Chapter 444: Like an Old Song Singing
"Is this what you mean?"
"Yes!"
Ye Wei stopped and looked back at her, her tears made his voice soothe: "Amy, you're a good girl, but I just don't love it, that's it." β
"Why?" Amy's tearful eyes stared at him, "I'll understand if you give me a sincere reason, and if you say it's because you're a bastard, you know, and I know, it's not true." You're just...... Like you deliberately can't sing, you lied to yourself, and you don't want to wake up all the time. β
"Don't act like you know me well, but not at all. Ye Wei spread his hands and smiled, "Do you think you and I are a natural pair? Every girl who interacts with me thinks so, why, because I am a master!"
He pointed to his chest and smiled, "I can know what each girl wants, and then I'll give it to her." Women are very complex, but women are also very simple. Listen to what she wants to say, say what she wants to hear, tell her, satisfy what she wants. A woman falls in love with me, like you. β
Amy's tears slipped from her eyes, and she raised her hand to wipe it, "You think I'm a fool?"
"No, you're smart. Ye Wei shrugged, "And very cute, kind, virtuous, and idealistic...... So why don't I like it, you make me feel uneasy, I can't control you. I can't give you what you want, I know what you want, Amy, you want to get married, 'happy wife, happy life'. β
Seeing her forced a smile, he laughed: "Hahaha! Oh my God, I mean, please! You're 19 years old, I'm 18 years old, what's wrong with you? You think about your husband and children at a young age? Believe me, if you get married at the age of 30, no one will say it's late." β
"And I! I've worked very hard, I've worked so hard to finally get a little bit of what I am now, a status. β
Ye Wei said with a sneer, "You let me live with you for many years? Yes, you are very beautiful, and I am very happy with you, but I didn't get to that point, no girls arrived! That's why I hooked up with you on the night of the Golden Globe Awards." Bastard? I just don't understand, what are you guys crazy about, I'm murderous, I'm crazy, or do I have illegitimate children?"
"I'm just enjoying my youth! And then each and every one of you. β
His face was full of disdain, "Blahblahblah, it seems that if I'm not a sage, I'm a terrible sin, fuck! I don't talk about celebrities, you go to high school, go to college and go around, which fucking boy has a little ability, don't have a few dates? Don't fuck a few girls? You tell me!"
"Why is there a problem with me? Like I deserve to be a nerd, like I deserve to work hard for 365 days a year to make movies, and I have to take a day off for four years! One day I go to play, and I'm a jerk. I--all of you!"
As soon as he yelled, the green muscles burst out hideously: "I won't shoot his horse, how about it!?
If you want to leave, then leave. Now I don't ask anyone, I can do whatever I like! As for what you people say, whether I'm a genius or a villain, who the hell cares. You like to blame them so much, to blame the pop idols, they're on drugs!!"
Actually, Amy didn't blame him, she said that he did a good job, but it could be better, and she would make him better......
She has always been tolerant of him, understanding him, and loving him......
"I can name a lot of people. At this time, Amy's voice was very calm in the trembling side hall, with a stubbornness: "I, I am a serious person." And you, the previous you, this month's you, maybe the real you. I don't date celebrities, except for you, I think you're different, and until now, I think so. β
Ye Wei smiled and laughed, shook his head and shook his head: "I really wasn't before, but I'm who I am now, do you understand?
"You used to be more than if we knew each other. Amy said, "If only we had known each other sooner......"
"Thank you then. Ye Wei took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, "Do you know what I'm going to do?"
Amy didn't speak, her eyes a little glazed.
Ye Wei dialed out according to the mobile phone, pressed the speaker mode, and after a few beeps were connected, he said: "My, come to my residence immediately, immediately!"
"Oh, okay, where?" Amber said in a confused and excited voice, having returned to Los Angeles from Texas the other day, and "Boys Love Mandy Lane" was finished.
After Ye Wei said the address, he said, "Immediately." β
"Your Texas-son is coming now!" Amber gasped with excitement.
Ye Wei ended the call and looked at Amy over there, "That's Amber Heard, she's just 20 years old, but it's much simpler, she can do it better than you, her mouth is like a black hole." β
"Haha. Amy laughed, laughing so uncontrollably, that she sat down on the piano bench weakly, "What are you telling her to do, her in front of me?"
She suddenly burst into tears and sobbed: "But, you're right...... I'm so tired, I want to settle down, I want to find a man I can rely on and give him all of myself. You're right, I want to be a good wife...... Have a good husband...... I can't...... I can't fix you for too long, I've got someone to lead me into. β
"Amy, you can go. Ye Wei whispered, watching her hands trembling and twisting her fingers, and looked away, "The good family man you want will have, but it's not me." β
"I see. Amy cried and nodded slightly, trying to wipe away her tears, but she couldn't wipe them away, and walked along the piano with her feet a little staggering.
