Of course, something was wrong with Lisa, because she was preoccupied.

There was no way, the words that the high priest of the Temple of the Wind said at noon were always swirling in her mind, and she couldn't forget them, and whenever her depressed mood was alleviated for various reasons, those words always came out just right, making her become entangled again.

Lisa really wanted to follow her brother's example, hide all her troubles in her heart, and make a casual appearance on the surface, but the girl found that this kind of thing is always much more difficult to do than to think. Throughout the afternoon, she tried more than once that her brother said that her heart was thundering but her face was as calm as a lake, but each time it ended in failure, and even her favorite activity, which was arguing with Angela, did not calm her heart for long.

To say or not to say, that's the question.

Yes, the girl has been worrying all afternoon, whether she should tell her brother about it.

Theoretically, there is no need to tell my brother, it is a complete waste of time.

High Priest Mirhak and the temples behind him do not seem to have malicious intent, no, it should be said that there is no direct malice, but they are only doubting his brother's position in the future. They don't have any unfavorable behavior against their brother, at least not yet, and they are still observing their brother's position, and it is hard to say whether there will be malicious intent in the future, but Lisa feels that with her brother's style of doing things that coordinates the interests of all parties, it will not make them have the possibility of malice.

They just have the idea of waiting and seeing their brother now, in fact, similar thoughts, everyone in a high position will have it at any time, and my brother, even including himself, is also waiting and watching the attitude of other forces at any time and making targeted responses, so it is normal to have this kind of thought, and it is not worth mentioning at all.

The only things that are not so normal are two points.

First, the timing was too poor.

In recent years, my brother has really put his life on the line, going in and out of the most dangerous places, and doing things that no one before even dared to think of, just to seize the faint hope for Pavadiga and the world. Even if he is a native of Pavatiga, he can be regarded as a saint if he can do it to this extent, not to mention that his brother joined halfway, so there is no need to work so hard for Pavatiga.

Even the gods recognized my brother's efforts and reserved a place for my brother in the temple of gods, but what about you clergy? At the moment of crisis, the end of the world is imminent, you yourself hide in a safe place in the rear, do not take any risks, and even on the first day of your brother's return, you pointed fingers at your brother and questioned his future attitude, this kind of behavior is simply a shame for the priesthood, even if anyone who has nothing to do with it knows, I am afraid that you will feel cold, if you let your brother know, your heart will definitely be very sad.

Therefore, those who don't know who they are have chosen the worst time, even if they can understand their worries, and even if they are affected by their words, they can't help but start to worry a little, but they will never agree with their behavior.

Second, the selection of candidates is also too poor.

Why do you want to tell me? You have doubts about your brother, that's your business, why do you want to tell me, what is your purpose?

It's a nice thing to say, but it doesn't serve any purpose, just to remind me to pay attention, and what about after I pay attention? It's not that I'm secretly wary of my brother. Why should I be wary of my brother, that's my brother, my brother who is willing to exchange his life for my life, how can I be wary of my brother.

The more the girl thought about it, the more angry her heart became, and she even felt the urge to cry.

is to grieve for his brother, but also to grieve for himself.

Because she sadly found that Mirhak's purpose had been achieved, she couldn't help but have a trace of doubt after listening to the words.

Could it be that the elder brother really stood on a higher level and ignored the feelings of the Pavatiga?

Damn, how could I think that. I'm a native of Pavatiga, and damaging Pavatiga's interests is equivalent to hurting my interests, what are you kidding, my brother thinks about me in everything, how can it harm my interests. Lisa slapped her forehead a few times, trying to drive away these bad thoughts, but the brain will not compromise, doubt is like a weed, once it has taken root, it is difficult to clean it up, and it will always pop up again inadvertently.

This is probably what my brother said before, the upper realm of slander, do not exaggerate, do not induce, only tell you the facts and the absolutely reasonable doubts arising from it, and then let yourself water the seed of doubt with rich imagination until it grows into a towering tree. My brother always said that this is the most lethal way to provoke, even if you know that the other party is provoking, it is difficult to prevent it, I didn't understand it before, I know that the other party is provoking, then I don't believe the other party's words, how can I still let the other party succeed?

What to do, what to do?

Lisa knew that telling Shul about this was the easiest solution, and her brother was the most powerful and would arrange everything properly. However, the girl was a little reluctant to do so.

The attitude of those people will make my brother very sad, of course, this is just an excuse.

If my brother knew that he was shaken by someone else's words, he would be very sad, and this is the main reason.

My brother will definitely deal with all the problems, he will not make mistakes, and he will not hurt me, unless my brain is broken, how can I think that my brother will have problems? However, what Mirhak said is the truth, when there is a conflict between the interests of the Pavatiga world and the pluralistic world, does my brother really not choose to hurt the interests of Pavatiga, is there not even a 1 in 10,000 possibility?

If I tell my brother about this, then no matter how much I say it, my brother can also see the doubts hidden in my heart, what will my brother think?

The girl didn't dare to imagine Shuer's mood at that time, she was suspected for no reason, and she was suspected by those closest to her, it must have been very painful, this pain would be like a thorn, piercing each other's hearts, leaving a wound that will not heal for a long, long time.

No, I can't destroy the hard-won happiness now, no matter whether the end of the world will come or not, I want to live happily with my brother until the end of my life, so I can't tell my brother about it, absolutely not.

That's right, Lisa, you have to keep it a secret.

Although she had been convincing herself in this way, the girl always felt that something was wrong, as if she had neglected something important, and after a long time of reminiscing, the girl suddenly remembered that she had told herself a story that had happened to her brother a few years ago, not long after he had just come to Pavatiga.