(Preface) at a glance like a dream

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(A glance is like a dream, Wen is like spring)

I've seen a face that keeps me awake at night, or one that I can't forget after thousands of years of going around and around.

I remember that day it rained a lot in Qincheng, such weather is rare here, when I passed by Qishan Academy with my qin, I saw her side, the plain rhombus gauze covered her face, and it was not her face, but she was trapped, her eyes were rippling, like the ripples of spring water, soft and faint in the sky, she avoided my gaze, bowed her head, and retreated to the long carved fence corridor, only a blink of an eye, hidden at the door, and disappeared......

That was the first time I saw her.

When we meet again, it has been late autumn, I returned to Qindi, that day the light rain continued, when I met her, I would also meet the rain, she had taken off the plain yarn, slightly wrinkled the thin leaf willow eyebrows, with the extremely good-looking eyes of the twins, I recognized it at a glance.

I didn't hold an umbrella that day, and I recklessly broke under her eaves, even though I was still a few steps away from her, she seemed to be disturbed, and hurriedly retreated a few steps, and the rain flowing down from the eaves soaked her purple clothes, like soaked ink, and fainted. I won't be disturbed, just stand still and hide from the rain.

"The little girl eunuch, in the early summer, I heard the son in the inn and the Hengshan Taoist fighting the piano, "the first to speak, it was her, I was a little stunned," although the Taoist is a step higher, from his piano sound, but can not hear the feelings in the sound of the child's qin, the son's qin music is full of joys and sorrows, the mountains are high and the water is long, will make the listener happy and worried, indulge in the mountains and rivers. ”

I never thought that she was such a bosom friend, everyone only knew that I was good at the piano, and did not understand my piano intentions, and always thought that I was a pampered family without disease*, but did not understand the freedom and feelings I meant, and she was such a woman who fascinated me.

Xiaosheng Wen Ruchun, thank you for the girl's praise, just listened to the girl's tasting, I think the girl must also be a good piano person, dare to ask the girl's family where she lives, and choose a day to visit. "I was a little more bold and sincerely wanted to invite her to play the piano with me another day, but I was ashamed to say that I had long been in love with her, so I didn't want to propose marriage......

"I ......" she looked embarrassed, as if she intended to avoid me, and looked up at the getting late, "It's inconvenient for me to reveal, it's not early, the family should be in a hurry, I should go back, if there is fate, we will meet again." ”

She didn't stay any longer, and left in the rain, disappearing into the fog......

Later, Qishan Academy was abandoned for a long time, and I often met her here, she always wore that light purple dress, and her makeup was the same every day, I always thought that she had stayed here and never left.

"Eunuch, would you marry me?" I wasn't completely sure whether she would ignore my proposal, but I knew for myself that I was in love with her, and I had never forgotten her since that early summer glimpse, and her smile was so domineering that I filled my whole heart, and I never pretended to be anyone but her.

She was silent for a long time, then stood up and stared into the distance without looking at me, "It's getting late, Childe should go back early, if there is a fate...... If only there was a fate......"

She choked up.

I tried to hold her in distress, but as I took her into my arms, she scattered like a cloud of smoke, and there was no trace of her, and I fainted and woke up again, I don't know how much time had passed, and I didn't know what had happened here......

In the years that followed, I always felt a depressed pimple in my heart, and there was such a woman who accompanied me to play the piano in the forest...... But she seems to have left me, but I always believe that she must have her own troubles, and I don't care if she will come back, but I have never said a word of lovesickness, which is really regrettable.

(At a glance like a dream.

If there is a fate...... Fate is such a thing, it's wonderful.

He doesn't know anything about me, and he can't even tell if I'm a human or a ghost, so it's probably no wonder that he met for the first time, I was obviously a human, but I was just created to make people, and when I met him again, I was already separated by yin and yang.

Thinking that day the inn douqin made me think of him, and I lost my mind, and the way he stroked the qin was really like the immortal who fell from the clouds and landed in front of me, and I looked for him from the inn to go up the mountain so stupidly, just to look at him. It rained heavily that day, and I always remember that I was face to face with him but it was like being separated by thousands of trees and mountains, he was handsome and handsome, and his temperament was clear, as if he was a little more refined than that person.

