Chapter 696: What Did I Do Wrong?

Meng Hai said: "Master, I didn't cherish the time in the past, I have been learning spells every day for seven or eight years, others say that I am learning spells every day, what do I mean by learning spells every day, I am learning spells all the time. Of course, this is an exaggeration, but it is true, and I have devoted a lot of my time to learning spells. However, this kind of learning is not learned in the magic academy, but outside the school, even if I have a certain level of magic, many people still don't recognize me, which is the disadvantage that I didn't continue to study and study. ”

Li Nianshi said: "In the troubled times, it is good that you can study in peace for so many years, and it is a pity that you did not continue to study and did not enter a higher education institution." You also told me that it is a great pity that you did not enter a university at the best age and go through a few years of campus life. With your ability, you can go through it, but at that time, you encountered something, you encountered something very bad, you almost went crazy at that time, you were crazy because of a lot of things in your adolescence, and you ruined your future at the end of the exam. Such a somewhat tragic act at that time had a great impact on you in the future. ”

Meng Hai said, "Yes." ”

Li Nianshi said: "You once said that you are self-inflicted, doing things by yourself, bearing by yourself, not enjoyment, but bearing, bearing the pain brought to you by impulse. You also said that when the general social environment causes harm to people, some people who die in the general environment, such as the plague, are pitiful. Even if many people are rescued, those who die deserve sympathy. I can understand the consequences you have caused yourself, and you have asked yourself: What did I do wrong? Actually, you didn't do anything wrong. Youth, your youth is something that only you can feel yourself, that is your own youth. Even if your youth is like a crumpled rag. No one else's glamorous. Don't be anxious, don't be so discouraged, you should be strong and don't let anything affect your progress. Those who measure you by fixed standards. Doomed to perish. Just take your steps forward. Let those people die faster. You often say that you love to talk, and you say that you love to talk not because you are naturally eloquent, but because you have a knot in your heart. I want someone to write a book because there are too many knots in my heart, that is, I want to vomit, and I don't vomit unpleasantly. When you started, I also knew that you used clumsy language to express your sadness, you expressed yourself so hoarsely, maybe no one paid attention to you, no one pitied you, no one loved you, and you still expressed yourself like that. You need to express yourself. ”

Meng Hai said, "I don't know what I've done wrong, have I really done something wrong?

Li Nianshi said: "Don't feel self-blame like that, don't blame yourself at all." You feel embarrassed sometimes, you feel embarrassed sometimes, wait, no matter how much your past has hurt you, even if your genitals have been secretly cut, don't be too sad. How painful is it that your genitals have been secretly cut? Of course, it's just a metaphor, yours are not circumcised. I'm telling this parable, which is to say, no matter who you are, no matter what happens to you, no matter how difficult or boring your situation is, you should move forward. Those who move forward, no matter how boring the journey is, will become impressive because of your persistence. Keep going, keep going, whether you're healthy or not, whether you're mentally healthy or not, move forward, you can always move forward, you can always get better. ”

Meng Hai said: "Master, what you said is right, I recognize what you said. ”

Li Nianshi said: "There is a saying that no one is perfect, that is, there is no perfect person. In this case, then people can pursue perfection and run towards perfection, just as someone runs towards the sun, even if it cannot reach the bright sun, they must run towards that light. Run towards the sun and you can get better. ”

Meng Hai said: "Master, what you said is very good, you have enlightened me and encouraged me before, but you have not touched me so deeply this time. Thank you, master. ”

Li Nianshi said: "No matter how much your youth is like a dirty rag, don't be too discouraged, you have to move forward, you have to move forward, you can become better." ”

Li Nianshi wanted to take Meng Hai to a big restaurant to have a good meal, Meng Hai was locked in a cage by aliens for the past few days, and he really suffered, but Meng Hai said that he didn't need to eat, that was because he took a medicine from aliens, and after taking that medicine, he didn't need to eat, drink, or go to the toilet. Li Nianshi was amazed.

Li Nianshi was originally going to take Meng Hai to the hotel, but Meng Hai didn't need to eat, so he naturally didn't go. On the way to the hotel, Meng Hai said that since he didn't go to the hotel, he would go back to the barracks to plan military affairs. And on the way, they meet a cool person.

The guy has his left hand in the pocket of his pants and looks cool. When he saw Meng Hai, he asked, "You are the little king of the blue-clothed army, right?

Meng Hai said: "Exactly. ”

The man said, "Yes, I love all those who fight." As he spoke, he shook the gold chain on his right hand, and the bracelet shone in the air.

