(59) If it is difficult

Bai Rongyue has disappeared thoroughly, in the vast sea of people, no one can find it, or rather, there is no ordinary person to find it, the old dream house that used to be simple, elegant and lively is now cold. It was not that Wen Xian did not go to the stone wall of that day to find the so-called secret room, but the secret room, along with the wall, disappeared together.

Legend has it that the things left by the gods are highly compatible with the divine breath, and if the gods leave that place for a long time, the things he leaves behind with his divine breath will gradually disappear.

In other words, the secret room in the old dream residence was just Bai Rongyue's trick at all.

This mechanical and indifferent city has not changed because of the absence of a god, and when the window is opened, the shape* of people, the endless flow of cars, and the whole world that has been noisy are still visible in front of everyone's eyes......

Xiang Mingle came out for an internship as she wished, and it happened that it was not in Meng Qilan's hospital, but even if this was the case, it was something she had won with great difficulty, and the moment she put on the white coat, she also sighed, if the person in front of her was Meng Qilan......

"Xiang Mingle, what are you doing in a daze?" The cold man in front of him, who had the same figure as Meng Qilan, was the doctor in charge of taking them to the internship.

The pen in his hand knocked Xiang Mingle's head heavily, and tried his best to suppress his unhappy voice, "I didn't bring you here to check the room to play, if you want to be in a daze, you will pack up your things and go home in a daze." ”

"Yes...... Dr. Chung: I will correct it. She bit her lip and lowered her head away from the other interns.

"Doctor Zhong, someone is looking for you outside......

"Zhong Mu!" The man who came from outside didn't wait for the little nurse to finish speaking, and then broke in by himself.

"Senior Brother Meng! "Most of the intern female doctors here are from Xiling University, and the one who caused them a commotion was the legendary Meng Qilan, who was always gentler than Zhong Mu.

Xiang Mingle lowered her head in a panic at the first sight of Meng Qilan, and she couldn't see that Meng Qilan had also searched for her in the crowd, she silently retreated to the end of the crowd with her medical record book and squeezed them to the front.

Zhong Mu's face darkened suddenly, and he asked the interns to work first, and he gave Meng Qilan a look, and the two went to the door mysteriously.

"Eh, have you heard, some of us can come for an internship, and the quota was originally brushed up because of Senior Brother Meng and our black-faced Zhong Kui, and then he specially asked Blackface to let her in. A group of girls started gossiping after Zhong Mu and Meng Qilan went out, but Xiang Mingle couldn't say a word, she had never been familiar with them.

"Yes, I am really envious that I can let Senior Brother Meng personally intercede for her. ”

"Eh Chen Xian, it won't be you, you are so good-looking, it must be Senior Brother Meng's dish. They suddenly focused their eyes on the girl with the longest hair and the best smile, and Xiang Mingle subconsciously took a step back for fear of blocking their view.

The beautiful girl named Chen Xian smiled, very sweet, "Don't talk nonsense, I...... How could I be liked by Senior Brother Meng, Senior Brother is so good. ”

"That's the black-faced Zhong Kui likes you!"

They all call Zhong Mu this in private, the reason is that he always seems to be fierce, and even the demons and monsters are probably afraid of him......

"That's right, that black-faced Zhong Kui is always looking for fault with you, and he must have caught your attention. ”

This is how they are, every time Zhong Mu leaves, they start chattering non-stop, fortunately, Xiang Mingle has long been used to it, she quietly stayed away from them, but she didn't expect to bump into Zhong Mu who entered the door as soon as she arrived at the door.

He seemed to have heard all their conversation inside, and his face was darker than when he went out, and the cold and sharp light from his falcon-like eyes made the girls in the room suddenly silent.

"Do you know why I'm always looking for Chen Xian's fault?" he grabbed the intern who had spoken the loudest just now, and asked coldly.

The intern was so frightened that his head shook like a drum.

He sighed softly and continued, "Because she is full of problems, there is nothing that can satisfy me, and I am also surprised why this kind of student wastes my time and precious medical resources, and I don't even know if she plans to save people or kill people in the future?"

Xiang Mingle stood behind Zhong Mu and looked at him, his eyes were full of consternation, this was the first time Zhong Mu had said so many words......

Everyone was shocked, not to mention Chen Xian, who was about to be scolded and cried, originally this aggrieved look was used to make men pity, but this Zhong Mu, who didn't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, still had a stinky face.

"Alright, let's do it for today. His word is more effective than a holy decree.

"Xiang Mingle, you wait a minute. ”

Zhong Mu stopped Xiang Mingle before anyone left, she was surprised at first, and soon pretended to be calm and walked in front of Zhong Mu, which caused all kinds of eyes that really bothered her.

"Just now Meng Qilan said, let me take you to a dinner party in the evening. Zhong Mu is so serious when he even talks about private matters.

"Dr. Chung, I don't want to go. Xiang Mingle took a deep breath and decisively refused.

Zhong Mu sneered, took off his white coat, and threw it on the back of the chair, "You are really tough, why weren't you so tough when you tried to come in for an internship?"

