The empress was stunned, she could be regarded as a person who had experienced strong winds and waves, and she had even experienced such a mysterious thing as "crossing", but she was still stunned at this moment.

In the blink of an eye, it was really a blink of an eye, and suddenly it became another person without warning, and the key was still a man, which was also too terrifying!

If it were the other women, they would have lost their faces, screamed loudly, and then pinched their faces and prayed that it was just a nightmare.

The empress almost did the same, to be exact, she had done this kind of thing when she crossed over three thousand years ago, and she was very sad to have this experience, so she was a little calmer the second time.

It's just that the panic in her heart is a lot more than the first time.

The empress didn't know that she was actually a victim of the "Metamorphosis System", but she had only temporarily had a "soul exchange" with her fellow countrymen, and her brain hole was not so big.

She can only think of one explanation for what happened to her at this time - she has crossed TnT again!

She has crossed once, so she still has a certain psychological tolerance for crossing again, and even imagined the possibility of crossing again a long time ago.

But she never expected that just blinking her eyes, there was an inexplicable "crossing", and the crossing was dressed so unpredictably and unreasonably, even the gender was reversed for her.

Three thousand years ago, the gender has not changed, and as soon as it passes, it is the Great Emperor Realm.

But this time, not only is the realm of thieves low, but she has also become a man, no matter how open-minded and calm she is, she can't stand this kind of stimulation.

The empress's face turned white, and the thought that she might live as a man for the next three thousand years instantly felt the urge to die.

"Shen Feng, are you okay?"

Pear Blossom couldn't help but ask out loud, although "Shen Feng" is a little cheap on weekdays, but he has never shown such a "desperate" expression, whether it is facing Andrew or the Frost Dragon, he has always been so calm and calm, and there is always an inexplicable confidence that Taishan collapses in front of him and his color remains unchanged.

This is the first time that Pear Blossom has seen this kind of expression on Shen Feng's face as if the sky is falling, and combined with the fact that he turned pale after looking down at his crotch, as if indicating that something tragedy had happened.

"Wait, what do you call me?"

The empress suddenly looked up at the girl, as if she had heard some sensitive words.

Pear Blossom was slightly stunned, and said strangely: "Shen Feng?"

The empress's pale face suddenly became a little more rosy, and she glared and asked, "Which feng?"

Pear Blossom was a little confused, why did she even have to ask her own name? Could it be that not only was she injured below, but even her brain was beaten stupidly?

Pear blossom said in a low voice: "The maple next to the wooden word, the maple of the maple tree." ”

As soon as these words came out, I saw that "Shen Feng" was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly took a deep breath, his originally blank and helpless eyes regained a new brilliance, and there was a circle of redness on his face, as if he was "alive".

"Good name. ”

"Shen Feng" muttered in a low voice.

Pear Blossom rolled her eyes violently, neurotic, you can even boast of your name.

Pear Blossom said helplessly: "I said, are you ...... What's uncomfortable?"

"Hmm. ”

"Shen Feng" nodded, and said seriously: "I have amnesia." ”

Rika "......"

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Before the crossing, the empress was just an ordinary female high school student, beautiful, acceptable in study, with a good family background, and living a carefree life.

It's a pity that she suffered from a serious heart attack, and finally failed to survive the last life-fighting operation, and passed away with both blood and regret, although then she traveled to another world, but the regret of that world has become a regret forever.

Her most regretful thing, in addition to not having time to repay her parents' nurturing kindness, is that she has no time to confess her secret love.

Although before the operation, she had written her heart into a letter and sent it to the boy, but the first and only secret love in her life, from beginning to end, only three sentences intersected, and she didn't even have time to muster up the courage to say "I want to be friends with you", such a regret is really too regrettable.

Three thousand years in another world are fleeting, and in her time dimension, only seven years have passed, and seven years is not enough time for her to forget the innocent and beautiful regret due to her youth and clumsiness.

She still likes that boy, even if she is no longer the same person she used to be, even if she is now the empress who is high up and covers the sky with one hand, she still likes the delicate boy who looks ordinary and actually has no ability.

All this, perhaps, is just habitual at work,

Maybe it's just regret raging,

Maybe it's just to keep in mind that I will always remember the best version of myself who lived in another world, innocent, simple and carefree.

But no matter what, she never buried that youthful crush, and she never moved anyone else's heart again.

She planted fiery maple trees in the palace garden,

Those youthfulness that will pass away forever, those beauty that will never be again, those memories that will always live in the memory,

It was like the maple leaves, falling on her heart, burning her soul that had not yet been numb, and warming her almost cold sensibility.

And all this,

But it was only because the boy had the word "maple" in his name.

That boy also happens to be called "Shen Feng".

Everyone needs a "strength" to support themselves, this power may be family, maybe dreams, maybe ambitions, maybe the journey of the stars and the sea, or maybe just a pot of wine.

This "power" varies from person to person and is indescribable.

But it is precisely this kind of "power" that allows the exhausted workers to persevere day after day, the prince who is ruined and the country can bear the burden of humiliation, and the netizen who hits the street can still live in a dream stupidly.

The empress also needs this "power", this "power" that supports the heart, so that she will not lose herself at the peak of force and power, so that she will not be too lonely in this world that does not belong to her, so that she always has the goal of survival and the motivation to move forward.

Her strength has always been these two words - "Shen Feng".

It's not because that crush is unforgettable,

but because of regret,

to the point where I can't let go.

In the middle of the night, she often fantasized about what would happen if that story hadn't come to an abrupt end.

If she musters up the courage, can she become friends with him?

If they become friends with him, will they stop at knowing each other?

If you don't stop at knowing each other, how far can the ignorant first love of adolescence go?

If they are a destined couple and finally enter the palace of marriage, will marriage become the grave of love?

If love is buried in marriage, will you regret that you mustered up the courage to be friends with him at that time?

If love is not sacrificed in marriage, can they hold the hand of their son and grow old together?

Infinite ifs, pushing the story to different endings, or joy, or sadness, or happiness, or regret.

She fantasized about every possibility, and in the end she laughed at herself,

Because even the first if is, there is no more if.

That abruptly ended story is destined to have no follow-up, and her regret can only be regret forever.

Regret is a pain that goes deep into the bone marrow, a painful death, but it is also a kind of strength, a kind of hope called despair.

How powerful is this power?

After learning that the name of the teenager she crossed into was "Shen Feng", the empress's confusion and rejection in her heart were pressed down, and she decided to face the cruel reality.

"I have amnesia. ”

Pretending to have amnesia after crossing over is the quickest way to ask about the current situation and understand your identity.

The empress had a clear mind and a clear purpose, she looked at Pear Blossom and asked repeatedly, "Who am I, where am I, what am I doing?"

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(PS: Don't panic, everyone, I'm stuck again, when the plot is smooth, it's not a dream to change three or four times a day.) Everyone should firmly believe that slow updates are only temporary, and good-looking content is permanent. ）