Ye Wei looked at her again, this beautiful woman, she was wearing a short-sleeved loose white T-shirt and light blue cropped pants, her long brown hair was slightly curly and shawl, her big eyes were clear, her face was soft, elegant, clear and stubborn, her heart was ...... She is so beautiful.
He took a deep breath and followed her several paces away.
Amy went to the bedroom of the two, took her pale red travel backpack, and cleaned up in the bedroom, taking only a few things, a few books, and a lipstick......
Ye Wei leaned against the door with his hands on his chest and looked at her silently.
Amy walked out of the bedroom with her backpack and walked past him without saying a word.
She went to the music room, took her songbook, picked up a stack of sketches he had drawn for her, looked at them for a while, and put them in her backpack. She went to the video room, to the kitchen, to the back garden...... After looking around, I didn't take anything with me. She went to the living room on the first floor and took a few of her small things and books from the TV cabinet and coffee table.
Ye Wei followed and watched like this, and a text message from Amber came from his mobile phone: "Rider, your horse has arrived." He didn't reply.
"Well, then I'm leaving. Amy stood in front of the closed door with her backpack and handbag, but her steps did not move a little, and there was still a hint of hope in her eyes that had stopped tears.
"Goodbye. Ye Wei said.
Amy laughed again, tears were pouring out, she seemed to laugh and cry: "You are very naΓ―ve, Ye Wei." You're a coward who doesn't dare to face yourself, and now I'm sure you're not confused, you're running away. Whether it's me or not, there's a person you should face and you don't, and you're willing to deceive yourself. β
"Yes, I'm a coward, a prodigal, a fool, an emotional liar and a scoundrel, that's my kind. Ye Wei laughed, "Do you understand?"
"Hmm. Amy nodded, Coward, Libertine, Airhead, Swindlers, Scoundrel, CLASS.
She walked up, kissed him on the lips, stared into his dark eyes, and said, "Only, maybe I'm not your one." If I am, if you're okay, you can find me, until the guy I find me to get married, it's okay. β
"I won't. Ye Wei smiled, "Do you want me to send you?"
"No need. Amy took a bunch of keys out of her handbag, broke off one of the house keys, handed it back to him, and turned to walk outside.
She opened the door and saw a blonde young woman in an off-the-shoulder, low-cut black top and denim hot pants standing on the porch outside, Amber Heard, who was stunned and smiled.
The corners of Amy's mouth lifted slightly, and she didn't say anything, and walked to the driveway in the front yard, and as she crossed the lawn, she looked back and saw Amber Heard enter the house, and with a bang, the door was shut. She felt like she couldn't breathe, like she was about to suffocate from something......
He didn't chase it out, didn't smile and said, "Today we're going to Disneyland!"
"Goodbye. Amy breathed slowly, walked to her Ford sedan, opened the door, put her backpack and handbag on the passenger seat, got into the car, and drove away.
The white sedan drove on the community street in the early morning, and through the front windshield of the car, she looked at the road ahead, and there was no passerby, and suddenly she felt that she had nothing.
Many people have had this kind of moment.
Like an old song......
"I like to listen to old songs. He said, "Oldies that have gone through the baptism of time have a very unique charm, you can get in touch with the past, you can still live in the present, and you can still look forward to the future." β
"Yes, yes!" she said heartily, "about the past! The precipitation of the old songs is not found in the new songs. Music is about emotional resonance, and I think the resonance of old songs is much stronger than new songs, and when you listen to old songs, you feel how many people have ...... over the years."
"How many people have gone through the same thing as you!"
"Yes, how many of the same things have been experienced, how many of the same feelings have been experienced, when listening to a song, that vast emotional precipitation is like a treasure. β
"Emmanuel, I like you more. β
"Me too, Weige. β
Amy turned the steering wheel, her mind drifted to nowhere, and suddenly she softly sang "Sentimental-Journey":
"To start a journey of feeling, to put my heart in light
Go on a journey of feeling and renew old memories
Grabbed my backpack, picked up my bookings, and spent every penny I could afford
I was looking forward like a child
I longed to hear, 'Please get on board!'
Seven o'clock, that's when we left
I will wait for the beautiful wonderland
Counting every mile of railroad tracks, it brought my mind back
I never thought my heart would be so nostalgic
Now I think, why did you decide to go wandering?
I'm going to embark on a journey of feelings
A trip home"