(xxxv) In the year of the time when I sought you
In order to celebrate New Year's Day, Xingchen Welfare Institute rehearsed many programs for the children in advance to participate in the city's performances, and the children attached great importance to this, and rehearsed every day very hard and seriously.
On the morning of New Year's Day, Bai Rongyue and Shen Bijun took a group of children to sit on the bus rented in advance, she had already planned in her heart, Wen Xian's signing meeting started at about ten o'clock in the morning, and when she arrived at the theater at half past eight to settle the children, she asked Bai Rongyue for leave and rushed back to Jianan Art Club, so that it was just in time for the signing meeting to begin, killing two birds with one stone.
"Assi, you lead the team in front. As soon as they got off the bus, the children were very lively, looking at the door of the theater with novelty in their eyes, Shen Bijun entrusted Axi with a heavy responsibility according to the convention, but she saw that Axi's face was pale and her forehead was still soaked with sweat, so she was a little worried, and walked to him and put her hand on his forehead, it was so hot, "Axi, why don't you tell the teacher if you have a fever?"
"I'm fine, I'll have to perform later!" Ah Xi's eyes were firm, and he stubbornly waved away Shen Bijun's hand, and walked to the front of the team with his back on his back.
Shen Bijun couldn't let him mess around like this, she looked around for Bai Rongyue and couldn't find it, so she could only take the children in for the time being, "Come, let's line up first." β
After a while, there was a crowd of people at the entrance of the theater, most of them were children and accompanying parents, all of them were happily a family holding hands and entering the door of the theater one after another...... Shen Bijun obviously felt that the children around her suddenly fell silent, they held each other's hands tightly, and looked at the people passing by, she was a little moved, and she couldn't bear to look at it anymore.
"Okay, everyone line up to go in, you can't grab it. She understands that what children envy is something that has not been in their lives for a long time, the love of their parents and the joy of reunion.
"Mom, what do those little kids do?" a chubby, white little boy stopped near them, asked his mother curiously with wide eyes.
The mother gently pulled the little boy to the side of the open space, then squatted down, looked him in the eyes, gave him the greatest respect, and patiently explained to him, "They are the children of the welfare home, and they are cute little angels like you." β
"And what about their mom and dad?" the little boy nodded.
"Their parents have gone far away, so they need to grow up more bravely and strong on their own, Haohao also has to learn from them, be brave like them, okay?"
"Yes!" replied the boy, very loudly.
Shen Bijun had noticed their mother and son as early as when the little boy asked questions, and after listening to the mother's patient teaching, he was even more in awe of the mother. These words made her feel that there was nothing wrong with letting the children face these things, they always had to grow up, not always locked in a cage.
When the mother stood up, her eyes collided with Shen Bijun, she smiled to break the embarrassment, Shen Bijun bowed slightly to her, maybe the mother didn't understand the meaning of this bow, but Shen Bijun knew that one of her actions had taught her a lot.
At the same time, she is curious about what the role of mother is like.
Many children in the background were noisy, only the children in the welfare home obediently lined up, quietly waiting for the arrival of their sister who was wearing makeup.
Shen Bijun grabbed a handful of candy from his bag and gave one to each child one by one, and finally Jia Jia touched her face with a smile, "You are all very obedient today, and I will reward each of you with a candy." β
"It's not a child, who wants to eat!" Axi still coolly didn't eat Shen Bijun's set of coaxing children, but when he said this, he still secretly put the candy in his coat pocket.
Shen Bijun didn't fight with him, thinking that he still had a fever, which was the most worrying, "Axi, how do you feel about your body now?"
"I'm fine. He turned his face away like a little adult, leaving only the back of Shen Bijun's head.
Isn't this kid Wen Xian when he didn't open his mind? Shen Bijun thought about it, how did he think that the arrogant people of their faction only had one gene, and that was dragging. No matter who cares, they will all refuse, and even in order to prevent others from intruding into their lives, they will simply make a suit of armor and keep everyone out...... What's even worse is that the genes of this kind of high-quality man were actually grabbed from dolls......
"Alright, it's your turn, let's get in line. Finally, after waiting for half an hour, it was their turn to put on makeup, and she looked at her watch and was already nine o'clock, pacing around the dressing room with some anxiety.
