c_t; For this matter, Chu Ge was already very suspicious, but after Qin Ruoying said those words to him in the morning, he was even more puzzled, if it wasn't because of a misunderstanding, then because of what?

Qin Ruojing thought about it and nodded. [See the latest chapter of the book]->

"Well, now, I want to open a lot of things, and there's nothing more I can't say, actually...... Aside from the fact that I was angry at the airport at the beginning, it didn't take much time for me to calm down. ”

Chu Ge was stunned, "What do you mean...... You didn't get angry with me a long time ago, and you believed that there was nothing between me and Chu Shiyao a long time ago?"

"How can I say it, in fact, it's not all, it should be when I went home that day and found that you and Chu Shiyao were at home, that I really fully believed your words, otherwise, how could you deliberately come to the house? and...... In the past few days when you have been in a coma, I have also had some contact with that Chu Shiyao, and she is really 'quite' sometimes...... You know that, right?"

Chu Ge smiled a little helplessly, of course he knew what Qin Ruo's stubborn words meant, in short, Chu Shiyao was sometimes 'quite' cute and stupid, or 'quite' two or something like that.

"Then you ......"

Qin Ruojing raised her hand and motioned for Chu Ge to listen to her first, Chu Ge swallowed the unfinished words back into her stomach, and Qin Ruojing continued to speak.

"I know you may not understand why I am still so cold to you when I already believe in you, let me tell you the truth, because this is not the point of my doubt that I should be with you, the most important thing is that I ...... I feel like I'm ......."

Qin Ruojing bit her lip, exhaled, and laughed at herself, "I think I'm too small." ”

"Small?" Chu Ge's eyes flashed with astonishment, and his brows furrowed, "How could you have such thoughts?"

"Isn't it?" Qin Ruojing's self-deprecating 'color' on her face was even stronger, "Look at these 'women' around you, He Qing I won't say much, even if the He family is shrouded in a 'gloomy' haze, it still can't cover the dazzling light on her body, Mu Lingshan is the granddaughter of the secretary of the provincial party committee, Mu Xiaoting is the 'daughter' of the secretary of the provincial party committee, and even that Chu Shiyao is the granddaughter of the former chairman of Tiancheng Group." ”

"I, Qin Ruojing, the chairman of Tianjiao Group, this name in the small city of Lido, it may sound like a little bit of weight, but compared to a few of them, what is it? Am I not small?"

Qin Ruojing tapped her own heart with her right index finger, her expression was full of loneliness, and she 'revealed' a smile that made Chu Ge very distressed. ( Advertisement)

"Tianjiao Group, Tiancheng Group, all start with the word Tian, but it is not self-deprecating to say that Tianjiao Group and Tiancheng Group are simply a joke, and the word Tianjiao is simply arrogant; ”

"Why do you think that? How big is the Tiancheng Group, and what does it have to do with us?"

"Of course it does. Qin Ruojing said categorically, and said seriously: "Maybe, pay attention, what I said is possible, maybe you don't have too many thoughts about Chu Shiyao, but can you guarantee that your former neighbor, Miss Chu Shiyao Chu, who is noted as the beautiful 'female' nurse next door on her mobile phone, doesn't have any thoughts about you?"

Chu Ge stopped talking, it's not that he is self-righteous, this kind of thing is really hard to say, he can't guarantee it.

"Obviously, even if you put aside your personal situation, you can't refute me conclusively, isn't it?"

"The other day, when Tianqing Company was in trouble, I thought I could come in handy, I thought I could do something for you, but what about the truth? I can't do anything, I'm like...... No, I'm just a joke, the leaders I 'befriended' on weekdays either avoided me, or treated me as air. ”

"Then, this matter seems to be solved inexplicably, but is it really inexplicable?"

Qin Ruojing shook her head slightly.

"Chu Ge, I'm not a fool, I have no doubt that in this matter, of course, someone has helped, maybe He Qing, maybe the two Miss Mu, maybe Chu Shiyao, or they all have a part, and there may even be people I don't know who are involved. ”

"Then, this matter that is difficult for me to ascend to the sky, but they said that it can be solved if it is solved, Chu Ge, you tell me, compared to them, how can I not feel small and pitiful?"

Qin Ruojing sighed, a deep powerlessness and grievance, quietly permeating the air filled with the smell of disinfectant water.

