(21) Under the long-hidden soul
From then on, Yuhui only became a fairy hidden in Lu Qingzhou's qin, and no longer a eunuch who was obsessed with others, and finally the world had forgotten her, or she had forgotten the world first.
After such a coincidental meeting, the two naturally got to know each other and fell in love, but except for Ding Xian'er and Lu Qingzhou, outsiders didn't know about Yuhui's existence at all.
Not long after the days passed, Master Lu and his wife were very troubled by their son playing the piano and painting in the room all day long, and the rumors outside were very powerful, saying that Young Master Lu had bumped into something evil, so that the female ghost was confused, so they didn't ask Lu Qingzhou to go to Xianmen Mountain overnight on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and asked for the head of the evil way, and it was that day that they decided to elope together and leave Jiangnan.
"Qingzhou, how are you, you have been coughing all night these days, are you sick?" Yuhui has heard Lu Qingzhou coughing for several nights in a row, she came out of the piano, only to see him sitting on the edge of the dilapidated bed, covering his chest, with an uncomfortable expression.
Eloping out, naturally not as good as the Lu family in Jiangnan, all the conditions here are poor, and the dust in the house is very heavy, which makes Lu Qingzhou's cough more and more serious. But where would he do these cleaning chores, Yuhui didn't have her own independent body, she couldn't manage these at all, and even Lu Qingzhou, who was used to being taken care of, had to take care of her in turn, which made her very unhappy, if she had persuaded him well, wouldn't he have impulsively run away from home in order to protect her, let alone suffer like now?
Lu Qingzhou smiled reluctantly, just afraid that Yuhui would blame herself for herself, "I'm fine, it's just that I'm cold, just take a good rest, but you, don't always come out, you'll lose your strength." ”
"Yes, it's not a way to never have your own body......" Yuhui was helpless, she walked to the side of the bed and sat down side by side with Lu Qingzhou, as if she was pondering something, after a while, she had an idea, and happily grabbed Lu Qingzhou's arm, "By the way, I only remembered when I saw your painting today, you can draw me a real body, I hid it in the body in the painting, and then came out, isn't it another person?" I've heard of some wandering scattered people who have kept the soul of the person they like like this before, as long as the painting is the same as the real person, there is hope!"
Sure enough, on the second day, Lu Qingzhou used all the money he spent to buy medicine to buy good pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, only in this way can he ensure that the facial features of the person drawn are clear and more realistic, and that Yuhui's real body is moving for a long time. And Lu Qingzhou's painting skills are also first-class, in the past, when he was a child, he painted a "Night Map" was famous, and now painting a woman is not a problem, he tries to paint according to Yuhui's current appearance, only the deviation is a millimeter, and when the painting is completed, Yuhui will take a look again, the young woman in the painting is really beautiful, petite and exquisite, she can't wait to enter the painting, Lu Qingzhou put the brush aside, a little nervous, turned around and didn't dare to look closely.
"Qingzhou, do you look good at me?" Yuhui really walked out of the painting after a while, just like when she came out of the piano at that time, she really changed from a piano fairy to a fairy in the painting.
When Lu Qingzhou heard the sound, he slowly turned around, and after moving his gaze to her inch by inch, he couldn't help but calm down in his heart, fortunately, he didn't disappoint her, he nodded and smiled, "It's good-looking." ”
Yuhui had a real body, and happily circled around Lu Qingzhou several times, "Great, then I can buy a lot of beautiful clothes, and we can also visit the temple fair together and put sky lanterns together." Great!"
Lu Qingzhou touched her head, as if he could agree to what she wanted, yes, if he had done this earlier, wouldn't he have to take her to suffer so much?
"Ahem, ahem...... Ahem"
Lu Qingzhou's hand suddenly drooped, and he coughed violently, he covered his chest, almost not standing firmly, Yuhui immediately supported him and brought him to the bed to sit down.
"Qingzhou, how are you?" she patted him on the back and smoothed him out, "I'll go find you a doctor!"
"Yuhui," he grabbed her and shook his head, "no need. ”
They don't have much money to see a doctor anymore.
"Yuhui, let's go back to Jiangnan, I'll take you back to the Lu family, you are so gentle and well-behaved, Daddy and Aunt will definitely like you, and then I will let you be the young lady of the Lu family, and you will definitely live better than now." He suppressed his cough and didn't let Yuhui worry, but he knew very well in his heart that Yuhui would not feel that he was suffering now, and Yuhui would be very happy as long as he followed him.
Yuhui nodded, everything was obeyed by him, she didn't care about taking care of him well, and she didn't want him to see his parents and relatives because of her.
