It is better to end a meaningless life as soon as possible

"I want to go to the toilet, but I can't see, I don't have glasses" "I'll take you and hold me well." ”

"Why don't you bring glasses when you can't see?" "Because you don't look good when you wear glasses!" ......

This is the first time that Ye Anran has waited for someone outside the women's toilet, and it is also the first time that he begged others to send handwriting paper to his friends in the women's toilet.

"Enron, Enron, where are you. ”

"Here, let's go have a cup of milk tea. ”

"No, I don't want to drink it, drinking milk tea will make you fat, and if you get fat, it won't look good. ”

"Okay, okay, let's go drink plain water. "Hmm"

The girl in front of her was sobbing softly as she walked forward slowly, and she pressed her head very low, as if she thought that by doing so, she would not be discovered by others.

"Don't cry, your face won't look good. ”

"I didn't cry, a woman can't cry, no, I didn't cry. ”

"Mmmm, you didn't cry, open your mouth and drink some boiled water. ”

"What's so good about him, rest assured that you will definitely meet a better one in the future. ”

"What's so good about him? What's so good about him, why is he not as good as you, you have no good looks, no money, no car, no house, and you're so ugly. He's so much better than you, okay, ......."

Ye Anran frowned, looking at his new clothes, which were full of vomit. Coupled with her bad attitude, this made Ye Anran very dissatisfied. "If you can't drink it, you just drink less, if you're drunk like this, how can I go home if I'm not there?"

"Drunk, I'm not drunk, you see I can still walk in a straight line. Ding Qian said as she pushed Ye Anran away and staggered forward.

Ye Anran hurriedly followed, helping Ding Qian, who had collapsed on the ground, up.

Ye Anran simply took off his coat full of vomit and picked up the drunk Ding Qian on his back.

"Boss, open a room. The innkeeper looked at Ye Anran carrying a drunken girl on her back. He said, "Handsome guy, tell me, how about I give you a 20% discount on the "corpse" you picked up there?"

"Okay, turn left on Xinhua Road, next to the supermarket, there is a muse bar, and there are many more, drunk girls who fell unconscious on the ground, waiting for you to pick it up. ”

"It's so good, I'll try it in a few days, they are young people who really know how to play, a good life is just a good life, day and day addicted to bars, drunk like mud every night, dragged by all kinds of people to various hotels. I really don't know what they think."

"Well, probably, can you open a room?" "Do we still have a love suite here?" ”

"If you dragged a drunk, unconscious girl to bang, would you open a sex suite?"

"Yes, this way, please. Ye Anran closed the door and saw Ding Qian sleeping on the bed, and shook his head gently.

He took off his coat and washed it with his own. Hang outside.

"Lianting." In a trance, I heard Ding Qian's whispering in a dream. Listen carefully. "Lian Tingfei, Lian Tingfei. ”

"Hey, that's stupid. I seem to be too. What the hell do I think. Why take her to the hotel. Seeing that she slept so soundly, she shouldn't have much strength, and she should have the strength to commit suicide and self-harm."

"I hate it, so many people you don't have to do anything. ”

"Then no one, I can do it. ”

Hearing Ye Anran's heart, the voices of the two were very familiar, it was Shuhan and Lian Tingfei.

That night, Ye Anran almost collapsed. Listening to the two people next door, talking sweetly, moaning hehe. Ye Anran's heart was cold.

To him, Shuhan is like the only beam of light in the night, a lighthouse in navigation, and a star in the night.

She was all he had in his life. His heart was numb after tonight.

Lian Tingfei, Lian Tingfei, Lian Tingfei. The woman groaned and shouted out Lian Tingfei. Lian Tingfei shouted in a dream when the girl was asleep in the middle of the night.

and Lian Tingfei, who has low self-esteem, is psychologically distorted, and is a poor boy, who is powerless to scold.

He had enough, Ye Anran turned over and got on the bed, and pressed Ding Qian under him. Looking, the girl's graceful posture and seductive red lips. The two were already close, but he never kissed.

One drop, two drops, tears slid down and splashed on Ding Qian's face.

In a trance, Ding Qian slowly opened her eyes. Who is crying? Lian Tingfei? No, in front of her is Ye Anran, who has already cried into tears.

Half-asleep, she said in her heart, "I didn't expect anyone to cry for me, it doesn't matter, even if it is given to him for the first time, or married to him in this life, it may be a good choice." ”

She slowly closed her eyes. Until she fell asleep, she didn't feel any physical contact with Ye Anran.

The picture in front of me slowly shattered. Ye Anran's heart seemed to be missing something. It hurt and hurt, and tears slowly rolled down my cheeks.

I don't remember this kind of thing happening, my name is Ye Anran, my father Ye Feng, and I have been begging for a living since I was a child. These images are not my memory at all. These are just illusions created by the demons in order to confuse me.

"Don't doubt whether what you just saw is false or true, when that girl was pressed under her by someone else to drive piles and output, your heart hurts, doesn't it?"

"If this is really false, I constructed it, how can your heart hurt, how can you shed tears?"

"What the hell is going on?" "Quite simply, it's just a memory of your past life. ”

Past?

"Yes, you are very special, it stands to reason that the host dies and the demon will also die, but I have followed you for three lives and three lives. Experienced reincarnation. ”

"Three lives and three lifetimes, in every life, people who are good to you will die, and whoever you have a good impression of will leave you. ”

"For three lifetimes, you never lived for yourself, until we crossed over here, and the abundant spiritual power here made me grow rapidly. ”

"You are a waste, you shouldn't exist, you haven't lived for yourself in your life, that's why you live so hard. Low self-esteem, kindness, sincerity. These are the three least valuable things for men. But it's almost all of you. ”

"I'm disappointed in you, but it's okay, I'll take over your body this time, I'll live for you, you? ”

Ye Anran only felt that under his feet, it was warm and soft, and the brown tentacles pulled him into the depths of darkness.

Ye Anran struggled desperately, but to no avail. Helpless and helpless, this makes Ye Anran also ponder, is it really meaningful to live in this world?

Living in this world is just adding to the pain, and I am already very tired. I have never encountered anything good in my life. Everything is not going as planned, and no one has ever understood him. This is the end of such a muddy life.