Chu Ge's heart was sour, he never knew that in the heart of Qin Ruojing, who had always seemed to be steel and iron, confident and calm, he actually ...... With such thoughts, he had never hated his stupidity so much as he did now, he was a hell of an idiot!

"Wife, I'm ......"

"Let me say it first, okay?"

Qin Ruojing's voice was calm and gentle, but she couldn't refuse.

Although Chu Ge wanted to comfort Qin Ruojing softly now, he hesitated for a moment and finally nodded lightly.

"Thank you. Qin Ruojing laughed lightly, rubbed her fingers on Chu Ge's lips, and continued to speak softly.

"You...... You probably remember when you wanted to tell me something about your past, right?"

"Well, I remember. ”

"At that time, you said that you had been in a very special organization, and I didn't let you continue, and I was angry with you, and I said that you were trying to perfunctory me, so I came up with such a bizarre statement. ”

"Actually...... I quickly believed what you said at the time, otherwise, many things would not make sense at all, even if you have been hiding your skills as much as possible, but I am not blind, nor am I a fool, I have been with you for so long, and I have witnessed many incredible things with my own eyes, how can I not see that you are not an ordinary person at all?"

"However, I never asked about it again, especially when I found out that I had feelings for you, and I found out that I really had something that I couldn't do without you, so I didn't want to ask. ”

"Because, I'm actually really not confident, I don't want to let myself know how big the gap between me and you is, I want to make myself believe that you, and I, are people who belong to the same world. ”

"However, the results are still proving little by little, and you may be more ...... than I thought Anyway, it's probably even stronger, I tried to imagine, imagine what your life was like, but unfortunately I couldn't think of it, I couldn't think of it if I wanted to break my head, so I wavered, and, more and more. ”

"I don't know if I should be with you or not, I ask myself again and again, if I insist on being with you, I, as your wife, may or may not be serious about the 'woman' you choose, what can I do for you?"

Qin Ruojing pinched her eyebrows, "I'm sorry, I'm a little incoherent, but these words have been pressed in my heart for too long, I think, you can understand, right? ”

"It was a long time ago, when you first went to my house, I remember your expression a little suspicious, and if I'm not mistaken, you probably wondered why I would live in that kind of place, and with my financial resources, it shouldn't be difficult to buy a bigger, more beautiful house. ”

"At that time, you also noticed a photo, it was a photo of me, Xiaoying, and Du Lin, and you also asked me, why do you work so hard to make money, and make so much money. ”

"I'll tell you now, the real reason is for Du Lin, she is my best friend with Xiaoying, when I became a lucky person and had a lot of money in my hand and wanted to show my strength and make a career, she hoped that I could be a film and television company, use what she wrote to make scripts, and make film and television works that can be recognized by the audience. ”

"But I didn't do that, I didn't want to take the risk, I felt like a layman, if I rashly tried an industry that I didn't know anything about, I would probably get nothing and lose all my money, and if I wanted to try, I should wait until I had enough capital and prerequisites to do it. ”

"Because of this incident, there was a slight crack in the friendship between us, although she didn't argue with me about anything, nor did she force me, but supported me very much, but I can see that she is very disappointed and frustrated, maybe as a literary 'woman' young man, her heart is more fragile......

"I saw it all, but I felt like I was right, and I was putting all my heart and soul into my work, and the connection between me and Doolin became less and less, my company was getting bigger and bigger, my wealth was getting bigger and bigger, and I felt more fulfilled than I had ever felt before, and I felt like it was a great success. ”

"It was also during that time that Du Lin's life was extremely bad, she wrote everywhere, no matter where she submitted, she was lost, there was no manuscript fee, she had no financial resources, she didn't want to talk to her parents, she faced anyone, she insisted that she was doing well, and even me, her best friend...... I thought she was doing really well. ”

"Later, Du Lin became ill, a kind of depression, she began to not want to talk to anyone, she had no appetite for eating, and she also needed a lot of sleeping pills to sleep, she continued to write desperately, but the result still did not get any better, and the manuscript she submitted was still rejected, rejected, rejected, and rejected again. ”

"Doolin became more and more unbearable, and one day she finally took the initiative to contact me and gave me a manuscript, saying that she hoped I could turn it into a script, but I didn't pay attention to it at the time, and even said something that I regretted. ”

Speaking of this, Qin Ruojing's eyes turned red unconsciously.

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