The cold and deserted ward was filled with the smell of pungent disinfectant water, and the haggard girl was lying on the white hospital bed and looking out of the window in a daze, my name is Zhao Shuhan I seem to have forgotten a lot of things. No matter how much I think about it, it's always in vain, but it should be very important to me. In the vague memory fragments, there is a vague figure of a boy. But why don't you remember his face, his name, his past, why do my parents choose to keep silent whenever I ask about it?

"Selective amnesia is when a person forgets something they don't want to remember or avoids after being stimulated by an external stimulus or brain collision. Selective amnesia will gradually recover over time, but if something has a great psychological impact on the person, it may be selectively forgotten all the time. But most have the potential to be cured. Having time to take her to familiar places will be beneficial to the recovery of memory, and the heart transplant is also very successful, and she will be discharged from the hospital in half a month. ”

"What should we do in the future?" Zhao Shuhan's father flicked the cigarette between his fingers and said softly, "Let's go to a new place and start a new life." Some things are enough for us to bear. Time can dilute together, and no matter how big the pain is, it will be slowly forgotten as time grows. The mother gently stroked Zhao Shuhan's hair and sighed, "We don't have much money, so let's just sell the house." "We owe that child too much, let's keep that home and don't touch anything, it's a thought."

A year has passed in a flash, and this year they moved to a new residence to start a new life, not only Zhao Shuhan but they have been running away, they also know very well that if they continue to live in it, there will definitely be rumors, and his death will all be pushed on their heads. For the sake of their families, for the sake of their children, they can only relocate. Today is different from usual, the school gave students a day off because of teaching facilities, and on the way home, I heard a familiar voice in a trance, "Shuhan, I bought your favorite ice cream, do you want to eat?" Zhao Shuhan hurriedly turned his head to look, and there was only the deserted street behind him. At the same time, my parents, who had always worked hard, took an unprecedented day off at the same time to pack their bags and go to the first place.

Zhao Shuhan also took the praise money, looked at the address on the ID card and stepped on the train back to her original hometown, she had to figure everything out. She had to reclaim that precious memory, and she wondered why tears had come to her mind when she heard that familiar voice. "Is this the city I was in before?" the sky began to drizzle again, and the streets were only scattered with pedestrians because of the rain, with some exceptions. For example, a handsome guy and a beautiful schoolgirl share a small umbrella and walk in the rain. The boy smiled dotingly. The girl blushed. The hand holding the boy's arm tightened. I'm afraid that this happiness will slip away as soon as I let go. The three of them passed by. The boy inadvertently caught a glimpse of the girl and slowed down his pace of progress, "What's wrong with honey?"

The handsome boy shook his head, "Nothing wrong, are you hungry?" The girl's footsteps also paused, but it felt as if her heart had been pulled by someone's hand. It hurts, it hurts. Could the boy in my memory be him? Looking at the couple in the distance. All kinds of feelings come to my heart. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe the boy in my memory would be so considerate and memorable no matter which beautiful girl it is. Perhaps

For some reason, from the moment I met the boy just now, I became distraught and walked aimlessly in the rain. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and when Shuhan came back to his senses. Already walked to a familiar school. Looking at the raindrops that I don't know when they will finish, I was in a daze. "I forgot to bring an umbrella again, I brought your share with me. The girl hurriedly turned to look. Only one could be seen in the blur, a dull smile. It's not very handsome, but it's really warm. A gust of wind blew, and the boy's figure disappeared again. It's like it never happened.

She walked aimlessly around the school. A hidden door caught her attention.

It seems that the school lockers, toys like soccer balls and baseballs brought by the boys, are often kept here. Pushing open the door, I followed my memories and found the familiar cabinet. In the cabinet was a dusty umbrella. A piece of paper fell to the ground as the umbrella was picked up. "Recently, I have been remembering to bring an umbrella on rainy days. Ye Anran left a vague figure in his memory gradually became clear, and the stunned young man was looking at him with a smile. Memories flooded back my mind. The girl ran out in the pouring rain, she didn't want to stay here for a moment. But the familiar scenery around irritates the girl's fragile nerves. This is your favorite ice cream parlor to go to and hear about new flavors. If your favorite movie comes out with a sequel, let's watch it together. My uncle and aunt are out, I made dinner today, come and taste my new learning. It's so unpalatable, I remember it was written in the book. It's worthy of Shuhan's such a difficult math problem to be solved at once."