The way back to Jiangnan, how can it be considered good, it is already winter, the weather is too biting, Yuhui hugged him tightly in his arms all the way, not letting him get cold, but this road of displacement is tantamount to a second blow to Lu Qingzhou, who is still sick, they have traveled in the wind and snow, and it took a lot of effort to rush back to Lu's house, Master Lu went to ask the best doctor to diagnose and treat Lu Qingzhou on the spot, and only then did he know that he had coughed up his lungs and bruised blood, even if the Daluo Immortal came, he couldn't save him, and several doctors were helpless, so they could only prescribe some herbs to nourish him and hang a breath for him, and he could live for a few days。
It snowed a lot that day, Lu Qingzhou only drank the next mouthful of porridge, and never ate it again, Yuhui was always by his side, and the second elder did not tell her that Lu Qingzhou's life was not long, so she waited for him to get better, and she still wanted to marry him and go to put sky lanterns with him.
Yuhui saw that he was not very willing to eat, so she went to the kitchen after noon to learn how to boil soup with the cook, she had never done this, her hands were burned several times and she was not tired of it, and it took an afternoon to boil the soup, and as soon as it came out of the pot, it was served to Lu Qingzhou.
"Why did you get out of bed and wear so little?" As soon as Yuhui entered the door, she saw Lu Qingzhou dressed thinly, sitting alone at the desk, writing and drawing.
Lu Qingzhou saw Yuhui coming, and hurriedly covered the things he wrote on new paper.
"I felt better, so I got out of bed and walked around. "Having said that, there was nothing better about him, and he clearly looked worse than he had been in the morning.
He reached out to stroke the snow that had fallen on Yuhui's hair.
"Come, drink the soup, I made it with my own hands. "Yuhui, don't mention how proud.
"Yuhui. He stopped her who turned around, then gently held her face with both hands, kissed her gently on the forehead, and let her go, "Do you remember, I put the Yuhuiqin in the west wing, can you get it for me, I'll play the piano for you." ”
"Good. Yuhui nodded happily, not noticing anything unusual about him.
Yuhui trotted all the way to the west wing, looked for a long time and didn't find Yuhuiqin, after opening a screen that fell to the ground, only to see Yuhuiqin in the corner, it turned out that since they came back, Yuhuiqin has been idle here. She took the piano and held it in her arms, and trotted all the way back. But the snow was so great that she didn't pay attention to slipping and fell, and even fell into the snow with the piano.
"Miss Yuhui, are you okay?" Several passing girls saw it, and they all hugged her and helped her up, and at this moment she felt a little panicked in her heart, as if something was going to happen, so she got up and continued to run to the room with the piano in her arms.
"Qingzhou!" she slammed the door, and the whole house was lined with snow, and sure enough, there was no one in the house, "Qingzhou, Lu Qingzhou!"
She walked inside, and what was left on the table was what he had just written, and Yuhui put the piano down, picked up the letter on the table and a small portrait of her drawn by Lu Qingzhou, and unfolded the letter tremblingly.
"Yuhui I love, grateful for the encounter, my life is not long, I can't support it, and I can't mistake your lifelong events, so far, see the words like faces, you and I must be separated, don't meet again, don't read. ”
"Lu Qingzhou, don't leave me alone, okay, you come out!" Yuhui grabbed the letter in her hand, and cried angrily for a long time, but no one answered, and then ran out of the door in a panic, "Come on, come on, come on, the young master is gone, young master...... It's gone!"
"Master, Dongyuan didn't find it. ”
"There is neither the West Wing nor the other courtyard. ”
"The old lady warehouse does not have. ”
"There is no stable. ”
After Yuhui found that Lu Qingzhou was missing, the subordinates searched the entire Lu family, it is said that the time is so short, and Lu Qingzhou can't go far, how can no one see it?
"It's all your fault! You hurt Brother Qingzhou!" Ding Xian'er heard the news of Lu Qingzhou's disappearance out of nowhere, and was about to take Yuhui away with a group of yamen arresters, "Come on, catch this scheming woman for me." ”
"Ding Xian'er, this is the Lu family, not your yamen, and you can't be fooled around. "Master Lu was so anxious at this time, where did he come from to make Ding Xian'er make trouble.
Yuhui ignored her, just grabbed the letter and the small statue and was uneasy, Lu Qingzhou was obviously saying goodbye, he didn't even wear a satin jacket, would it be cold, and he didn't drink the soup, should he be hungry...... She didn't dare to think about it any longer.
Ding Xian'er was deflated and slipped out of the door, "You guys, go find someone on the street!"
She's just messing around, and there's anyone on the street on this snowy day.