It's as if my memory is still him except him.

It's easy to go up the mountain and difficult to go down, but on this way back, I actually cut myself off, and the rain that day was really flooding, so big that when I opened my eyes again, it was no longer me.

He shouldn't have expected that the only daughter of the county magistrate, Zhao Eunniang, was me.

I became a lonely ghost, wandering here every day, he didn't recognize me as a ghost when I saw again, it also rained that day, he quietly appeared next to me, I could hear his suppressed breathing, his heartbeat, even the birds in the depths of the mountains and forests fled and fluttered their wings, he didn't know, I really wanted to get into his arms and hide from the rain with him......

I haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss it very much......

I don't dare to continue with those lives that are at ease after encountering, how can there be a big living person who can mess with a wild ghost day by day, I know that my soul is growing stronger day by day, and his spirit is weakening day by day.

The day I left him, it finally didn't rain again. Through the darkness of the night, I turned into a wisp of white smoke and quietly disappeared into his arms, which was the warmest place in the world. I'm afraid to see him wake up dejected, so I might as well forget about it.

A few years later, when I saw him in the county seat, he didn't recognize me at all, he just stroked the piano and looked up at me, "Girl, where have we met?"

"I've never met. "He rarely plays the piano anymore, and he no longer loves the piano as much as he used to, so I naturally don't want to disturb him, and I laugh back, it's really like a meeting in the water.

I heard that he already has a favorite girl, who is Ge Gong's only daughter, Ge Lianggong, who is well-behaved and moving, and is also a person who understands the piano, he and the two are in love, but they were broken up by Ge Gong.

I sat on his wall every day, watching him sigh sadly, and I couldn't bear it, so I made a match.

"Because of hatred, I turn my mind and think about it, and I turn my love upside down every day. Begonias are drunk, willows are injured, and they are generally embraced. Even with the new sorrow and the old sorrow, it will be like green grass. Since parting, only in the days of helplessness, the degree will be dusk. Today, the spring mountain is ruined, looking through the autumn water, and the road has been abandoned! Fang Yu is jealous of the dream, the jade leak is frightened, how can you sleep well? It is said that the long night is like a year, and the year is not even less: it has been three years since the third watch, and who is not old!

I secretly filled in this bold and vulgar song "Cherish Yu Chun", and secretly passed it on among them, so that the two of them could understand each other's minds. I secretly hid my embroidered shoes under the seat of the son of Liu Buzheng, who came to ask for marriage, so that Ge Gong thought that this life was prodigal and avoided the marriage of a good worker......

He and Lianggong after those ups and downs, finally married, a hundred years of good practice, I seem to have let go of the regret of not being able to love him, people and ghosts after all, after all, people and ghosts have different paths, if this can not be loved, I would rather the rest of his life, and the person he loves to walk all over the mountains and rivers, listen to forty days of rain and rain......

"Girl, I have seen you many times, and I know that you must be secretly helping us," and on the day of the wedding, I watched the guests in the courtyard get drunk and babble gibberish, and it was very funny, while he took his new wife and stood in front of me, "I wonder if the girl will be willing to stay, and let me and my husband and wife repay your kindness." ”

I was stunned for a long time now, could it be that after all this time, he could still see me? Sure enough, the good worker on the side looked puzzled, puzzled by his behavior. My heart was about to be crushed at that moment, but I also smiled faintly and shook my head, "Jun Qinse is good, and he knows each other; If there is fate, you can meet in the next life. ”

I turned around and left there, even I didn't know why I was in tears, obviously I pushed him away with my own hands, why did I give up, why did I have nostalgia, why did I still imagine a life without him in my heart......

Before stepping into the reincarnation, Meng Po sat at the head of the bridge and gently handed me a bowl of soup, she said that it is better to forget all about this life and life, and it is better to be full of worries and pains...... She also said that after entering this reincarnation, she will be another person in the next life, regardless of the past, regardless of right and wrong.

I drank that bowl of soup, it was extremely sweet, and even Meng Po was born so beautiful. Not only that, but the things I remembered at the last moment were all willing, and of course, him.

Meng Po stretched out her hand, caught the last tear of my life, and let me go with satisfaction.

Wen Ruchun, if there is fate, you and I can get together in another life.

