It's finally over.

I apologize to all readers, because this book, in the middle and late stages, is too far from what I expected.

Or to put it simply, it just collapsed, and I didn't write what I wanted to write at all.

Maybe it was not long after it was put on the shelves, when the grades were better than the previous book, my mentality was not stable, and I kept thinking about what readers wanted to see, so I looked at the comments, listened to the feedback, changed the outline, and gradually went crooked.

Later, I found out that I couldn't pull it back, and I couldn't find the feeling.

You may not believe it, but I haven't looked at the subscription data in the background since the beginning of December last year, just two months after the book was first put on the shelves.

I didn't dare to watch it, I felt miserable, and I was afraid that my mentality would collapse even more after watching it.

For example, when I wrote about the previous Immortal Sect Great Devil, I also found that it was different from what I thought at the beginning of the book, but it was all negotiable and could be changed little by little.

But this book really made me desperate.

Maybe it's because the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment, so my mentality collapsed too much, resulting in the last month, which was really like squeezing toothpaste, and it took me to squeeze it hard.

Sitting in front of the computer for one night a day, only writing 4,000 words, or even taking several days off work a month, I really didn't dare to think that I would be so depressed.

But it also has something to do with some family problems in my life.

I'm almost thirty years old, and I wasn't in a hurry, but some things have happened, and now the pressure of a family is all on me, which also causes me to be a little nervous.

That's all for this book, at least, I've thought about eunuchs countless times, and I insisted, and in the case of writing as much as possible, I wrote an ending, which can be regarded as an explanation.

Although the people who saw the ending may be only a fraction of the peak of the peak, after all, I originally had the hope of hitting the boutique, and then fell directly to the bottom.

But it's all gone, time can't be reclocked, can't be rewritten, and I can only hope that the next book will do better.

And for the next book, the idea is already there.

It should be half a month later, and it may have to change the theme.

I feel like I don't have enough things in my head to write about fantasy all the time, mainly because I'm too busy and have too little time to watch other recharges.

I don't know if I haven't had time to change the problem of reading too few books in the future, because after finishing this book, I'm going to start a business.

I've done business a few times before, and I'm good at management, and I've been quite successful.

So my family and people I know have high expectations for me, and they don't want me to write part-time with a dead salary.

In fact, it is still written about this part-time job, even if you try not to say it on the face, but it is still looked down upon.

I often sit in poor health, fall into a problem, have a low income, and so on.

For someone like me, who has written millions of words to LV3, it is indeed impossible to refute.

Although I am interested, I really don't have the confidence to insist on myself.

Of course, I know that many authors have lower incomes than me, and even in other industries, there are many people who use love to generate electricity among the current live broadcasts and video UP masters.

But I can't afford it.

My mother is seriously ill and needs a lot of money, and the family wants me to make money.

It's such a simple logic of cause and effect, so I can only choose, take the money I earned before, go to the sea and fight again.

I'm not short of money right now, so I'm not selling badly.

It's just that my family's expectations for me are too high and too high, and I can't even reach the passing mark if I work for one or two thousand a month.

Seeing a million doctors at every turn, decorating a house and getting married a million is really not something that an ordinary office worker, a middle-aged Ben San who is forced to quickly carry the burden and pass on the family lineage as soon as possible can afford it.

It's really tragic, because I think that many people have enough money to live with my income.

But the family used to be richer, but then the family fell into the middle, resulting in parents' expectations are really very high.

I can't argue with anything, and I can't say anything about my parents.

After all, I should do my best to give them the life they want, which is the responsibility of one of my sons.

So, let's fight.

This time, I started a business, and I invested a lot of money.

I also want to write a book at the same time, to write a better and more popular book.

Now I, if I have an idea and mentality, the speed of code words or something, is much faster than before.

So time or something, I believe that as long as you squeeze it, there will always be.

While the business is still being prepared after the New Year, I will hurry up to supplement some nutrition and strive to open a new book within half a month.

No matter how tiring and difficult it is to juggle both at the same time, at least at my age, I am far from the time to salt.

Like my book, in the middle of the year, I also wanted to write that everyone is like a dragon and that martial arts are prosperous.

I didn't write this taste, but in the end, I hope everyone can have a smooth career and family.

Step up your game.