The first time I sent a leaflet, I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say.

People send leaflets, ask for monthly passes, ask for rewards, ask for recommendation tickets, ask for subscriptions.....

But when I sent the leaflet, I was full of enthusiasm and ushered in a basin of cold water that was cold to the bone marrow.

Confused,

be dumbfounded

Unbelievable!

This is who I am today.

Very embarrassed and disappointed.

"What about your readers?"

"This is your favorite subject!"

"Demon Lord, that's your Adam's label!"

Countless questions made me not know what to say, and my mouth was full of bitterness.

How do I explain this?

Please, tell me how I can face my pride.

My self-esteem, in today's world, is not broken at all.

I don't know what I've done wrong, I don't even dare to be a little negligent! I don't dare to write a new plot, I don't dare to add too many new settings! I don't dare to let Brother Yan lose his original style!

I walked on thin ice, step by step, cautiously.

Ridiculous, I still fell into the abyss and couldn't survive.

......

I remember you saying to me that if this book comes out again, as long as Bai Yan returns, you will definitely bring him back to his glory.

I did it

I was going to write another subject for the third book,

But I was under pressure to write again.

I sent the book again.

Just because, you told me, you need Brother Yan.

But.....

It's already half past 10 o'clock, and so far, today's subscription has only been maintained at 596 per average and 802 at Gaoding.

Yao remembers that Brother Yan was on the shelves for the first time, and the average order was 2600!

At the beginning, there were at least 3,000 people who supported Brother Yan!

But now, there are only 800 people......

Don't you want to spend a few cents!

Did I write it too badly, or did what you told me in the first place be false?

You have said that you need to speak in vain......

Reality is always so cruel, when you are most proud, mercilessly slap you in the face!

It's like when Brother Yan was forced to leave me!

It's really ridiculous, before it was put on the shelves, I thought that Brother Yan had at least 3,000 people who would support him, and I thought that at least 3,000 people would be inseparable from Bai Yan, just like me, waiting for him to come back one day.

This is a slap in the face that reality has given me.

The slap was loud,

without mercy

Makes me embarrassed.

......

I'm in pain, and I want to ask the 2,200 people who left, what made you choose to leave Bai Yan, did you wait too long, or did I do something wrong?

Say yes to fight side by side together, give you my long sword, and we will walk together to the peak of the envy of thousands of people.

Let us proudly say: "Look! That book was sent by me with all my heart's content! That glory belongs to me!"

But before the battle began, you were gone.

Turning around without mercy, leaving the rest of us in place, alone.

......

Some people are gone, some people don't support Bai Yan anymore, I don't blame them, I blame myself for not writing well enough, blame me for being poor, blame me for being unqualified, blame me for not being good enough!

But I won't forget what I said.

Even if......

Even if there is only one person, it needs to be said in vain!

I'm done writing it too, and I'm doing my best!

Take a deep puff of your cigarette.

I don't want to say too much, and I won't blame everyone.

I owe Bai Yan an ending, and I owe old readers an explanation.

Those who go, let's go.

What if only 800 people are left?

Lao Tzu has an army of 800 Dria families!

Slaughter the gods and destroy the Buddha!

Put out this cigarette and send another chapter later.

I'm not going to give up.

Look, I'm going to climb up.

With my hands that have been tapping the keyboard countless times, I want to support Brother Yan and send him to the top!

Even if this road makes me embarrassed, even if it is my blood shed all the way, even if the pain is sprinkled in my arms, I will send him up.

In plain words, it is us!

I want to be a demon in this life,

Never give up!

Don't break the sky, never return!