Chapter 434: Drinking and Chatting
"Poof!" the beer in Lao Bai's mouth suddenly spat out.
He wiped the corners of his mouth, and then his eyes widened: "Gu Feifei is getting married, why didn't I receive your invitation?"
I glanced at him resentfully, "If it were with me, would I still be so dying?" It's with her classmate, ex-boyfriend to be exact." ”
"I just haven't been here with you for half a month, how does it feel like it's been half a year, aren't you two still fine before? Why is she going to marry another man?"
Lao Bai touched his head in confusion, his face full of shock.
"It's hard to say in a word, I think this result is very good, she can marry a rich and handsome person, she can live a normal life, and she doesn't have to be afraid. ”
"But isn't that a pity? I thought you'd be married to her. Lao Bai didn't ask for details, but said very regretfully.
I took a sip when I heard this, feeling very bitter, and then said with a wry smile: "This is real life, not fiction." There weren't that many happy endings. ”
Lao Bai quipped: "What's wrong with you, you kid, you look like you have seen through the red dust, do you plan to be a prodigal son and never get married again?"
"No one knows what will happen in the future, and I will be content with every day. ”
This is what I said in my heart, I am a Taoist priest, my fate is changing, I may hang up if I am not careful, and I can live a good life.
"I don't see it, you still have such a high level of consciousness, but as a friend, I have to say that you don't want her to follow you to live a frightened life, but the girl thinks, are you a little too ruthless. Lao Bai patted me on the shoulder, and then said earnestly.
I stared into his eyes for a while, carefully figuring out what he meant, and I guessed that he might have guessed that I pushed Gu Feifei away first, because the two of us were too familiar with each other.
It's not that I haven't thought about his words, since I have been separated and reunited with Gu Feifei many times, I have been thinking that I will not be separated from her in the future, even if I die, I will die together.
I thought that my belief would be firm, but it wasn't until I watched the Thousand Men behead the general forcibly take the peony away, that feeling of despair and powerlessness made me realize my insignificance.
Now that I have waded into this bottomless muddy water, I can't get out at all, not only the Ghost King but also the Last Moon Sect, and even the enemies I made before, there is simply a dangerous area around me, I really don't dare to imagine the picture of Gu Feifei dying in front of me.
That kind of love of life and death is indeed extremely desirable, but this is not what I want, what I want is for the person I love to live well, even if I can't be with her.
That's a bit cruel to a certain extent!
"I can't tell you too much about some things, there are many ways to love someone, and the one I choose is the hardest, and that is to leave her life. ”
"Well, since you saw it so openly, why did you cry just now?" suddenly he said with a look of schadenfreude.
I glared at him fiercely, and said, "It's a person like you who has no heart and no lungs, my own woman is married to someone else, and I am not allowed to cry for a while!"
He laughed, and then said to me: "You, you are too hypocritical, not firm at all, the girl wants to follow you with all her heart, but you push them away, you are really a bastard, and I don't know why Gu Feifei fell in love with you!"
Not to be outdone, I shot back: "You're no better than me, little prince of spare tires!"
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The two of us didn't wake up until the next afternoon, Lao Bai drank the sobering soup made by Sister Jiao, washed up briefly at my place, ate something and left in a hurry.
And as soon as Lao Bai and I confided in my heart, I felt a lot better, so I was going to go to Xicheng for a trip.
That night I was in my room tidying up my things for the next day's trip to Xicheng, this time it was a big job, I had to take care of it, I didn't want to lose my life because I didn't prepare anything.
There are three essential things, the Dao Talisman, the Soul Suppression Sword, and the token. With these three things, I believe there shouldn't be too many problems, but just in case, I also brought some cinnabar, incense candles, and anything I can bring on the plane.
After everything was ready, I was going to take a shower and rest, and when I looked back, I saw a few people looking at me behind my back, if it weren't for the fact that they were all people I knew and close to, I thought they were forming a group to kill me.
"Why don't you sleep at night!" I couldn't help but complain, this is very weird!
Then I was forcibly taken to the living room by some of them, and several of them, including Peony, sat on the side, facing me, as if I were a prisoner, and wanted to torture me.
"Tell me, what exactly did you break up with Sister Feifei? ”
For a long time, Sister Jiao looked at me with a serious expression and asked, and then the others nodded one after another.
I was a little entangled in my heart whether to say it, but looking at these people, I shouldn't give up, and I wanted to tell them.
"It's nothing, it's just that she hid something from me and was disappointed in her attitude, so I proposed to break up. I had already let go of my heart and said in a very calm tone.
"What was hidden?" was soon asked.
"Alas, in fact, that Liu Tianran is her ex-boyfriend, Fei Fei, Gu Feifei's first time was the bastard who gave it, and she also beat the child for her, she didn't say a word about these. I replied truthfully.
At this time, Sister Jiao snapped her fingers in a sudden realization, "That's why you slapped that little white face uncontrollably that day, you just think he's a scum, right?" But you should make it clear to Fei Fei, you shouldn't just push her away." ”
I smiled bitterly, and then replied: "I'm not angry about her past, but because she didn't say a word to me, and in order to keep her, I risked losing her to tell her about Peony and Sister Jiao, I told her everything, and I hope that in exchange for her honest meeting." ”
"I know you will say that she is afraid that I will be angry and will think too much, so she didn't tell me, but am I the kind of person who cares about these details? The reason why she didn't say it was because she felt that it was impossible for me to last long, and that she didn't trust me, so what is the need for this relationship to last?"
"I don't know the situation, but ...... But this is to break up, isn't it a little too impulsive? After all, Sister Fei Fei has been with you for so long. At this time, Peony said with a little pity.
Hearing this, I stood up suddenly, looked at them with an indifferent expression, and then said coldly: "Do you still remember the nervous look when Gu Feifei went to help Liu Tianran for the first time when I beat Liu Tianran, and then the expression of anger at me?"