He's sarcastic about her!

"You mean...... The man who walked through the back door in their mouths...... Is it me?"

She felt that the world was spinning, and she couldn't even stand on her feet.

"Love doesn't go. Zhong Mu didn't give her an answer, but left by himself with the tacit expression that everyone had just now.

Xiang Mingle always thought that she would never be the type of person she hated the most, but now, she clearly did, and it was because of the person who didn't want to drag him down.

The moment she walked out of the hospital gate, she really thought that it would be better not to come back, but when she thought about it, this small and transparent gray sphere was still running relentlessly every day, and where could she go to avoid all this?

"Dr. Meng, this is the coffee I ordered for you as usual. In the coffee shop with the brightest lights on the side of the road, Xin Yu personally brought coffee to Meng Qilan, which was a treatment that other guests could not enjoy.

"Thank you. Meng Qilan thanked politely, and watched Xin Yu sit down before speaking, "Xiang Mingle has never been willing to see me, even if she lives downstairs in my house, she has never opened the door for me." ”

He looks like this, and he is clearly pouring bitter water.

Xin Yu could see his thoughts at a glance, she was just surprised how could she see such a completely defeated look on the face of an excellent man like Meng Qilan.

"She's come to me a lot, but she hasn't mentioned you to me. She couldn't stop and straightened the small crooked vase on the table with her hand, "I thought you were really dead from each other." ”

Anyone will not be able to figure it out, there is no reason why someone would turn away a person who has poured out his heart and lungs for her thousands of miles away, not to mention, this person who has poured out his heart and lungs without asking for anything in return is still Meng Qilan, who changed to any woman, and could not resist throwing himself into his arms early.

"Mingle, why are you here today?" When Xin Yu came back to the counter to do things, she finally saw Xiang Mingle who was late, but it was a little unfortunate, she explained regretfully, "Doctor Meng waited for you for an hour just now." ”

"Is he here to give me alms again?" Xiang Mingle in front of her didn't seem to feel pity, just like a puppet, he couldn't laugh or cry, his face was expressionless, and he didn't have any emotions.

"Mingle, is there any misunderstanding between you and Doctor Meng?" Xin Yu was taken aback by Xiang Mingle who looked like this, and quickly put down the work at hand, and came out to look at Xiang Mingle around the counter.

"What misunderstanding can there be, he has always been like this, superior thinks that everyone needs his help, thinks that he is something, savior, why does he think that I need his pity?" her emotions suddenly surged up, and her voice became louder and louder, attracting the eyes of the people in the café.

But only she understands everything, she is just bluffing......

"Everybody...... I'm sorry...... "Xin Yu can't control this scene.

The most sensitive and fragile place in Xiang Mingle's heart was still touched by Meng Qilan, but her dense inferiority complex never allowed anyone to tear open her flesh and blood hidden under the scars, she didn't want anyone to see the unbearable and cowardice she carefully wrapped, and she couldn't breathe when she saw the heavy burden behind her...... So even if the person she met was the best Meng Qilan, she still didn't even have the courage to stand side by side with him, because she was far from being the best of her......

"Mingle!" When Xiang Mingle ran out, Xin Yu couldn't get out, and she still had a customer in a store, so she had to call Meng Qilan in a hurry.

Xiang Mingle walked through the city's thousands of lights alone, like a lone moth walking farther and farther away towards the light, and she saw those who were catching the last train flocking to the bus stop, as if it was a cheap carnival of clearance sales, but she was numb, lifting her feet and landing on her feet, looking aimless.

"I'm sorry!" she stumbled into someone, and before she could even look at it, she hurriedly bowed her head and apologized.

The man had gone, but he fell back and stopped right in front of her.

"Why are you hanging around here? If you're so idle, you might as well go to work in the hospital now. ”

Xiang Mingle's heart trembled, this voice that echoed in her ears all day long was very familiar to her, and she suddenly looked up, it was really him.

"What are you stunned about? In the afternoon, did you mean that I was serious?" Zhong Mu surprisingly did not have a black face this time, but his face was expressionless, or the street lights were too bright, and she couldn't see clearly at all.

"Nope. How dare she contradict it, after all, she has a request.

"Let's go. It may be that he listened to his voice too much in the hospital, and Xiang Mingle involuntarily followed his words.

She literally followed him honestly, in the exact opposite direction to what she had just done, passing by one street lamp after another.

What kind of person Zhong Mu is, she can't tell, probably a person who is completely opposite to Meng Qilan.

In the shadow of the dark tree where they left, Meng Qilan, who had just run after him, was still panting heavily, he watched them leave, and he didn't step forward to say a word to Xiang Mingle, obviously those words he wanted to say had been read thousands of times in his mind, heart, and even in his mouth...... But when he really wanted to blurt it out, he thought of retreating, anyway, it's not love for her, it's not attachment, it's just a willing relief, or even just pitiful, she will hide, and she can't bear the heaviness imposed unilaterally.

Meng Qilan thought that he had perfectly interpreted his heart, just like them, and he didn't even look back.