Over the past year, although I have been out and about, enjoying the local life in each world, and it seems that I have lived quite comfortably, I am afraid that only the goddess knows that Shuer's life is not as good as it seems, well, to be exact, it is very bad.

Doubt everyone, doubt the existence of everything, and spend every day in suspicion. Who is this person, why did he come into contact with me, could it be the unknown observer, did my precautions alert him, so he changed his identity and wanted to get some clues from me, and what clues could he get from me? And if there were no new faces, all the old faces appeared, he would still be full of doubts, why did he appear at this time, what did he mean by this, what did he want to know by doing this? What can I do to dispel his suspicions without violating the peace? Even if they are not observers, will they be pawns of the observer, will the real observer be seeing us, and what do they know?

With Shuer's position, it should be an instinct to always be alert in speaking and doing things, and this is true for most high-level people, but if it reaches the point of doubting everything, it is inevitably too exaggerated, and it is easy to say that the time is short, but after a long time, it is easy to have serious psychological problems.

In fact, Shure himself knew his own business, and he was already showing signs of distortion in his heart. I have lived in doubt and panic for more than a year, and even if I don't go crazy, I am strong enough, but even if I don't go crazy, I am already on the verge of collapse, and if it continues for a while, no one dares to guarantee that something will happen.

For this reason, the goddess took him into the kingdom of God several times, without reproach or persuasion, but only forcibly let him sleep in the kingdom of God, because she knew that Shuer had reached the point where she could sleep in peace only here. Perhaps it is precisely because of the behavior of the goddess that Shuer has been able to persist to this day, and if there is no safe haven where he can temporarily let his guard down, then Shuer's prospects are not optimistic.

But fortunately, both the goddess and Shuer knew very well that everything was coming to an end, as long as they gritted their teeth and persisted for a few more months, and after the ritual was over, they could get rid of this nightmarish suspicion, so Lord Luna didn't explain Xiu'er too much, and Shu'er didn't find a way to vent his stress through other ways.

Lady Diana, the Lady of the Silver Moon, has always been concerned about Shuer's spirit, and has sensitively discovered Shuer's abnormality, although she didn't know that he was on the verge of collapse so serious, she also knew that he was very wrong, so she sent her own apostles to warn. It's a pity that she doesn't understand the reason for Shuer's abnormality, but fortunately, Shuer has already discovered her mistake at that time and got out of the state of doubting everything, otherwise her kindness may attract Xiu'er's high suspicion, which will increase Xiu'er's pressure.

There is no doubt that the reason why Shuer is in this situation, every day as if facing the enemy and suspecting everything, is the existence of the observer, the observer's sight is too terrible, if the other party is still a god, it is even more terrifying, almost unstoppable, all actions may be exposed to the sight of observation, wanting to hide from the observer, not letting the other party discover his intentions, it is almost an impossible task, but Xiuer must be completed, after all, it is related to the safety of the world of the distorted void, so Xiuer can only do his best, regardless of the cost, even if he is about to become a madman。

For Shule, in addition to the almost unavoidable sight, the key is the uncertainty of identity, which is possible for everyone, but even so, Shul has made many guesses about the possible identity of the observer in his mind, trying to rank all the possibilities of identifying possible candidates in various ways. But no matter how they are sorted, there are two positions among the gods that have always been fixed, among which the deity with the lowest probability is always Lady Luna, the Dark Moon Lady, and there is only one deity with the highest probability, which is Kaeya, the Mother Earth.

Mother Earth is the oldest deity, born before the appearance of all gods, no god has witnessed her birth, and as a god, she is free from the gods, does not interfere in the development process of the whole world, and only comes forward to adjust the direction of development at the most critical time, in other cases, she is indifferent to everything, does not fight for believers, does not fight for interests, and does not even take the protection of the world as a clear purpose like Lord Luna, she just exists, like an outsider existence, watching the changes of the situation with a cold eye.

This is already very suspicious, and more importantly, she is the first god to propose that she can try to create a lower world in the dream realm of the gods, and she guides Shur step by step into her dream, through the dream world to test the feasibility of the ritual, without her guidance, I am afraid that no mortal or god can come up with such a solution.

Therefore, in Shule's opinion, the Mother Earth is so suspicious that Shule had to put her at the top of the list of suspicions from the beginning, so to speak, all of Shure's confusing behaviors over the past year or so have regarded Kaea of Mother Earth as an imaginary enemy, and almost all of his actions are to avoid the observation of Mother Earth.

Of course, now Shull knows that he is wrong, but the fault is on the other side, not on the choice of the observer, in fact, Shul still thinks that Lord Kaeya is the most likely observer, and many temptations when he came before were just to test the attitude of the other party.

Even in the silence of half an hour just now, Shuer was still thinking in his heart, how to test whether the other party was an observer, how to admit his mistakes, how to deal with many intricate problems, thinking very complicated, and preparing at least ten methods.

However...... Listening to the meaning of Kaeya's words, he was already very clear about his suspicions, and he didn't need his temptation at all, so he directly and vaguely admitted his identity, so what have I been struggling with this year? Then what did I think about frantically for half an hour just now? It was like a punch full of strength in the air, and Shuer was so suffocated that he almost vomited blood, and he only felt that his blood vessels were beating wildly.

"You've always suspected that I have the same identity as you in my dreams, well, yes, I admit it, I am. Mistress Kaeya said lightly, "Your expression...... Why, isn't it weird? I really don't want other beings to know about this kind of thing, but it's not because it's a secret, it's just unnecessary, if you had asked me directly a year ago, I would have told you at the time, and if you didn't ask directly, I could only think of it. ”

"Huh, so it's my fault?"

"Otherwise, do you want me to chase you and say, look at me, I'm a monitor, I'm really a monitor, I'm a monitor, I'm very powerful? Mistress Kaeya sighed and said helplessly, "Do you think it's possible?"

Shure pressed his forehead weakly, completely unable to refute.

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