Chapter 54: The Letter

"I said, "My grandfather sent you the letter without a name. Xin'er repeated.

"Brush!" tears burst out of the principal's eyes. The two words that he had tried to hide were mentioned again. The scenes of that year are constantly replaying in my mind like a movie. Unconsciously, the headmaster smiled, the corners of his mouth rose to accept the falling tears, tears seeped into his mouth, mixed with a trace of bitterness spread in his mouth, and his own thoughts, like tears in his mouth, gradually spread from his mind to his whole body.

Liang Xuansheng leaned against the door, and his heart was also full of thoughts. Nameless, this is a word that he doesn't want to mention in his life but wants others to mention to the principal, and now it is actually mentioned by a little girl who claims to be an anonymous granddaughter, for a while, Liang Xuansheng has mixed feelings in his heart. At this time, he wanted to go into the house to see what was going on, how much he wanted to grab Xin'er and ask clearly, and how much he wanted to hide outside the house and eavesdrop. But he couldn't, or rather, he didn't want to, he couldn't bear to do anything bad to the headmaster, maybe because of his personality, or maybe for some other reason, and now he just leaned against the door, sealing his hearing. He pulled out the yellowed cigarette case from his bosom, and there were only a few cigarettes left in the box. Liang Xuansheng took out one at random and lit it and put it in his mouth to breathe slowly, because it had been stored for too long, the cigarette had long lost the taste of tobacco, but Liang Xuansheng still smoked very hard, and he didn't care if the smoke swirled in his head. It wasn't until the last cigarette was smoked that he turned around. He sighed silently, showed a wry smile, and stared quietly at the door.

The principal slowly stood up, didn't bother to wipe the tears on his face, grabbed Xin'er's shoulder and asked, "Nameless him, is he okay?"

When it comes to namelessness, Xin'er can no longer control her emotions, two lines of tears crossed the corners of her eyes, but she is still very stubborn and said in a tone as calm as possible: "Grandpa, he, go." ”

Hearing this, the principal's heart instantly became cold, and he took Xin'er's hand and said urgently: "Go, where are you going?"

Xin'er kept wiping the tears on her face and said, "I don't know, grandpa disappeared after leaving a letter." ”

Looking at Xin'er who was constantly crying, the principal couldn't bear to cry with her anymore, silently helped Xin'er wipe the tears on her face, and said gently: "Child, don't cry yet, tell me what happened." ”

Later, Xin'er gave a detailed account of the contents of the letter she left behind after disappearing without a name, and how she came here after that.

Xin'er explained everything very carefully, but she didn't say what she felt at the time. The principal listened carefully while silently helping Xin'er wipe away her tears. When Xin'er finished speaking, the principal gently took Xin'er into his arms and said distressedly: "Child, it's really hard for you." ”

A woman's embrace is always so warm and healing. Especially the embrace of mature women, revealing the brilliance of motherhood, no matter how cold a person, no matter how hard the ice will be melted by this warm embrace.

The principal's embrace was as sincere as a nameless embrace, and as warm as the queen mother's embrace, as if there were countless suns that melted the ice in Xin'er's heart, illuminated her dim eyes, and moistened her parched heart. At this time, Xin'er could no longer control her emotions, and her long-suppressed emotions were released at this moment, and she leaned on the principal's arms and cried loudly. The cry was so desolate, so painful, so sad that it poured into the principal's mind, so that the principal couldn't control himself from crying with Xin'er.

After a long time, Xin'er stopped crying, and the principal withdrew her tears. Xin'er slowly raised her head to look at the principal, and only then did she see the principal's appearance clearly.

The eyes are not big or small, the eyelashes are not long or short, the bridge of the nose is not stiff or collapsed, the lips are not thin or thick, and there are some wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, forehead, and mouth, but it is harmless, in general, it is an ordinary but very attractive face.

The traces of time crept on her face for another forty or fifty years. But her gut tells her that she may have maintained this appearance for hundreds of years. The principal looked at Xin'er with a smile and stroked Xin'er's cheek. This long-lost touch reminded Xin'er of her mother's love for her when she was young, and she felt sad and warm in her heart.

"Kid, what's your name. The headmaster asked.

"My name is Tian Xin'er, just call me Xin'er. Xin'er said.

The principal stroked Xin'er's hair and said, "Little Xin'er, has he ever mentioned me nameless?"