Meng Hai said: "It's good to love to see." ”

The man said, "They all call me rich, but I am rich." I'm a rich man. People say I'm rich, I'm rich, but they don't know where I got my money. I gambled. I used to gamble and lose a lot of money, but then I won a lot of money and I stopped blocking. They all say I'm cool, my left hand is always in my trouser pocket, they say I'm cool in this pose, they don't know, I don't have a left hand. ”

Meng Hai looked at Qian Da, Qian Da pulled out his left wrist, and his left hand really didn't. Qian Da did not have a left hand, he said: "I don't have a left hand, my left hand was crushed in a car accident, a car pressed my hand, and my hand was crushed, and there was a sharp object on the car that cut off my hand." My hand fell off and I couldn't pick it up. I'm rich, but I'm also a left-handed man. I don't know, I don't know every day if I should be happy or sad. I don't know, I really don't know. ”

Meng Hai said: "Don't be sad, at least now that you are alive, you are alive, you have to live well." ”

Qian Da said: "I gamble in a casino opened by aliens, it is a very big casino, I gamble day and night in it, I devote a lot of time to gambling, ah, gambling, gambling I really hobby." My hand, it was lost on the way to the casino in my carriage, I was really sad, my heart was very sad, I was a rich man, but I didn't have hands, I was really sad, when I gambled in the casino, I thought that I didn't have a hand, when I was happy, I thought that I didn't have a left hand, alas, I didn't have a left hand to make me sad, I thought, I have a right hand, I don't have a left hand, I gamble with my right hand, I can gamble with my right hand. ”

Meng Hai said: "You love to gamble. ”

Li Nianshi said: "He loves gambling. ”

Qian Da said: "I love gambling, if I don't love gambling, I don't invest so much time in gambling, I have been gambling." I am rich, but I am sad, my left hand is gone. Even when I encounter happy things, even when I laugh, that kind of laughter is not transparent, that kind of laughter is not from the heart, I haven't laughed from the bottom of my heart for too long, my heart always seems to be clouded, ah, I don't have my left hand, what's the use of asking for so much money. I know that it is not easy to fight a war, and it takes money to fight a war, I want to give you some money from gambling, if you can fight with aliens and expel aliens, I am also happy, and I can also contribute to the human beings on earth. I'm sad, I want to do something good, I want to do charity, it will make me feel better. I was sad, my left hand was gone, and I was very sad in my heart. I know a lot of inspirational stories, I can also tell a lot of inspirational stories, but no matter how inspirational, I am also a person without a left hand, my heart is faintly painful, I am always so unhappy, I am always so sad, this sad feeling, maybe will accompany me for a lifetime, accompany me for a lifetime. I'm a person who doesn't have a left hand, I'm a person who suffers. ”

Meng Hai said: "Don't be overly sad, Ye Duhong is in the sky, Ye Duhong once promised, to let the blind can see, to make the disabled able, to resurrect all the dead, to make the sad happy, to let the poor get rich, to let all the people be free, to let the living beings who have survived get the greatest happiness, to make the one qiē one qiē one qiē, one qiē one qiē one qiē all beautiful." Ye Duhong has made a promise to everyone, and Ye Duhong will not forget everyone. ”

Qian Da said: "Yes, I am a sad person, what did I do wrong? I haven't studied, I haven't studied magic, I'm not married, I'm often spending money to find women, I'm uncivilized, I'm just a rascal, I have no morality, I'm rich, I'm a poor person with only money left, I want to make everything beautiful, I want to live in beauty. People in the world, who wants to suffer, people in the world, who wants to be sad, people in the world, who is willing to tear their hearts, people in the world, who is willing to grieve, these sad words, since the day they were created, it shows that there have been such sad people from that time, good realistic words, from then on, the people of the world mountain will use those sad words to express their feelings at various times, that means that people will still be sad, just like people thousands of years ago. Ah, Ye Duhong promises us to make us all good. O we are alone in the night in heaven, may thy kingdom be at peace, may thy thoughts shine brightly, may thy words be fulfilled, may thou wilt lead us to the dawn. All the beautiful women and men in the world are dedicated to Hong, wholeheartedly to Hong, Hong to guide us, Hong to guide the world, Hong to take us to the other side. Ah, I wish, I wish, that we may be alone in the night in heaven, that we may give us light. Ah, Hong. ”

"Hong. Meng Hai said sincerely.

"Hong. Li Nianshi said in a low voice and sincerely. (To be continued......)