45. You are afraid
"By the way, if His Highness Wei Yuan gets up hungry, remember to send food in. "The window on the door is just for food, and it's only been called in the last few days.
"His Highness seemed to be angry just now. The maid looked at his face and said cautiously, "Kicked the door several times." ”
"yes, I see. Lucifer looked at the curtained window, and walked upstairs. The little girl who followed him looked at his back, but went to change his clothes anyway.
Sure enough, there was no one upstairs, probably scared away, and before I got to the door, I heard the sound of "clang" inside, and as soon as I opened the door, something flew over here, and Lucifer reached out to take it, it was a teacup. "I said get away, it's noisy. ”
"Why do I think you're the one who is making the noise. Lucifer saw her kicking the closet one by one, and even Chloe didn't know where to hide, "I've only been gone for a while, what's the matter?" ”
"It's fine. "I was locked in the house and I wasn't in a good mood, but the group of wastes that didn't do anything came out again, and they burst into flames all of a sudden, and they couldn't find anyone at the beginning, so they had to scatter all the dead things in the house, "The East End is on fire, don't you go and take a look?"
"I've called someone, they just can't bear it anymore, you know. "Even the girl he brought back, it is estimated that she put it in, and he is the only person who knows Victoria in the world.
"Since you don't like those people, why do you want to bring them back, what else can you do besides add to your own blockage?"
Victoria sat on the carpet with her back to her, with a mirror in front of her, but her expression was too dark to be seen. "Who knew it would be a bunch of idiots!" Actually, I was angry because I was too awake, how good it was to be like before, I didn't think about anything, I was immersed in sleep and half-dreaming all day long, instead of being so awake now, which made people panic.
"Liga. ”
Seeing that she didn't know what she was holding in her hand, she smashed on the mirror all of a sudden, and the mirror fell apart all of a sudden.
The maid downstairs heard none of them, and knew that the two of them were making a fuss again, and they were silent, listening to the sound of things falling upstairs.
"It's ...... What's wrong?" Eve didn't expect to run into Lucifer so easily, she just wanted to take a casual look, but she ended up touching the dinner party, and accidentally bumped into him and soiled her clothes.
"Miss, it's better not to ask. "His Royal Highness Wei Yuan is so angry, it must be because he was locked in the house, if he knew that His Highness brought a woman back, this girl might be affected, "You just wait in the hall after changing your clothes, Your Highness will come down soon." ”
When Victoria had vented enough, Lucifer walked over, he knew that although she was usually nothing unusual, and nothing had happened recently, she had been holding her breath in her heart, and now it was okay to send it out, "Is it okay now?" Victoria was moody, he was used to it.
"Nope. Victoria wanted to push him, but his arms were short, and he pushed into the air, "You go away, ignore me, it's annoying." The voice was a little quieter.
"Nariga wants to go out with me. What else could I do, I could only coax, Lucifer took her over and circled her in his arms, like coaxing a little girl who refused to eat, "Shall we go out and play?"
"Go away, I'm not going. "Victoria is like sabotage, to calm the irritability in the heart, and does not want to do anything else.
The way Victoria lowered her head and clasped her fingers made Lucifer laugh, he pinched her chin and lifted her head, even the look in her eyes was clear, "Liga, don't you think you look like Carol is fried?" ”
Carol Victoria almost forgot that she had a stupid cat that she hadn't seen for almost two months, "Where's my cat?"
"Here, if you don't get angry, I'll give it to you. ”
"If you don't give, you won't give, I'm not rare. ”
"Alright. Lucifer laughed a few times, as low and pleasant as a cello, he lowered his head and bit her lip, sucking in her unique taste, sinking into her water-soaked blue eyes, and wanted to take possession of it desperately, "Liga ...... You're scared. Lucifer was overjoyed at the thought of this possibility and encircled her under him.
"Liga, you tell you the truth, are you afraid. ”
Victoria stared, "Why should I be afraid?" Actually, the main reason for such a big anger today is that she is really afraid, in the past, she was coquettish, and Lucifer would never refuse her, but no matter what she did this time, this person was locked up for her.
"Liga, you only have me, you have nothing but me, you are afraid that I will leave you, right? Although it was a question, the tone was very affirmative.
Victoria is actually attached to others to survive, so there is still no sense of security in her heart, there used to be Jessica, her whole heart was on Jessica, now there is only Lucifer, she doesn't love this person, but she is always worried about being left behind, this feeling is not good, so she wants to leave.
"Shut up!" Vittoriga, a little annoyed, pushed him.
Lucifer grabbed her wrist and pressed her down, gagged her lips and teeth, and gnawed at her teeth as if she were angry, "If you lie, you will be punished." "All the way from the lips and teeth, to the ears, to the jaw, to the neck, to the collarbone.
"Lucifer, that's enough. If it goes on like this, it really can't stop, "Are you still going to the dinner party in the evening?"
Hearing this, Lucifer really let go of his hand, but still hugged her and caged her in his arms, "Liga, I've been waiting for you for so long, and you also feel it, right?" As long as she admits it, he can still wait, tie her to his side, let her only look at herself every day, she will always be his, and she will not belong to anyone else.
Victoria didn't speak, but reached out and hugged him, burying her face in his arms.
Lucifer knew that she just needed him, he was like the driftwood that she grabbed back then, he hadn't changed for so many years, she would only hold him in order to live, but when she saw the shore or the boat, she would not hesitate to give up on him.
The two of them can't do each other's salvation, they can only pull and sink to a darker place, the same selfishness, they don't want to live so dirty alone, they can only drag her, drag her to be the same as themselves, can't see the light, can't get warmth.
"Liga, promise me never to leave me. ”
In the long silence, when Lucifer thought she was going to reject herself, she heard the man in her arms say, "Don't leave me alone." ”