Chapter 19: Reflection
Everyone hid in the sunflower forest, waiting for news of Tuoba Luohao.
Chu Xun has been thinking about what the "Separatist" will do next, and always closes himself alone
, a state of complete self-forgetfulness.
Gong Yi Na and Long Shuangshuang took care of the other members who were injured, and Long Jiuling helped take care of the other members after they almost returned to normal.
Zhongle and Zotye were carrying everyone's corpses, while Zhongsheng and Gou Ziyu dug one big pit after another as fast as they could, preparing to bury them in the ground.
Yuan Hong took a few tall and strong young people to help, and they followed Zhong'an to a clearing, where there was no big tree to cover, only an empty flat land, and this clearing was set up with dense stone monuments, Yuan Hong only knew at this time that this was the cemetery of the beast clan.
Yuan Hong was still in a state of uneasiness, looking at the heartbroken Zhong An, who was carefully moving his mother's body, and he was digging a pit to bury his mother here.
After Yuan Hong finished moving the body with the others, he walked in front of Zhong An alone, originally wanting to comfort Zhong An, but he suddenly saw through Yuan Hong's intentions.
Zhong An said bluntly: "I know what you have to say, I'm fine, don't worry." ”
Yuan Hong suddenly smiled, then patted Zhong An on the shoulder, sighed and said, "Brother, we are going to regain our strength." ”
Zhong An thought for a moment, and then nodded slowly, only to see him stand up, browsing every inch of thick soil and every stone tablet here, his heart was full of emotion, and he also forgot about these things for the time being, and reinvigorated.
"Yuan Hong, I want to talk to you about something. ”
"You say. ”
"I've decided to protect the Sunflower Forest, I'm not going to let this happen a second time, I'm going to take on this responsibility. ”
Yuan Hong looked at Zhong An in surprise, and the others also had the same surprised eyes, so he shook Zhong An's body vigorously, and his expression was a little unexpected.
"What, you figured it out?"
"Of course, the king of the forest can't extinguish his might. Zhong An said.
"I looked for Yu Xi before, and it was he who woke me up who was stubborn and lost. ”
"Have you looked for him?" asked Yuan Hong.
"Yes, that's right. Zhong An said.
Yuan Hong was silent for a moment, lowered his head, and let go of his hand, he reacted a little helplessly.
"Yu Xi, he is also very painful in his heart, he has also thought about revenge after the death of so many brothers, but he still knows what he must do, now is the time of crisis for the organization, he can't be distracted. ”
Zhong An said calmly: "In fact, he has been angry and silent, wanting to bear all this alone, to say who is right and who is wrong, we are all responsible, I left the forest without permission, neglecting the safety of the forest, we can't escape this." ”
"Then if you say that, I'm also wrong, I let you go. Yuan Hong shook his head and said helplessly.
Yuan Hong heard Zhong An's words, his heart was shocked, and then he smiled with relief, Yuan Hong had already seen Yu Xi's thoughts, but what surprised him even more was that Zhong An was also changing, he had slowly come out of the shadow of his mother's death, and he also wanted to take revenge, but he knew that he had more important tasks that he had to shoulder.
"Understood, seeing that you can cheer up, I am also relieved, protect the sunflower forest, that is your home. ”
Yuan Hong stretched out a hand, wanting to shake Zhong'an's hand, showing the excitement that suppressed his heart, and looked at Zhong'an with that relieved expression.
"Also, don't forget our agreement, I didn't save you for nothing. Zhong An waved his hand and smiled coldly.
Zhong An stretched out his hand and grabbed Yuan Hong's plush palm vigorously, and the two looked at each other for a long time, casting appreciative glances at each other, their eyes and words were instantaneous, and they knew it.
In fact, before that, Yu Xi had met Zhong An, when Zhong An was still angry, he wanted to pounce on Yu Xi, but he couldn't be rational at that time, it was all the trend of the primitive wildness, but put all the responsibility on Yu Xi.
