Yunxi smiled and squinted when she heard the words of the green sleeves, she would never refuse the kindness given to her by the people around her, but she also didn't want these kindnesses to turn into malice one day, so she reminded them to change their attitudes and opinions in a timely manner, lest what they thought was good would become the cause of harm to her at some point.

Feelings can't be forced, if she hadn't seen so many divisions and integrations and the wanton and freedom of that civilized era, with the education she received, she would definitely be satisfied with the favor that Kangxi gave her. It's a pity that she is no longer the same she used to be, many things will be tangled, hesitant and hesitant, but in the end, she is still unwilling to wronged herself like in the previous life, and even hold her heart in front of others and let it hurt.

There is no doubt that Kangxi is so beautiful, Yunxi will be entangled because of his favor before he has children, and even greedily wants to get all his love, but after having children, her mentality slowly began to become peaceful, and her love and dependence on men slowly began to dissipate, and now she doesn't say that everything she has for him is false, but it is no longer as pure as before, because she only has a scarred heart, and this heart can no longer withstand any damage, so she tries to slowly withdraw her feelings, change her attitude, and position herself in the position of a favorite concubine rather than the benefit of a wife, so that even if Kangxi favors more women, she will not be heartbroken because of this.

But she can't let anyone know about this kind of thing, whether it is her son or the people waiting around her, their identities are different, their thoughts are different, she doesn't want to affect them because of herself, not to mention how a proud person like Kangxi would allow her to wander outside the realm he gave.

Yinzhen and they always feel that something has changed in the past few days, and others may not notice that something is wrong, but they are sensitive to the smile on the corner of their Eniang's mouth is getting weaker and weaker, as if they don't care about anything, if they don't smile gently and brightly when facing them, they will think that something bad has happened.

"Fourth brother, why don't we go to play with the second brother in the past two days, I want to see what happened to Eniang?" Fubao couldn't tell what happened to his Eniang, but every time Huang Ama came over, he felt that the smile on Eniang's face did not reach the bottom of his eyes, which seemed very fake.

Yin Zhen saw Fu Bao pulling his sleeves, and then saw Xi Bao blinking his eyes, with a well-behaved look of 'I will do whatever you do', and nodded unconsciously and said: "Okay! But we have to say hello to the second brother first, lest the second brother think that we have any opinions on him." ”

Although no one specifically emphasized the difference between him and the crown prince, he was as sensitive as Yinzhen and could still feel the difference between them and the crown prince. Once this person is treated differently, it is easy to distance himself, although Yinren wants to win over Yinzhen them, but it is not easy for him to be kind and pleasant since he never knew how to bow his head, and it is impossible to please him with all his heart, so Yinzhen will accept Yinren's kindness, but they can't accept him from the bottom of their hearts like they do with each other.

Yinren didn't think much about it, he was a half-grown child, even if he was not full of ambition, but he also had his own plans, and now Yinzhen said that they couldn't come over to study, and he was also relieved, after all, the age difference is sometimes very troublesome.

Yunxi didn't know that his changes had attracted the attention of several sons, no, it shouldn't be said that he had changed, but it could only be said that Kangxi's actions made her more soberly aware that she was nothing more than that to him. If Kangxi can always reject Yi Concubine strongly, maybe Yunxi will still be a little difficult to let go of his feelings, and now she is just letting go of this relationship earlier, after all, no matter how much she pays, Kangxi will still give half of the gentleness to other women, and no one guarantees that this half of the gentleness that was originally placed on her and will one day become someone else's.

Cleaning up her somewhat messy thoughts, Yunxi raised her eyes to look at the three little guys who were sitting on the side playing, but her eyes fell on her from time to time, and couldn't help but walk over with amusement, curled her fingers and gently knocked on the door of Yinzhen's light head closest to her, and asked with a smile: "What the hell are you three little guys doing, at this time on weekdays, you are either going to find His Royal Highness the Prince, or learning to ride a horse outside, what's going on today, stay in the house obediently with Eniang?"

Saying that, Yunxi sat next to the three of them, looked at the three little faces with baby fat, and couldn't help but reach out and touch them one by one, the soft touch was really good, if it weren't for the eyes of the three little guys being too bright, she really didn't want to stop!

