Floating and Floating (Medium)
"Uncle and aunt, I'm back. The man reading the newspaper in the living room saw Ye Anran who was soaking wet, and hurriedly took a towel and handed it over, "Why are you soaking wet, go take a shower and be careful not to catch a cold." The woman who was cooking also rushed over, "Really, the girl is getting less and less worry-free, and I don't know how to take you when I come back by car." Ye Anran hurriedly shook his head, "Walking is good for exercising, because I was on duty today, I came late, and I asked Shuhan to go first." ”
"Uncle and aunt, I picked up a kitten on the side of the road and saw that it was quite pitiful, can you let it shelter from the rain here first. Tomorrow I'll find a way to feed someone else. The husband and wife looked at each other and smiled, "An Ran really hasn't changed at all." It just so happened that Shuhan's boyfriend also sent a pet, one is also raised, and two are also raised. If you like it, stay and raise it together. "Boyfriend?" Ye Anran was stunned, his expression was gloomy, and he muttered, "Uncle and aunt, I'm going to wash up first," the couple also sighed, "This kid." ”
The hot water washed away the fatigue of the day, "Boyfriend?" The picture before closing his eyes appeared in front of his eyes like a movie, in the time when he lost his parents. He became silent, either crying in his small room, or in a daze on the swing in the square, facing the fingers of the crowd. The most heard is only parents warning their children not to get close to themselves, the most common name is just Tiansha Lone Star, and I don't know who spread it, and I unknowingly became the whole family to kill again, no matter who they are, they are hiding from themselves for fear of being contaminated.
This day sat on the swing in a daze as usual, but this time no one would help him push it up again, and he would not hear his parents nagging again, looking at the empty swing next to him, he sighed that sure enough, no one would come close to him, even if all the amusement equipment in the park was occupied, they would rather watch from the side than get close to themselves.
It's as if you've fallen into a sea called loneliness, deep, dark, with no sunlight and no sound, only boundless darkness that engulfs you tightly. "Hey," he was suddenly pushed from behind by someone, and the swing swung again, and suddenly the figure of his parents appeared from his side, and his face was still clearly visible. Tears unconsciously welled up from his eyes, is this a dream? his parents didn't die at all, it's just a long nightmare, right? When his eyes were blurred, his parents' figures disappeared again.
"Crybaby, sure enough, it hasn't changed, don't cry, don't worry, I'm here, I will never let anyone bully you, to push you high" The simple words are the most touching. However, the good times didn't last long, "Who asked you to play with him, is your homework done, don't you hurry home." The girl looked aggrieved, "When I finish my homework, I will definitely come back to you to play." Pull hook"
This is the fifth day, Ye Anran slowly turned into despair from the beginning, squeaked his door was slowly pushed open, the girl found herself despite her parents' opposition, she seemed to be a bright light to dispel the haze in her heart. It was that girl who pulled herself out of the quagmire of despair and looked forward to life. I look forward to seeing her again every day, saying a few words to her, and not being alone. In the end, under the girl's pleading, his parents finally took him in, and he deserved to contribute to the family. He didn't want to go back to that suffocating house that was so lonely that it was suffocating. When the aunt of the neighborhood committee took back the house that Ye Anran had given her, she picked up a sharp watermelon knife under the bed, and they couldn't imagine what this fruit knife Ye Anran was used for in the first place. That knife was definitely not used to cut fruit. It was also at that time that he was really saved by that innocent girl.
After washing, I sorted out my mood and saw the aunt who was busy in the kitchen. "Look at it, An Ran has a lot of heart, just after you work every day, you are either reading the newspaper or watching TV, and you don't know how to come to help. The uncle hurriedly threw down the newspaper in his hand, picked up bowls of porridge and sent them to the dining table. He muttered, "Coming, coming, I'm not coming." Zhao Yuxuan looked at the three people talking and laughing in the kitchen, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable. Ye Anran is really a good boy, really too good. Whether it is in the world or in work and study, he has done very well, "really, other people's children" and has always been by his side every day, and his parents have been praising him. used his template to spur me, and even formed a mantra, opening his mouth to be: learn more, Enron is so sensible and generous, learn more Enron He took the second place in the whole grade, you are the first in the class, continue to work hard" Learn more about Enron, this sentence has become a spell. Become a shackle that she can't get rid of.
I am me, why do I have to be exactly the same as him? Sometimes I wonder who is the biological one, why have I never praised me, looking at the three people in the kitchen I feel that I am the most mismatched, maybe my parents have long since stopped loving me, "Shuhan is hungry? The meal is ready" is still the same gentle smile as always, but I hate him so much, and I am obviously the one standing next to my parents. How can parents not care about their children, but some unintentional words invisibly break the hearts of children. "I'm full," he said, and went back to his room. "Uncle and aunt, you should rest early, I'll brush the dishes and chopsticks." ”
At night, Ye Anran held the kitten high and said with a smile: "You are really lucky, from now on I will be your master, please advise." ”
China's law clearly stipulates that men need to be at least 22 years old to get married, and women need to be at least 20 years old, but here in the countryside, marriage and childbirth in seventeen or eighteen are nothing new. But Shuhan's father still decided to discuss it with his daughter, "Shuhan, we have no objection to you falling in love." But I hope you still focus on your studies and don't do things too out of the ordinary. "I know Dad, no. ”
Ye Anran likes Zhao Shuhan, but Ye Anran knows very well that the chances of him and Shuhan being together are very slim, as time goes by, we are no longer simple children, and we will not be like those years, because of some small things, we can't help but like someone, no car, no house, no face, and a cowardly character. With a heart that loves you. When you ask yourself, you don't deserve her. Love without material support is not long-lasting. There is no right or wrong in love, everyone is entitled to pursue the life they want, isn't it?
Ye Anran understood this very young age, the past of the death of his parents, that kind of loneliness and despair made him always feel that he was always inferior, so he kept working hard to do everything seriously, wanting to be recognized by others desperately, and also working hard for himself to be worthy of Zhao Shuhan.
I still remember that I and Zhao Shuhan also got along for a while, at that time they still liked each other, and their love for men and women was at the beginning, and they soon walked together. Maybe it was because he was young and ignorant at the time, and he didn't talk about the world. Or simply looking for novelty and excitement. After being together for a long time, the girl began to hate the boy more and more. He wouldn't put on new clothes every day, look handsome, and take her for a ride in a sports car, like other boys. There is no other person's handsome looks. It's just that no matter the girl, happy or sad. He will accompany him silently. Maybe there's only so much he can do. He expressed his love clumsily like a child. He knows the girls' favorite snacks, their favorite movies. and favorite toys. There's really so little he can do.
Soon, the girl's eyes stayed on the school grass Lian Tingfei, with an outstanding appearance. Wealthy families. Thoughtful and sleek. It can be said that it is almost perfect, and it is completely in line with the appearance of other people's children in the hearts of parents. The academic performance is also very good. For this reason, the girl asked for advice and learning. Quickly pursue the beginning of the court. With the girl's excellent appearance, the relationship between the two developed very quickly. His smile is always reassuring, and there are endless funny jokes. When the girl was with him, she never felt bored. It's so much fun every day. This is something he has never experienced from Ye Anran, a stupid person.
However, as the relationship heats up rapidly, so does the unexpected