"Madame. Yuhui suddenly knelt in the snow with a thud, her eyes were ruddy, "It's all my fault for this matter, please take care of your body, Yuhui apologizes here." ”
"Miss Yuhui, get up quickly," Mrs. Lu was a little distressed, since her son came back from illness, she had already let go, "No matter what you are, as long as it is what Zhou'er likes, we will no longer stop it, if it weren't for the fact that we were unwilling to give him a chance to explain and not give him his own choice, he wouldn't be like this." ”
"yes. Master Lu sighed.
"Found it, old lady, young master found it. The housekeeper ran into the back room with difficulty in the snow, everyone's hearts were tight, looking at the housekeeper, the housekeeper knelt down as soon as he arrived in front of Master Lu, "Master, young master, he ...... He was found in the back alley, he, and he was gone. ”
Yuhui got up from the ground, walked up to the butler, and tugged at his clothes, "You say... You said Lu Qingzhou was dead?"
Is Lu Qingzhou really dead?
Her only support crumbled in an instant, and she felt that she was no longer helpless in this world, and where was she going to wander to find him?
"Miss Yuhui, Miss Yuhui!" Yuhui instinctively turned the world around, and she was unconscious.
Later in the story, Yuhui buried Lu Qingzhou with her own hands, and buried him and Yuhuiqin in the closest place to the Taoist Temple of Xianmen Mountain in Xishan, she said to him, I hope that in the next life, you will not be found by me again, otherwise, I will drag you down for a lifetime. Back in Jiangnan, Yuhui said goodbye to Mrs. Lu, her life, after all, will return to wandering. It was on the way to wander the world that she picked up the fragments of the Regency Stone, and she had lived in the Wandering Soul Realm for so long, so she was naturally no stranger to this stone, but at that time, she did not have the secret to use it, until she met Lu Qingzhou's life, Meng Qilan.
Eight years ago, her name was Lu Yuhui, but she was disliked by the brokerage company and changed her name to Lu Yuruan, which was specially taken by the master of the Book of Changes, saying that it was to ensure that her star journey was smooth, but I didn't expect it to be really useful.
Lu Yuruan met Meng Qilan at the graduation party of Xiling Medical University, at that time he was not a genius doctor in other people's mouths, just a graduate who was about to step into the society, she was not a popular first-line female star, just a little flower who had just entered the entertainment industry, some niche fans and sought after, they fell in love at first sight, together, it was eight years.
She found out early on that Meng Qilan was Lu Qingzhou, because she accidentally used the Regency Stone a hundred years ago and found her memory, but no matter what the memory was before entering the Yellow Spring, she was only willing to remember the Lu Qingzhou she loved deeply.
"Yuruan, what did you just tell me about the past and present life, what is it?" Meng Qilan took a can of juice and looked at Lu Yuruan suspiciously.
She took out the fragment of the Regency Stone from her pocket, smiled, put it in the position of Meng Qilan's heart, and silently thought in her heart, "The deceased is not born, the living are gone, and the soul of the person who comes is the life of the previous life." ”
Meng Qilan was suddenly sucked by a huge and mysterious force, his face was amplified by the fear of the unknown, his whole body couldn't move, and then the whole person fell into the huge darkness, it was at that time that he knew everything, including Wen Ruchun and Zhao Eunniang, Lu Yuruan told him together. Until the state of affairs, it has developed to the present.
"How's it going? You have seen it, in fact, everyone has bad times, and she is indeed not a simple person. Bai Rongyue let go of Shen Bijun's hand, which she was holding tightly, and she was able to get out of Lu Yuruan's illusion.
She was once again immersed in the scene, and she personally felt the love, hatred, joy and sorrow of another person, no wonder Wen Xian was reluctant to tell her anything, because it was such a painful thing to bear other people's secrets.
Shen Bijun only felt breathless, staring at the flower pot on the windowsill in a daze for a long time, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were melancholy, until the sun had set, he took his bag, bowed and wanted to say goodbye to Bai Rongyue.
"Will you forgive her?" Bai Rongyue asked before she left.
Shen Bijun shook his head, as if he was very sure of the answer in his heart, "No." ”
"As you say, everyone has misfortunes at times, and the pain she inflicted on me was her fault, so not forgiving her is a punishment for her mistakes," she smiled and turned her back, "I am not the Virgin Mary, why should I forgive her because she has suffered?"
Bai Rongyue can understand her, just like Nie Shuhe has never forgiven her for so many years, since for the victims, they are the ones who inflict harm, so why should they be easily forgiven.
It was also at this time that she saw Shen Bijun and understood that Nie Shuhe was in such a mood back then.