A rare gamble

"When will you wake up?" Shen Yu came to my side, "He is awake, he will still keep pestering you" He looked at Ou Qin lightly and said.

"What do you say, whether he wakes up or not, and whether he pesters me or not, and besides, you can't use the word entanglement, he just can't figure it out," I retorted to him.

"Hmph, do you think he just can't figure it out, woe to you" Shen Yu snorted coldly.

"Who do you say is the scourge?" I looked up at him.

"You," he leaned over me, staring at my face and spitting out a word.

I looked at him, and suddenly felt a fire in my chest about to pop out from within, "Say it again!"

"You-are-woe-water," Shen Yu said word by word.

His words hit me like hail, and I couldn't help but clench my fists and stare at him......

What did I do wrong, no matter where I went from childhood to adulthood, I was regarded as a disaster, why, why can't I have friends and family like normal people......

The more I think about it, the more I feel aggrieved, unwilling, angry, and many.

"Yes, I'm a scourge, so shouldn't I live in this world, shouldn't I get in the way of anyone, isn't it, isn't it?"

As I spoke, I became more and more excited, and finally I pushed him violently and pushed him out of the Ou house.

Along the way, I ran forward, I couldn't help but cry as I ran, I didn't know where to run, I just kept running along the sidewalk, and cars kept passing me, and finally ran to a bridge and stopped.

Standing on the bridge, I looked at the river flowing below, tears fell into the river, and the guardrail of this position I stood was particularly low, as long as I moved out slightly and jumped down, as if it was specially prepared for suicide.

I walked out a little bit, leaning my upper body against the guardrail, leaning out.

"Hey, what are you doing" There was a nasty voice in my ears, I turned my head to see that Shen Yu was slowly approaching me, "Don't be impulsive, I can't save you now that you're dead, and you'll really be a lonely ghost by then."

"You go away, I don't want to see you now" I wiped away my tears.

"You come here first, it's autumn now, the water is very cold, it's really cold to fall" Shen Yu still walked towards me step by step.

"I said don't come here", I looked around, and before I knew it, there were already a lot of people around here, and everyone was pointing at me, and because there were too many people, I couldn't hear what they were saying.

I just wanted to avoid embarrassment and leave here quickly, but Shen Yu suddenly appeared in front of me, and I couldn't help but be surprised by his sudden appearance, and I fell back unexpectedly......

With this fall, my body fell straight under the bridge.

The bridge went away quickly, this bridge should be ten meters high, I didn't have time to think about it, there was a loud "bang", my body was like being stabbed by a knife, and the cold pierced straight into my heart......

With my eyes closed, I suddenly felt that my throat, nose, ears, and eyes were very uncomfortable, but after the cold, my body was very comfortable, and it was a kind of relaxation that I had not seen for a long time.

Then something held my waist, and gradually it was no longer dark in front of me.

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"I said wake up, I don't want to go to that place so early" Shen Yu whispered in my ear, giving me heart compressions.

When I opened my eyes, there were still a lot of people around, and everyone was talking about it when they saw me wake up, "It's nothing to see, let's go" I don't know who shouted, and everyone dispersed.

Shen Yu saw me wake up and picked me up, and looked at me angrily, "You dare to commit suicide, try to kill yourself next time?" believe it or not, I locked you up and starved you for three days."

As soon as I heard this, I quickly stood up, "Whoever wants to kill himself, will I kill myself for people like you? If you don't scare me, can I fall?"

After speaking, he raised his hand to wipe the water on his face and turned to leave, "Hey, how can you talk to me like this, I saved your life, and I am your boss, do you talk to the boss like this" Shen Yu followed.

I stopped, straightened my long wet hair, and said, "Then I'm going to tell you now, I'm going to quit, I'm quitting."

Shen Yu shook his head and smiled evilly, "We signed a contract, it's not like you can just do it if you don't do it."

"If you break the contract, you won't be recognized in any court," I ignored him and walked on.

After walking a few steps, I stopped, staring at the front, because the street in front of me had become an alley, and I turned my head to look back, and Shen Yu was looking at me with an arrogant face behind me.

"You ......," I was speechless, "what?" he walked up to me.

"I'm just here to work, not to sell it to you, I'm going to resign, you can't do it even if you're different from ordinary people"

"You also said that I am different from ordinary people, and the contract you signed is certainly different from the ordinary contract" He lowered his head to my face, and I could see his flawless face close at hand.

I took a few steps back, wondering if Shen Yu would be a devil.

Shen Yu saw that I didn't speak, so he suddenly bent down and carried me up, "Hey, what are you doing", "I don't want to talk nonsense with you anymore" He carried me into No. 51 as he spoke.

Back at number 51, he carried me upstairs, "Hey, you can't go too far" I was carried by him and swayed, and when I got back to the room, he threw me on the bed and walked into the bathroom without saying anything.

Ten minutes later, he changed into a set of clothes and came out, "You go wash it" He pointed to my body, the set of clothes on my body was already half dry, but the clothes inside were all attached to my skin, very uncomfortable.

I walked past him to the bathroom, the water was running down my head, and I remembered how many times I had tried to keep what I had left, and that I had lost my mind just now because of Shen Yu's words, but what in the end.

I rubbed my head vigorously, stayed awake, and smiled at the hazy mirror.

After washing it out, Shen Yu was lying on his side on the bed, his posture was very ecstatic, "You just now, did you really want to commit suicide?" he looked at me and said.

I glanced at him and said, "No, I accidentally fell because you came, although my life is not very satisfactory, but I still want to live well".

"Really, but when you were in the water, you didn't think like that for a moment," Shen Yu said and sat up.

I stopped talking, "Come here," he said, and I went over and stood in front of him.

He pulled my wrist and I sat down in front of him, "Death is not a good thing, although no one can avoid it, it is also doomed, but some things cannot be solved by death, but will be like a curse, if it is not unsolved, it will be reincarnated for a lifetime."

I didn't think much about it and didn't look at him, and said, "There was a moment when I might have thought about it, but there are still people I love in this world, and I won't give up."

"Okay, in that case, even if you survive in the future, you have to try to live" Shen Yu lay down again, but this time he closed his eyes, and then didn't speak again for a long time, I sat next to him in a daze, and when I turned my head to look at him again, he actually fell asleep.