Xilin Jue Luo knew that no matter what she said, she wouldn't listen.
Instead of wasting your tongue and arguing with her about what you have and what you don't, it's better to get things clear first.
"I'll take care of my affairs myself, and as for yours, you naturally know how to handle them. Yunxi saw that Xilin Jueluo's eyes rolled slightly, and she knew that she had other plans in her heart, and there was a sneer in her heart, and her tone became even more indifferent.
After she recognized the selfishness and partiality of Xilin Jueluo, she never expected anything from her, and Xilin Jueluo himself was more thorough than her, and occasionally got close, all purposefully trying to use her to curry favor with Shu Mulu and Yunqi.
In this way, Yunxi naturally can't give in again and again for the so-called mother-daughter relationship like in the previous life, and even wronged himself in order to seek recognition.
"Okay, let's not mention what happened just now, let's just say why you and your fourth brother had a quarrel in the courtyard yesterday, and there were a lot of subordinates. Yunxi, why did you say that you are so impulsive, what can't be discussed properly, you have to make a fuss. Xilin Jue Luo's opening, everything was wrong with Yunxi, which made Yunxi feel disappointed and a little dissatisfied.
Why do other people's mothers know how to defend their daughters, and her mothers will only blame all the faults on her?! Sometimes Yunxi herself wonders if she was replaced by Xilin Jue Luo as soon as she was born, but thinking of Xilin Jue Luo's temperament, she feels that she doesn't have the courage to do such a thing.
"Then according to Eniang's meaning, how should this matter be handled?" Yunxi looked up at Xilin Jue Luo, his voice was still steady, but there was no trace of emotion in his tone.
Her mother didn't ask her why she did this, but she only blamed her for making too much noise, either she helped Shu Mulu and them to inquire, or Shu Mulu they complained about her, she came to ask the reason, anyway, it wouldn't be her conscience who found out, and suddenly knew that she cared about her daughter.
You must know that when she was sent to Zhuangzi with Yunqi, she Ama still opened her mouth to comfort her with a look of guilt, but she didn't even squeak, and stopped Ana Huzhan, not letting him notify the eldest brother, let alone let him come forward to stop her.
"It's just a subordinate who has made a little mistake, you look at the punishment, there is no need to replace a large number of people with a single move. Xilin Jue Luo paused and persuaded bitterly.
"So what?" asked Yunxi as she looked at her.
Xilin Jue Luo's eyes were full of cold eyes on Shangyunxi, and she couldn't say anything anymore, she said that she just wanted her to pay more attention and stop making trouble. There are suddenly new people in this house, and there are several of them, and no one pays attention to it, and if someone pays attention, who knows what gossip will come out! She doesn't want to be blamed by Emok for this, and she is alienated by the Shumulu clan.
"That is, let you pay more attention in the future, don't move and fight and sell, it's better to be gentle...... daughter's family" Xilin Jue Luo's eyes looked at Yunxi, and somehow, many words couldn't be spoken.
"Why didn't E-Niang continue?" Yunxi looked at Xilin Jue Luo in an indifferent tone.
She is not called gentle, she really doesn't know what is gentle, maybe she is too gentle, so if she has the slightest disobedience to them, they will work together to crusade against her.
"I ......" Xilin Jue Luo looked at Yunxi, who was not sad or happy, and only felt that he had nothing to say.
She is also well-intentioned, she doesn't want Yunxi to be too willful and cause the dissatisfaction of the Shu Mulu clan, you must know that Alhatu's future is undecided, and the marriage is still being searched, if it affects Alhatu's marriage and future because of her, it will really outweigh the losses.
Yunxi looked at Xilin Jueluo with a sneering look, and had no intention of arguing with her again, "Okay, I'm tired and want to go back to rest, as for how I do things, I have my own measure, E-Niang only needs to take care of my own one-acre and three-point land in the future." ”
"Rebel girl!" Xilin Jue Luo looked at Yun Xijing's departing back, and it took a long time to squeeze out such a sentence.
Yunxi didn't care what kind of mood Xilin Jue Luo was in, she only felt tired at this time.
Such a mother, how to make her respectful.
"Gege. Seeing her dejected face, Green Sleeves called her with some concern.
"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, I want to be alone and quiet, don't let people disturb me. Yunxi dropped this sentence and entered the house without looking back.
Entering the inner room, Yunxi's originally straight spine unconsciously bent down at this moment, she uncomfortably stretched out her hands to hug herself tightly, her nose was sour, her voice was slightly whimpering, but she couldn't shed a single tear.
No wonder she lost so badly in her last life, even her mother helped others use her as a stepping stone, no wonder she hit the trick and couldn't turn over.
In the past, she was too stupid, even if she complained, she still chose to believe, but now that she thinks about her previous life, if she has a trace of doubt or resistance, maybe the ending may not be good, but she will never be full of regrets.
Although everything happened suddenly today, she was already prepared in her heart, after all, from the moment she opened her eyes, she knew that she should not have any hope for anyone in this mansion except for the eldest brother and younger brother, so naturally she would not be too disappointed because of everything today, but in the end, Xilin Jue Luo's actions still made her feel distressed.
She is obviously her biological daughter, but why can she be cold-eyed, no, it should be said that she pushed her into the abyss with her own hands, and even beat her to give Yun Qi a foot, and also made her the only victim of the Suo Yuluo family!
Thinking of Xilin Jueluo's various persuasions, Yunxi suddenly felt that maybe she was really too good to these people, so that they would take it for granted that she was the one who should be sacrificed.
Yunxi gritted her teeth, and her body couldn't help shrinking into a ball, since Xilin Jue Luo still looked at her to be an 'obedient' good daughter, then she should naturally fulfill Xilin Jue Luo's 'good' mother who helped the abuse.