19. Bedtime stories
"Victoria, don't say it, it's all gone, isn't it, why are you still daunting it?" Rayla told her at the luncheon, and it was all over.
But for the future, she can't see anything.
She flipped through Jessica's picture book, most of which were her, always smiling, although the smile was more false and how fake, but in the eyes of her sister it was the most beautiful.
"She has loved to draw since she was a child. Victoria handed the album to Lucifer beside her, "She always likes to see others as innocent as she is, you see, the deans she paints are so kind." I said, there is nothing good for this kind of rotten good person, and it turns out that it is so. ”
"But in her heart, the most important thing is you, you are actually very happy in your heart, she attaches so much importance to you. ”
"She was stupid, she didn't spend a penny of the money she gave her, and the gifts she gave her were carefully put away, I was really sad at that time, how could there be such a stupid sister. Victoria didn't know whether to be sad or laugh.
"Riga, do you remember the first time I met you?" Lucifer leaned her against her, "I was thinking at that time, you are so different from Jessica, your smile is on the surface, but she is heavy and warm. Perhaps there are many similarities between two people, and the same kind of people can always discover each other's true colors for the first time, the same arrogance, greed, violence and lust hidden under the mask.
"It's not a sister, so it's not like it. ”
"You never told me what Liga was like until you met me again?"
"Before...... It's boring to say, do you really want to listen to it?"
"Well, just tell me a bedtime story. ”
There was no memory before the age of seven, and Victoria only remembered that there was a woman who gently wiped her face, told her that this would be her home from now on, and then asked her to call herself "Mommy", hugged the little guy who didn't even have hair next to her, and said, "This is your sister." ”
That was her and Jessica's home, and despite the poverty and a bastard father, Victoria later remembered it and felt that she would rather stay there.
From the beginning of the memory, there was a small point, and the sister who followed her called her, so that later in the dream, it was this voice, and she couldn't hide or catch it.
Later, Victoria became the best-looking girl in the small fishing village, but she had a pair of green eyes, and some people called her "ghost" behind her back, probably because she didn't like to laugh at that time, and she was not very likable, especially girls.
"Liga. This is the name that her mother gave her, "You have to smile more, people like to laugh children, you see you look good when you smile." ”
"Mom, do you like it?"
"I like it, I like to see the smiling little Liga the most. ”
Later, she did, and her smile was clean and warm, making everyone like her, including the later Allen family.
Although the mother was cowardly and gentle, when the bastard started to beat people, she always protected them behind her, did not scream, and smiled and let them go out to play.
Jessica didn't understand anything, but that didn't mean she didn't have anything in her heart, and she especially wanted to kill that person, and that was the first time she felt that way.
Victoria knew that she was different, she was very smart, she would listen to what the teachers in the academy said, she started to make money, but because of this, she felt that she was the smartest, and in her eyes, no one could be better than her.
I don't know if it's the environment when she was young, or if it's like this since she was born, her psychology is distorted, she is very selfish, from beginning to end, she really gave everything to her mother and sister, as well as herself, and she never took other people's lives as her life.
It's just the first time I did it, I missed a few points, and I didn't kill him, but my mother noticed it, she held her face, and she was about to cry, "Liga, don't do this in the future, okay? Mom please." Seeing her crying, Victoria also shed tears, and she nodded, not anymore. My mother probably thought she had become bad, so she stopped letting her go out to earn money, but sent her to school. She needs education.
Without Victoria's help, and a bastard who was an alcoholic, life was even more difficult.
But she became even worse, those who teased their family, she didn't let go, although she promised not to kill anyone, but the tricks were unavoidable, what's more, the design made the little fat man next door fall into the river, she watched from the side, and thought, the river is the wettest and slippery in winter, drink a little wine and fall in, no one should suspect her, her eyes turned to the scolding bastard.
It's just that, before it was implemented, the mother was gone, sick, and walked very fast, and while she was not at home, Victoria didn't even see her for the last time.
Jessica was young and crying breathlessly, and no one came to help her, so she arranged her mother's funeral alone. She was smiling in front of the tombstone, laughing and laughing and tears flowed down, and she couldn't stop it. "Mom, I'll take care of Jessica, I'll let her live her best life, you see. ”
The mistress of the house died, and there was no money to buy wine, and the man tried to sell them, but the buyer disliked Jessica's young age and refused to ask for her. "What do I want your little daughter to do, I'm not a pervert, as for your eldest daughter, look at that thin body, if it weren't for her good-looking face, I wouldn't want it. ”
"Jessica, are you afraid?" she said, touching the little girl's hair.
She said that as long as her sister is there, she is not afraid.
"You take what I've packed for you, hide, go to the place where we play a lot, and don't let anyone find you, okay? She wiped her tears and hugged her, "Jessica, don't cry, you have to believe your sister, sister will come back to pick you up, good." ”
She didn't break her promise, and five days later, she came back to find Jessica. "Sister, I'm very obedient and have been waiting for you. Jesseica was sobbing with tears.
"Jesseca, we're getting out of here. ”
"Where to go?"
"Imperial Capital, haven't you always wanted to see where you went?"
No one knew that Victoria at that time, with several lives on her back, broke her oath to her mother and never looked back.
With Victoria here, Jesseica didn't suffer a little, she didn't go hungry for a day, Victoria put her ingenuity into making money, let Jesica wear beautiful clothes, and live in the best hotel.
"No matter how rich you are, you can't change anything, she's old enough to go to school. When she was about to arrive at the imperial capital, the old lady of the inn shook her head, "No matter how good she is, she is not in the stream, she is not respected, this world is noble, we are just ants, we have no soul thoughts, and we have no noble life experience, we are destined to live our lives like this." ”
"You see, this girl obviously has a soul, but if she can't go to a particularly good college, she will be abolished. The old lady patted her on the shoulder, "Don't struggle anymore, it's useless." ”
"So, what is the best academy in the imperial capital?"
Her sister deserves the best, and her sister deserves to live better than everyone else.