But at this critical moment, she is a teacher, and it is not bad to leave like this, but what should Wen Xian do there, he must be waiting for her, remember that he was wearing a neat suit and tie this morning.
"Are you a teacher at the Xingchen Welfare Institute?" The makeup sister just now hurriedly rushed out of the dressing room, grabbed Shen Bijun's arm as if she had found a savior, and stammered, "You... Come in and see, there's a kid in your orphanage who has passed out!"
"What?" Shen Bijun also hurriedly ran back to the dressing room with her makeup sister, almost broke her foot, as soon as she entered the door, a group of children were gathered together, and it took a lot of strength to evacuate them.
"Axi!" Shen Bijun saw the child in the crowd just now, it was Axi, his face was pale, his expression was painful, and even his breathing was extremely reluctant and slow.
She didn't want to admit that her hands were shaking, but she forced herself to calm down, knelt beside Assi and trembled to unbutton his top button in order to make his breathing easier.
"Hey, Lian Xi...... Where are you?" Shen Bijun's mind was blank at this time, and he could only think of asking Meng Lianxi for help.
"I'm waiting for my brother to go shopping later. Meng Lianxi sounded in a good mood, this was one of the few free days.
"Can you come over with Meng Qilan to help me......
During the whole waiting process, Shen Bijun shrank and couldn't breathe, her composure could no longer be pretended, her pupils were full of fear, her eyes widened and she looked motionless at Assi lying on the ground in pain, she felt that the sky was about to fall, so helpless that she could only silently stay by his side, curled up to guard him, this scene stimulated her over and over again to remind her of Su Jie lying in the bathtub covered in blood, at that time she was also as desperate as now, the outside world suddenly became extremely noisy, and she could only hear the hands in her watch ticking and ticking, echoing and shaking in her empty world one by one, eroding her last fear little by littleγ
"It's okay, this kid just has a little stomach problem. Meng Qilan came out of the emergency room and went to Shen Bijun as soon as he came out.
Shen Bijun's whole body was slumped against the wall, her hair was messy, she probably couldn't even remember how she came to the hospital, she saw Meng Qilan come out, she slowly came back to her senses, swallowed her saliva and was very nervous.
"Is Assi really okay?"
Meng Qilan took her to his office, poured her a cup of hot water intimately, and then pulled out a soft chair for her to sit down, "You bought medicine for this child last time, it seems to be called Axi?"
"Hmm. She was very uneasy with her hand holding the water glass, and then suddenly looked up and asked eagerly, "What about the children?"
Lian Xi looked at it, don't worry, she has already contacted the people in the welfare home, and will take them back when the performance is over. He found a place opposite her and sat down, looked at her meaningfully, and then took out his mobile phone from his pocket and turned out something and handed it to Shen Bijun opposite, "Shouldn't it be Wen Xian's new book signing today?"
Shen Bijun glanced at Meng Qilan's mobile phone, it was a video of Wen Xian's signing meeting, and his eyes always fell on the empty position in the first row and never moved away, No. 12 in the first row. She couldn't stand it anymore, she had already broken her appointment, she had lived up to his expectations, she threw her phone on the table and ran out by herself, and now this helpless she really rushed into his arms when she thought about it!
"Hey, it's over!" Meng Qilan saw that the time was already twelve o'clock, and the signing meeting was only hastily completed for half an hour because of Shen Bijun's absence, he chased him out with his mobile phone, and Shen Bijun disappeared in such a flash.
"Master, go to the Jianan Art Society. β
"I'm sorry, little girl, I'm picking you up. β
"Eh, master here!" Shen Bijun tried to stop the taxi several times in vain.
Meng Qilan was chasing after her in her own car, drove to her side and rolled down the window, "Get in the car." β
The venue of the Jianan Art Club signing meeting was already empty, Wen Xian sat alone in a row of No. 12, which was the most central position in the front row of the audience seat in the entire venue, and the position on his stage was directly opposite, and it was said that the line segment between the two points was the shortest, so the distance between them was still so close.
He didn't say a word, only a very faint light in the center of the stage, and he hid in silence in the darkness to hide his loss, he lowered his head and played with the mobile phone in his hand, and he couldn't wait for a text message or a phone call.
When Shen Bijun pushed open the door, he got up in surprise.
In the dark, he didn't say a word, and without saying a word, he knew that she must have come.