At that time, Yu Xi wanted to be alone in a corner of the forest, and bumped into Zhong An, who was angry and had eyes like torches.
Zhong An was secretly in a hidden wood, peeking at the oncoming Yu Xi, and when Yu Xi heard the rattling sound of fallen leaves being trampled, he stopped, but looked around cautiously.
I only heard a whoosh, and before Yu Xi could turn his head, a black shadow flashed quickly, and the claws were particularly eye-catching in the black shadow, that was the flash, Yu Xi quickly dodged, but Yu Xi was scratched a scar.
Zhong An landed on all fours, shrugged up, the hair on his body stood on end, and his hunting-like eyes glared at Yu Xi.
Yu Xi pressed his scratched arm, although it was not his own body, but he could still feel the pain, he covered the wound, and his eyes stared straight at Zhong An.
"Yu Xi, it's all you, who caused my mother and brothers to die tragically, do you think you can feel at ease in this way?"
Yu Xi took a deep breath, his expression was very tenacious, he didn't fight back,
"Yes, I won't deny that I killed your mother indirectly, I didn't try to escape from reality, but I want to take all the responsibility and make up for my mistakes, not to give up on myself here. ”
Zhong An, who was angry at that time, couldn't listen to Yu Xi's every word for a long time, and there was only hatred in his eyes, like a thorn that couldn't be pulled out, piercing his heart fiercely.
Zhong An rushed to Yu Xi's front, scratching around Yu Xi's body, Yu Xi did not shoot, but blindly dodged, and soon Yu Xi used his eyes to manipulate a stone, and the stone hit Zhong An's head fiercely, and was ejected several meters away.
Yu Xi looked at Zhong An who fell to the ground, and sighed helplessly,
He slowly walked in front of Zhong An, then squatted down and looked at Zhong An who was crying bitterly with tears in his eyes.
"We did our best to save your people, but we couldn't save our own families, what ability and qualification do I have to be the king of the forest. ”
Yu Xi did not condemn Zhong'an, but comforted him.
"I know you are very sad, began to question yourself, I have also experienced some unforgettable past, I was like you, questioning and confused, what kind of person I am, after experiencing too many things, I slowly understand, what is the responsibility, silently bear all this, fulfill the hope that my heart wants. ”
Zhong An said, "Don't think of yourself as a saint and preach to me. ”
Woo Seok lowered his head, closed his eyes deeply, and then slowly opened them again, he did not refute Zhong An, but answered him directly.
"There are no saints in this world, and they are called saints who only recognize their own flaws before we do. ”
After Yu Xi finished speaking, he quietly left, and Zhong An still lay on the ground, curled up into a ball, that decadent appearance has long lost the domineering spirit of the king of the forest, and Zhong An also cried from crying to the end of silence.
Yu Xi's words kept echoing in his mind, and Zhong An kept closing himself until the next day, Zhong An suddenly realized, he wiped away the dried tears, snapped, and immediately got up from the ground quickly, and then ran back.
Zhong An appeared alone in Yu Xi, he stood straight in front of Yu Xi, too hurried and panting, Yu Xi turned his head and looked at him with his usual gaze, and then said a word.
"I said Tiger Head, you want to fight again today, I'm not in that mood. ”
After Zhong An slowly calmed down his anger, he said happily: "I know how to carry out my inner thoughts and bear everything entrusted to me. ”
Yu Xi heard this, he was really a little happy, but he was too calm, he could only snort coldly, then stretched out a hand, and then said to Zhong An.
"It's good that you've thought about it, and I'm sorry for your brother's. ”
After Yu Xi just finished apologizing, Zhong An saw Yu Xi stretch out a hand and wanted to shake hands with him, Zhong An thought for a while, showed a long-lost smile, and Yu Xi had a friendly handshake, and the two began to understand each other.
Zhong An asked Yu Xi a question.
"Why did you join the 'Leavers'?"
Yu Xi turned his head with a smile, his posture was dashing, then he waved his hand, and finally answered Zhong An.
"The 'Divider' is the hope I want in my heart. ”