(List like a dream, Ge Lianggong)

In the first winter after getting married, there was a lot of snow, and the whole Qin land was white, and even the rolling mountains were covered with dense wind, and for a time the heavy snow closed the roots of the mountains and no one walked the mountain road. After dinner that day, he insisted on going up the mountain like a demon, and everyone tried to dissuade him, but instead of listening, he fought hard, and he grabbed my hand, and held it tightly, and the eyes that looked at me were so determined, and he eagerly told me that there was a man waiting for him on the mountain, and he had been waiting for him for a long time......

Everyone said that Wen Gongzi was evil, and they scattered in fear.

"She's dead, no one is waiting for you......"

When he heard my words, his eyes were full of astonishment, and he grasped my hand tighter, and then suddenly he let go of his hand, and staggered into the room alone, muttering to himself, "It's true......

I had the privilege of meeting her on the day of marriage, Ruchun led me to toast her and thank her for her grace. She is dressed in purple, with a decent smile, gentle eyes, beautiful and a little peerless and independent arrogance, but a woman can naturally see many things that are hidden, she loves like spring, it is undeniable, I know that she is different from ordinary people, so I pretend that I can't see her, and sure enough, I see her relaxed.

She took the wine of Ruchun, drank it all, and probably said something that was happy for each other, how could I not understand, if I love someone, how can I be willing to give him away, she is also because of the separation of yin and yang, there is no other way, so we are fulfilled.

"Good work, today's spring is really good. ”

Spring is coming, such as spring probably finally forgot the dream in the winter, that day he was different from usual, the look was exceptionally good to look at the good mood, he held my hand in the yard to enjoy the flowers, I don't know why he preferred to welcome spring, I just smiled at him to tidy up the messy shirt.

"Lianggong, help me take out the piano, I suddenly want to play the piano. His gentle gaze fell on my face and only flattered me.

But just as I turned a few steps, one of them tripped over a branch and was about to fall to the ground, and the people in the distance also screamed......

When I opened my eyes, I fell into a warm embrace, and I smelled the fragrance of spring hidden in my arms, "Ruchun! are you alright?"

It turned out that he caught me with his whole body, and he fell to the ground first, and I fell into his arms, pillowed his wrist, but his wrist rubbed blood.

"Don't get in the way, you're fine, get up, I won't play the piano. Ruchun helped me up, his expression was a little painful, and he only frowned slightly, not wanting to be discovered.

Since then, he said that he would stop playing the piano, but he never played it again, until his Yuhuiqin was gray and dusty, and the strings were broken, and he never took it out again...... Even when others play the piano, he will not stop to listen to it, but just pass by in a hurry.

"Ruchun, I brought you Yuhui, look at ......"

Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted me, "Yuhui is useless with me, you can give it away." ”

"Like Spring......

"Good work, I'm tired, go back to the room first. ”

I think he is probably really tired, because there is no one in this world who he wants to touch the piano anymore, and why should he waste time in the face of these people who don't understand? Even me, just a layman around me, how can it be so good that he forgets her, I will probably work hard all my life, and there will be no results......

I really gave Yuhui away, to the pedestrians who were in a hurry at the ferry, and he should have taken Yuhui far away, so far away that Ruchun would never find it.

At dusk that day, I saw him standing at the ferry for a long time, and the wind blowing in the distance blew the river, and the waves were jagged, and the blood-colored remnant sun was reflected in the water like a huge red carp in the day.

"The wind is blowing. "I put a cloak on him, and the spring wind is still very strong.

"Good work, you go back, it's windy outside. He gently took my hand in his own and rubbed it for me.

I don't know why I burst into tears, and why I feel that even the tip of my heart hurts, obviously not like this, it was clear that you and I were in love back then, and it was clear that you wanted to marry me for the rest of your life, why after she came, you were alienated from me and neglected me, Wen Ruchun, it should not be like this......

"Good Works......

I suddenly felt myself in a warm embrace, it was Ruchun who pulled me in, I seemed to be completely intoxicated in an instant, I couldn't extricate myself, I probably forgot what the temperature of one of his hugs was......

"I'm sorry I wronged you. ”

I thought I was keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon, but I didn't keep anything......

I always think again, maybe in the next life, I will meet you first, how good it would be.

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