"Yes, grandpa often mentioned Grandma Lu to me! he often said......"

"Wait. The headmaster interrupted Xin'er, "What did you just call me?" ”

"Grandma Lu. Xin'er said uneasily, "Don't you like people to call you that?"

The principal shook his head and said, "No, it's just that I haven't heard someone call me that for a long time, I'm just a little happy, I'm sorry I just interrupted you, keep going, just call me Grandma Lu in the future." ”

Xin'er nodded with a smile and continued: "Grandpa often said that Grandma Lu used to be very good to him, but he didn't have a chance to repay you, he was very sorry for you, and asked me to repay you for him if I see Grandma Lu in the future." ”

Hearing this, Lu Mingyan couldn't help but feel a little complicated in his heart, and he didn't know whether he was happy or sad: You are a negative man, did I do those things for you to ask you for something in return? I just want to ask for your answer. Now that you're in my world again, but this time it's your granddaughter who comes to me, how long will you be in my heart?

"What else did he tell you?" Lu Mingyan continued.

"Grandpa told me a lot of things and taught me a lot of skills......

After that, the principal asked many questions one after another, and Xin'er answered truthfully, including where she came from, how she met Nameless, and told Lu Mingyan all these years of experience. Lu Mingyan knew that Xin'er did not belong to this plane, she was the granddaughter of an unknown person, and she couldn't help but feel even more distressed about Xin'er in her heart.

"Xiao Xin'er, you will be my precious granddaughter in the future, if anyone dares to bully you, you tell grandma, and grandma will help you settle accounts with her immediately!" Lu Mingyan touched Xin'er's head and said.

"Hmm, thank you, Grandma Lu! Hehe, I have a grandma. Xin'er smiled and nodded.

Although the nameless departure left an unhealable wound in Xin'er's heart, but the recognition of Lu Mingyan's grandson made Xin'er's heart rely on it again, although Nameless's position in Xin'er's heart is still unshakable, but the arrival of Grandma Lu at least makes Xin'er's inner ice gradually melt.

"Xiao Xin'er, can you show that letter to grandma?" Lu Mingyan said.

Xin'er nodded, took out the brand-new and warm envelope from her arms and handed it to the principal, the principal took the envelope with a slightly trembling hand, and after barely calming down, she began to inject magic into the letter little by little, because she knew that this letter was only written to two people, when Xin'er was injected with magic, it was a letter to Xin'er, and when she was injected with magic, it was a unique letter written to herself anonymously.

The letter wrote: Xiao Yan, I haven't seen you for a long time, two hundred and thirty-five years, seven months and fifteen days have passed, I thought I would never come to please you in the future, but I didn't expect to come to please you in the end, and again I want to say sorry to you first.

You must hate me very much, I hate myself too, I hate myself for being ruthless, I hate myself for being weak, I hate myself for being pretentious. I began to hate myself since I said goodbye, in fact, you and I are very clear about each other's intentions, but I have not expressed my position, even if you choose to say it directly, I choose to escape, so many years, I have been thinking, if I said those three words to you, will my life change? If I said those three words to you, will my life be happier? If I said those three words to you, will we have a lovely granddaughter like Xin'er?

It's a pity that there is no if, let alone the beginning. When the past is like dust, the future is far away, and I can only prepare for the present. After living for so long, I have long seen the reality, but I still love life, and I have long been free of worries, but I still have a lot of reluctance. Among them, Xin'er and you are the two people I am most reluctant to let go of.

But I can't take care of Xin'er anymore, and I don't have the face to see you. I can only ask you to take good care of Xin'er for me, and at the same time take care of yourself, and don't try to cross that hurdle. You know, I've been in love with you since the day you saved me, but I've been suppressing that emotion, and it wasn't until the day I left that I realized that I was deeply in love with you, but I was destined to never see you again, I was nameless and never owed anyone, but only to you, I owe too much, too much to repay, just owe more, if there is an afterlife, I will repay you well.

The payment is nameless.

After reading the letter, Lu Mingyan felt a little warm in his heart: You are a negative man, you don't owe me anything, and I don't need you to give me anything in return, I just need the reply in your letter. And now it is two hundred and thirty-six years, one month and twenty-eight days. You have a bad heart and you have everything ready so early, it really hasn't changed at all.