Meng Hai sometimes kept a diary. There is an interesting thing to talk about, Meng Hai has prepared a few books in the past, and he is trying to make up for the diary that he has not written. He wants to write from the day he was born, until now, Meng Hai is on the first line of each page, write the date, first from the day of birth, to write now, in the process of writing, Meng Hai found that it is not easy to write from the day of birth to the present, because there are too many days, he can't write it in a short time, this is almost a huge project. Just writing that date is such a huge project, let alone writing the content. Finally, Meng Hai gave up.

Meng Hai has experienced a hundred battles, and he has crossed Wuling Mountain, Zhusoul Mountain, Yuanfang Mountain, and Depression Mountain. Meng Hai didn't go to school much, he didn't go to school for a long time like Ye Duhong. Meng Hai barely graduated from the Heavenly Sect, and he did not continue to study in the magic school, he began to enter the rivers and lakes and break through the world.

As I said earlier, Meng Hai tried to make up for the past diary. How can a newborn child be illiterate, how can he keep a diary? But Meng Hai doesn't care, he just wants to write from the day he is born, he can start to write about the world he sees from the perspective of a baby, the day he was born, he is not as old as a baby, what happened on the day he was born? Meng Hai once tried to recall his infant days.

Meng Hai almost didn't recall his previous life.

Meng Hai found that it was not easy to make up those diaries back, so Meng Hai gave up. But now, Meng Hai will write a diary from time to time, a diary at this time, a diary written on which day. The date in the first line is the day, not the date that is inconsistent with the time when the journal was actually written, as is the case with the supplementary diary.

Meng Hai analyzed his impulse to write a diary, this impulse may be because he wants to sort out a lot of past experiences and go through many things, he may have depression in his heart, he wants to express, or he may have feelings to express.

From the very beginning, from the time Meng Hai was a baby, Meng Hai was a good child. Mother walked down the street with Meng Hai in her arms. Passing by the consignment store. Xiao Menghai will say that his mother has no money and will not buy it.

Mom has no money and doesn't buy it.

Mon Hai used to be a good boy. He was a good boy in his mother's mouth. He is also a good boy in the eyes of others. He used to be a good boy.

Start with a certain day. Meng Hai began to eat a black fruit, which grew on the mountains, and he ate this fruit. It's addictive. If Meng Hai wants to eat this fruit, he needs to go to the mountains to pick it. Because there are classes to be taken during the day, a lot of magic knowledge needs to be learned, Meng Hai goes to the mountain to pick fruits at night, climbs up the mountain, picks fruits, eats fruits, and then goes down the mountain, it takes a whole night. Meng Hai was addicted to eating black fruits, and went to climb the mountain to pick fruits to eat every night, but as a result, he was strict and affected his study the next day.

At that time, Meng Hai had no concept of the world, the world did not form a fixed state of consciousness in Meng Hai's mind, Meng Hai thought that the black fruit was important, and eating the black fruit was important, Meng Hai went to eat the black fruit every night, his body was also weak because of walking on the mountain, he walked at night, and he didn't sleep, and he had to be so tired, this was simply a chronic suicide.

Meng Hai thought back to the years when he ate black fruits, maybe he shouldn't have gone to the mountains at night to pick the fruits and eat them. However, the past years have passed after all, although I did not have a very stable youth experience, but I ate so many black fruits, which can be regarded as a rich experience.

However, is it really because of this richness that we are very calm in the face of the regrets of youth? In the face of the regrets of youth, in the face of the regrets of those years, can I really be willing? Meng Hai will not be blind to death. Everyone has regrets, and everyone has regrets of one kind or another. Meng Hai just can't accept the regrets in his life, he thinks about those regrets, he is sad, maybe he can do better, but he didn't do better at that time, time is gone, Meng Hai recalled the past, full of emotion.

Was the past years a good one? Meng Hai didn't think so. Meng Hai has also eaten a few delicious meals and drunk delicious things, such a little bit of unproductive pursuit used to be Meng Hai's biggest pursuit. After eating and drinking, is it perfect? What Meng Hai lost, Meng Hai knew.

Meng Hai now knows how to spend his youth. During adolescence, people tend to be confused, restless, and depressed. At that time, the world could have been very beautiful, even in troubled times.

However, at that time, Meng Hai went up the mountain to pick fruits to eat, and he was exhausted, and Yan zhòng affected his campus life. From that time on, Meng Hai's life became bad. In fact, even Meng Hai felt bored in the spell class at that time, and he also had a feeling of boredom with learning.