Yin Zhen looked at the gentle and smiling Yunxi, her eyes were bright at this time, and she was not alienated when facing Huang Ama, although that kind of alienation was very light, but he could feel that Eniang was not as ...... as before Well...... Intimacy, yes, is intimacy, "Eniang, if you have anything unhappy to say to your son, your son will definitely help you solve it." Clenching his little fists, Yinzhen assured her very seriously.

Yunxi shook his head with a smile, reached out and touched Yinzhen's little light brain, and chuckled: "Don't worry about adults and children, and Eniang has nothing to be unhappy about, so don't worry." ”

"Really, but ......" Yin Zhen looked at the smiling Yunxi, with a hesitant expression.

"It's nothing good, even if I tell you about the adult, it's just to add to the troubles, not to mention that E-Niang really doesn't have anything to be unhappy about, but she just understands some truths, and no longer forces those who can't get it, after all, this person can't afford to hurt her heart, E-Niang just understands some of the truths, and wants to protect herself well, and then protect you!" Yunxi will not admit that after reliving a lifetime, she slapped many people in the face and also slapped her own face.

In the past, she was just deceiving herself, and no matter how low-key she was, she also had a hint of pride, feeling that she was the darling of God, and it was definitely different to get such an opportunity! In fact, she is indeed a different existence, and even got a lot of everything she didn't get before, and successfully kept her child, only this relationship made her entangled from beginning to end, from expectation to death, turning round and round, repeatedly saying that she had never let go, until Kangxi spoiled Concubine Yi again, Yunxi found that for Kangxi, there was nothing that could not be forgiven, nothing could not be replaced, and the only person who really couldn't let go was herself.

After figuring out this, how could Yunxi continue to deceive herself in the hope that this relationship could be consummated, her heart is actually not big, and it seems very reluctant to be able to pretend to be everything now, not to mention that she has to pretend to be Kangxi's endless women and heirs, she can't do this, so she can only work hard to get out, and then put her feelings on a few children.

Yin Zhen didn't feel happy when he heard this, he really wanted Yunxi's attention to be on a few of them, but he never wanted to make her unhappy. Since he was sent to Yonghe Palace, he could see Eniang's attachment to Huang Ama, but the change in this attachment reminded him of Tong Eniang in the past, every time he thought of the hysterical picture, he felt scared, and he didn't understand why everything that was originally good became like this?

"E-Niang, does it really matter? At the beginning, Tong E-Niang was also very dependent on Huang Ama like E-Niang, but then it became more and more terrifying!" Yinzhen bit his lip, not saying that whenever Concubine Tong was hysterically shouting, she scolded Yunxi and other concubines, he heard the grandmothers and palace maids in Jingren Palace say that this is called jealousy!

Yunxi looked at Yinzhen, whose little face was full of worries, and touched his little face with pity: "Yinzhen, you have to believe that E-Niang will not hurt you, although some things do make E-Niang feel sad, at a loss, and even more painful, but because of you, E-Niang can go on step by step, as for the reason, when you grow up, you may understand why E-Niang withdrew at this time." ”

Fu Bao looked at Yun Xi's expression that was smiling as if he was about to cry, and threw himself into her arms, "Eniang, are you sad? If you are sad, hug Fu Bao, and you won't be sad if you hug you." ”

Yunxi subconsciously hugged Fubao's small body, and tears suddenly slipped down from his eyes, "Okay, E-Niang won't be sad holding Fubao, E-Niang may really lose something, but E-Niang feels very satisfied to have you." ”

Yin Zhen and Xi Bao looked at the silent tears of Yunxi, and couldn't help but rush forward to hug her, the mother and son hugged each other quietly, although no one spoke, but the warmth brought by this mutual dependence made them closer to each other's hearts. Especially Yinzhen, although he didn't fully understand what Yunxi said, he could feel the sadness coming from Yunxi's body, just like Tong Eniang at the beginning, every time he cried, it must be for the emperor to favor other concubines, is Eniang also sad because of this?

"E-Niang, when Yinzhen grows up in the future, she will definitely not make E-Niang sad. Yin Zhen looked up at Yunxi, whose face was full of tears, and said solemnly.

Yunxi smiled with tears when he heard this, "Okay, E-Niang will wait for your filial piety in the future." ”

Yunxi didn't want to warn the three children with her own pain, nor did she want to use her own standards to ask these children, after all, the times are different, the requirements are different, and the standards of behavior are not the same, she can't let them become incompatible with this era because of her own selfishness, so she will be wronged and cry but will never confide her true thoughts to the children.