"Wen Xian, is that you?" Shen Bijun panted slightly, trying to restrain herself, she ran all the way up, she didn't know why her head was short-circuited for a while, she forgot about the elevator, and even got out of Meng Qilan's car at the door of the building, and paid him as a taxi driver, which made him cry and laugh.
As soon as the words fell, the dark venue suddenly brightened, and the brightness was a little dizzying, Shen Bijun was startled, took a step back, and waited for him to get used to it, only to see Wen Xian standing in front.
His expression was so peaceful that he couldn't see joy or anger, but today he was really different, the black suit on him was not dull at all, but a little more atmospheric and relaxed, Shen Bijun slowly approached him, Fang Jue didn't do anything, just getting close to him was such a sacred thing.
He smiled, both as if relieved and happy, he was heartfelt, his whole eyebrows and eyes were stretched, a trace of tiredness invaded the corners of his eyes but made him look more gentle, as if it would sparkle, he still looked so good when he smiled, this was probably the first time Shen Bijun had seen him with such a bright smile, revealing a row of white teeth, and the corners of his mouth were raised high.
Finally, he said, "I know, you're coming." β
"I'm sorry, I'm late!" Shen Bijun was in good control, but she didn't expect that as soon as he spoke, her whole person was defeated, she was not a crying person before she met him, but she was always so vulnerable in front of him.
He opened his arms, and she rushed in.
Only when Shen Bijun is by his side, Wen Xian will feel at ease, although none of the arrangements during the day have been realized, but as long as she is still there, he will not care about anything.
"Hmm...... This?" Shen Bijun moved, feeling that there was something in Wen Xian's arms holding her back, she got out of it, opened Wen Xian's coat and saw the "culprit".
It was the bird brooch she sent!
"Madam, am I doing well?" Wen Xian looked at Shen Bijun, whose hair was messy, and stretched out her hand to gently straighten her, just like touching her own pet, and rubbed it lovingly.
Shen Bijun became more and more guilty, and buried his head very low, "I'm sorry, you were disappointed today." β
"I'm afraid you'll be disappointed that you've missed this. β
"Huh?"
Before Shen Bijun could hear clearly, Wen Xian pulled her to the front of the stage, he picked up something similar to a remote control, pressed it to the center of the stage, and an electronic screen with a width of three meters and a length of five meters slowly fell, she is also a person who has worked here for a while, why don't you know that there is such a function here.
"What is this for?" Shen Bijun was puzzled, only to see that Wen Xian had already sat down, and she was also sitting beside him.
Wen Xian took out his new book from his seat, it was a limited edition signed by his dear, and he pretended to be very casual and handed it to Shen Bijun's hand, "Today's book is selling out too fast, only this one is left, I'll give it to you." β
Of course, Shen Bijun knew that this duplicitous person was the best book specially left for her, she carefully rubbed the smooth cover, which was very comfortable, and then gently opened the book, and the title page wrote the following paragraph:
"Love is like a ring match between two people, I don't know how many rounds you will lose in each other, and I, when the players greet each other, have already lost. β
"So it's clear that you were the first to get your heart moved. Shen Bijun suddenly recalled the Wen Xian who refused to admit it when she first confessed her heart, and she really slapped herself in the face here.
"You did it first. Wen Xian covered her eyes with her hands, and by the way, covered her entire smug face, "Okay, didn't you complain before that I didn't accompany you to watch a movie, today we are here to watch your favorite "Heartbeat". β
He remembered even such a small complaint clearly, Shen Bijun's heart warmed, pouted and gently kissed Wen Xian's face, he turned around and used his hot hand to pinch her little face, pin her face away, and pretend to be disgusted.
"Look where this dirty little flower cat came from. β
Shen Bijun didn't care, he tugged on his arm vigorously, leaned his head on his shoulder vigorously, and refused to let go of anything.
Wen Xian naturally can't do anything about her, but it's really strange, as long as he sees her smile, all the stinky temper will disappear, and he is reluctant to let her see it at all, even if today's signing meeting about her is something he has carefully designed for a long time, he wants to tell everyone who knows his name about his wife, that lovely woman, and also wants to tell her about the days to come, that is the day when they have no time to let them quarrel and doubt, too late to make them jealous and separated, and it is the day when he will protect with all his strength, but even if she does not appear in this expectation, he is still willing to forgive and believeγ
Because the formula for this love is that he loves her, and only loves her.