Meng Hai remembers that once, the teacher turned his head into a flower pot and the body below the head into a table with high legs. Some students, learning from the teacher's appearance and reciting the mantra taught by the teacher, become bonsai of various shapes. This kind of spell, in the eyes of Meng Hai now, is of course a pediatric spell, but in Meng Hai's eyes at that time, it was relatively esoteric and a little boring. He doesn't have a smooth spell practice experience in class.

There is another thing that needs to be mentioned, that is, Meng Hai didn't take a bath much at that time, and he had the habit of bad adolescence, and the inside of the director's pants was sticky. Sticky is not the norm, and it's okay to take a bath. However, Mon Hai does not bathe. He barely bathes. As a result, Meng Hai's vital organs always felt uncomfortable, and he had heard some terms for diseases at that time, and he was always suspicious and afraid that he would have related diseases. At that time, Meng Hai, sitting in the seat, felt uncomfortable between the vital organs and his legs, it was an unclean feeling, he wanted to wash, but for various reasons, he always didn't wash. His physical discomfort affected his life.

Now Meng Hai knows how important it is for a person to be healthy in his life, and how much his life will be affected if a person is not healthy. Meng Hai also knows that not only the body should be healthy, but also the spirit, and if people's psychology is not healthy, how bad it would be. Meng Hai's body in the past was not very healthy, but it was okay, but he just felt as if he had some kind of illness at that time, but in fact, he was not sick. At that time, Meng Hai was not psychologically healthy, was he persecuted paranoia? He always felt that others were going to sprinkle soil and spices on his sheets. I always feel like I'm going to be killed by some bad guy when I'm asleep.

Meng Hai admires Ye Duhong, who promises freedom, happiness, love and beauty to those who have lived a life. Ye Duhong promised to resurrect the people who had been in the life of a qiē, and to resurrect the life of a qiē. When Meng Hai got acquainted with Ye Duhong, he was in the Heavenly Sect, Ye Duhong could always say something very philosophical, and the brilliance of Ye Duhong began from the Heavenly Sect.

At the beginning, Meng Hai was also a very healthy and sunny child, just like Ye Duhong, but later Meng Hai was a little depraved and decadent, and he seemed to be proud of decadence and proud of decadence. At that time, he believed that youth should be decadent, and if it is not decadent, there will be no taste of youth. In the current Meng Hai's view, this is actually wrong.

With a sincere heart, physical health, mental health, and spending youth with heart, what is it like? Meng Hai can no longer experience it. It's a shame really. Moreover, Meng Hai did not have a good experience after that.

In the past few years, Meng Hai feels that he has been living a bad life, and he feels that he is not as good as a dog, not as good as a pig, and really not as good as a pig and a dog.

Meng Hai, who used to be Ye Duhong's friend, also began to pray to Ye Duhong, and he said softly to the night sky on the training ground at night: "I have all the past years, and after experiencing it, I found its flaws, I know how to spend the years very beautifully, but the years are no more." I know what to do with life, but it's gone. Lost lives cannot be returned, and lost things can never be recovered. I have heard that when you lament the loss of the stars, you will lose the moon. I heard this phrase for a long time, but I didn't follow it at the time, and it is only now that I understand its meaning and decide to follow it. We are alone in the night in heaven, may you see the suffering of our world, may you save us from suffering, may you lead us out of the abyss of pain, may we be free and beautiful. That's what you promised us. On this night, I pray to you for freedom and beauty for us on Earth. We are alone in the night in heaven, may you put an end to the suffering of all of us and give us the goodness that you promised us. Clear. ”

Meng Hai prayed to the sky, many people prayed like this, people prayed, Ye Duhong can receive the message of people's prayer, Ye Duhong is in the sky, Ye Duhong will see what people look like when they pray, Ye Duhong can see the inside of people's hearts, Meng Hai knows this qiē, when he prays, he is extremely sincere.

Everyone in the world knows that Ye Duhong is in the sky, and everyone in the world knows that any regrets, pains, and sorrows of people can be solved by Ye Duhong, and Ye Duhong will fulfill his promise, he wants to resurrect all the lives that have existed, and he wants to bring all lives and non-lives to the ultimate beauty.

The people of the earth all over the world prayed to Ye Duhong and wished for a good time. They are like hungry people in the cold winter, praying for a bowl of hot soup. "Give me a bowl of hot soup. "It's as if everybody says so. This bowl of soup is given at night.

Ye Duhong has become a great sage in people's hearts, the great sage of the universe, Ye Duhong is an absolute immortal, he is called a holy immortal.

The people of the earth in the world all believe in Hong and pray to Ye Duhong, and Meng Hai is no exception. (To be continued......)