Yesterday, it seemed that it was blown up again, and the ranking of the monthly ticket list has been exploded from the highest 30th place at the beginning of the month to about 40 now.

After working very hard, working hard, when I was exhausted, what I ushered in was not success and joy, but continuous blows, which made my heart panic.

Just a feeling.

Panicked.

It's the same as TMB stuffed with broken grass!

Hard work does not necessarily pay off, and it is likely to face blows and setbacks, which I have long understood, but being able to understand intellectually does not mean that I can accept it emotionally.

I believe that my friends understand this kind of thing, and many people may have experienced it and felt the same way.

Speaking of which, the monthly passes so far this month are almost catching up with the whole month of May, and I am very grateful for your support.

But when I came back to my senses and thought about it carefully, I suddenly felt that I had failed in May......

Now it seems that the single chapter at the beginning of the month has really become a joke, and it is about 200 votes away from the tenth place on the classification list, and the gap is so big that it is chilling, and it is only a third of the way this month.

Give up, or keep fighting?

Looking at my previous depressed tone, the next words seem to be: "Thank you for your previous support, thank you, let's just mean it, I also take a little rest, I start to stay up again every day, and I want to sleep for more than six hours." ”

Such?

I don't.

As the old saying goes, when the smoke clears and the dust settles, no matter what the outcome, I applaud the winner, even if the winner is not me.

But before the end of the day, no matter how big the gap is, no matter how small the hope, I will fight until the last moment!

I like to be a winner, not a loser!

Especially don't like to be a loser who gives up on hard work!

I don't like it very much.

I'm sure no one likes it.

Dwelling on frustration will only allow hope to slip away completely.

So, fight fight fight fight fight

I sincerely hope that there will be friends who will fight with me and rush upward!

I will try my best to write well, and I hope that friends who still have monthly passes can vote for this book and help me!

Thank you to every friend who voted for this book, subscribed to this book, and rewarded this book, thank you!

Thanks!(To be continued......) R1292