The mundane memories are the most touching, he knows her favorite desserts and her favorite movies. He didn't have much ambition, he just wanted to be with her, hoping to see her smiling face every day. It's been with her all the time. An umbrella to keep the cold rain out. "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you, he left you a letter, I locked it in my hometown here is the key. I think it's time to leave it to you. The girl looked at her father in a daze, then snatched the key and ran to her house. "Maybe you're doing something wrong, take her to a new place and start a new life. Take time to fade away these remaining memories. "Time will dilute everything, but some things are painful and still don't want to forget, don't we? We shouldn't run away, even in the face of gossip, we should stand up, right?" the husband and wife looked at each other speechlessly.

In the cemetery, a girl stands next to a tombstone. Let the rain hit her body, and I don't know if it was rain or tears on her cheeks. Suddenly an umbrella appeared to help her block the beating of the rain, and when she looked back, she was a beautiful girl."

I thought you wouldn't be back today, so I put a bouquet of flowers quietly next to the tombstone. "Are you?" "I'm a, just visiting another dumber, that's all." With that, he left the umbrella and disappeared into the cemetery.

This time, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to Ye Anran, "I'm sorry, I have someone I like, although she already has her other half, I don't want to use anyone as a substitute for her, it's very unfair to others, so let's start with a good friend." Looking at the sky that was gradually becoming clearer, he smiled, "What a fool, no emotional intelligence at all, how can anyone talk like this to a girl like this, maybe I'm also a stupid person but I like him like this." ”

It's been three years in the blink of an eye, time flies, and in a high-end French restaurant, "What's the matter, tomorrow is our wedding, you don't seem to be very happy." ”

"Nothing, just reminiscing about the past. "It's late at night. The girl took out a picture and stroked it. In the photo, a man and a woman are smiling happily. The handwriting on the letter is still clearly visible: I have a wish to live in your heart. But I'm sorry I didn't have your consent this time. But I don't hear you complain anymore. I'm sorry to make willful decisions again and again without your consent, but this is the last time. But it's nice to be with the people you love all the time.

Heart donor Ye Anran, the heart transplant was successfully completed. Remaining organs are donated as medical research. A young man in the mood for love gave his life in this way. Are you still looking for me? I'm secretly living in your heart. The woman's eyes moistened again. "It's silly to be so willful to help me decide everything every time. "I now have a new life and a very good husband. I think it's time to say goodbye to you. My heart can't hold two people. I'm sorry. Photo, paper reduced to ashes in flames. The woman fell asleep exhaustively by the fire, and the young man in her trance memory reappeared.

Shuhan, happy newlywed. It's still the same dumb smile. It still makes people feel warm and reassuring. Then the boy turned and walked off into the distance, disappearing into the night sky. Disappear into dreams. Disappeared into the woman's heart. Disappear from people's memory. Time is a merciless guy. Small wounds in the body will heal over time, and a person, no matter how important to you, will fade into oblivion over time. The circle of people is only so big, some people come in, and some people must leave.

Many years later, a kind old man passed away. Shuhan, this woman is very lucky. Met two nice men. In this life, the husband and wife are in harmony. The family has a lot of money. The house is full of children and grandchildren. After that, he died without a problem. At the age of 97, he was also the longest-surviving heart transplant case, which can be described as a medical miracle.

Sansheng Stone is next to the Nai He Bridge. A teenager has been waiting for a girl. Just goodbye. But it passed by again. Only Ye Anran, who was left with a smile on his face, was stunned in place. A mother-in-law who served soup sighed to the young man: "Time will make people forget all the flowers that bloom and fall and scatter reincarnation." After all, you are just passing by each other, and you are destined to have no part. Why are you doing this? "Mother-in-law, am I really wrong?" the old woman smiled, "How can there be right or wrong in love? But the love is deep. Hurry up and go hot, the hot soup is cold. "Mother-in-law, I want to try again, no matter how it ends, I want to meet her again, I want to be with you again. It's great to meet you. "Silly boy, drink your mother-in-law's bowl of soup, go ahead." ”

Looking at her distant back, Ye Anran smiled bitterly. I used more than a hundred methods to try to forget you, but there were always a hundred and one times when I remembered that loving you was really my only choice, Ye Anran resolutely jumped into the path of reincarnation again. "Kid, do you really want to do this?" I don't know when a woman came out of the shadows, it was Zhao Shuhan.

"Thank you mother-in-law for your success, I am destined to have a fate with him, but I have never been able to cut this fate" "Why are you so troubled? "Enron, when you step on this bridge again. I'm here and waiting for you. Even if we only see each other once in a hundred years, even if we see each other again, it is a matter of things and people. I have no regrets, and if this evil fate is not gone, I will stay here forever. I only want you to live happily.

When he asked the Bodhisattva why he sat upside down, he sighed that the sentient beings refused to turn back.