One sentence is a little bleak, and it is very distressing.

Jiaoyue didn't want to say anything, so she only carefully supported Hua Zhen.

Qin Huai was just about to come over to see Hua Zhen, and when Jiang Fu helped her out, his face suddenly changed: "Zhen'er, what are you going to do, the injuries on your body are not healed yet, you should lie on the bed and rest." ”

Hearing this, Hua Zhen looked at Qin Huai with a complicated look in her eyes, and it was only for a moment, so she moved her gaze away: "I'm fine." ”

As he spoke, he went down the stairs.

Every step would involve a wound, and she couldn't help frowning slightly.

Jiang Fu was even more cautious, for fear that if she was not careful, Hua Zhen's injuries would become more and more serious.

helped Hua Zhen downstairs and walked directly towards the room where Xiao Huaijin was lying.

Before I entered the door, I smelled blood mixed with the smell of medicine.

Lu Wei had already gone back to wash, and only Aunt Zhou was watching from the side.

Hearing the movement and watching Hua Zhen come out, Aunt Zhou couldn't help but feel a slight sour nose, and hurriedly stepped forward to hug Hua Zhen: "Princess, why are you doing this?"

Hearing this, Hua Zhen didn't speak, but just sat down on the chair next to the bed with Aunt Zhou's support, and looked at Xiao Huaijin who had her eyes closed on the bed.

His face was the same as he remembered, but he was a little thinner and a little haggard.

It was the first time in so long time she had actually seen his face.

I couldn't help but reach out and touch his cheek, but as if I was burned, I withdrew my hand.

How many nights when I dreamed back and saw his face, tears wet my pillow.

When it seems real, it's just your own dreams.

Seeing that Xiao Huaijin really appeared in front of him, really lying on the bed, Hua Zhen felt that everything was as unreal as a dream.

I couldn't tell whether I was happy or resentful, I just looked at Xiao Huaijin.

Jiang Fu looked at Hua Zhen like this, and her tears couldn't help falling.

Afraid that Hua Zhen would see it and make her sad, she turned away.

Aunt Zhou also sighed, pulled Jiang Fu out of the door, and stood guard at the door.

The room was completely quiet, only Xiao Huaijin, who was pale on the bed, seemed to have some heavy breathing.

From time to time it came to her ears.

Reaching out to hold Xiao Huaijin's somewhat cold hand, tears fell from her eyes: "Did you say that God likes to play tricks on people, it was I who wanted to calculate you and deliberately let my grandfather reveal the news to lure you forward." Then you came, and I thought I had done it right.

Later, I found out that it was not that I had calculated you, but that I had been calculated by you, and I used the Heavenly Decree to lure you forward, but you were calculated. At that time, I was really annoyed, and the feeling of being calculated was really uncomfortable.

But then you said you liked me and said you wanted to marry me, do you know what I thought at that time?

When I heard you say those words, I didn't believe it at first, but then I did, and I believed that you really have me in your heart. I thought why not give it a try, why not give my heart to you, so I accept you.

Even put myself in your shoes. I know that your father is unwilling to remain in Yanbei all the time, and he is not willing to be only a courtier of the Great Liang, so I thought about taking the world for you and planning for you.

It's just that I didn't expect that all that I thought was true, what I thought was right, ended up being just a game, a game of chess. I'm one of the pawns, and you're the one who plays chess.

They all said I should hate you, and they all thought I should hate you, but I didn't.

It was just a contest, and from the very beginning we met it was a contest and a calculation, and I just lost. Winning or losing, I have nothing to hate. Although we don't hate, we can never go back to the past, or even to the time when we didn't know each other, because of how many people's lives and blood are between you and me.

That's not crossable, you know. ”

Hua Zhen said, her voice was very soft and soft, looking at Xiao Huaijin, tears fell on the back of his hand.

"I shouldn't have come to see you, but today is the last time I see you, whether you live or die today, you should go back to where you belong. Nanzhao is not what you should have come, and I hope you don't appear again in the future, so that it is best for you and me.

You and I are doomed, and we shouldn't see each other again. ”

There was endless silence.

Xiao Huaijin on the bed didn't know it, but when he heard it, his brows furrowed even deeper.

but they did not open their eyes.

Hua Zhen only felt that her eyes hurt a lot, and she looked at Xiao Huaijin's face a little blurry, knowing that if she continued like this, she was afraid that these eyes would be wasted.

Immediately stood up.

Outside the house, Jiang Fu heard the movement and hurriedly opened the door.

Seeing Hua Zhen's eyes red, she was suddenly startled: "Princess, your eyes." ”

Hearing this, Hua Zhen nodded: "Go back." ”

After speaking, he stretched out his hand, Jiang Fu subconsciously stepped forward to help, and then reacted.

Hua Zhen never does this on weekdays, even if she just went downstairs, she has never reached out like this.

Isn't she out of sight?

couldn't help but stretch out his hand and shake it in front of Hua Zhen's eyes.

Just looked at Hua Zhen and frowned: "Don't try, I'm not completely blind yet." ”

The words were light, but they made Jiang Fu cry instantly.

Aunt Zhou didn't expect that Xiao Huaijin's appearance would make Hua Zhen's eye disease more and more serious.

I regret a little in my heart, I shouldn't let her see her again, when she woke up, she lied to her that Xiao Huaijin never appeared, maybe it wasn't like that.

The pain in his heart became more and more painful, and no one noticed that Xiao Huaijin, who was lying on the bed, had tears running down the corners of his eyes, wetting the pillow.

Qin Huai stood outside the door and watched Jiang Fu help Hua Zhen out.

Seeing Hua Zhen's eyes red, he only felt as if his heart was being held in his hands, and the pain made him unable to breathe.

immediately stepped forward and stretched out his hand to hold Hua Zhen directly in his arms.

I walked very cautiously upstairs.

Put it on the bed and bend down to take off her shoes and socks for her.

Hua Zhen realized that she immediately stretched out her hand to stop it, but listening to Qin Huai's voice, she felt a little more sad: "I haven't done it once, and there is nothing else to worry about." ”

After speaking, he reached out and took off her shoes and socks, covered her with the quilt, and then sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Hua Zhen.

"Zhen'er, when can you be fair to me? I don't beg you to forget that he's in love with me, I just beg you not to torture yourself, that's all. As she spoke, she held Hua Zhen's hand, and tears fell and wet her palms.

Hua Zhen's body moved suddenly, looking at Qin Huai, his eyes were painful at the moment, and he couldn't see his face at all, he could only see a blurry face, and his eyes were full of blood red.

"You know that all I care about is you, since the original Luzhou side, I know this voice, I only like you. I am not afraid of anything for you, not even death, but I am afraid of you being injured. I'm afraid that when you're sad, I'm afraid you're sad, I'm afraid that when you're in pain, I can't replace you.

Zhen'er, I beg you, can you take pity on me, don't hurt yourself again. I really can't watch you hurt yourself so much anymore, I really can't watch you anymore. The voice trembled a little, holding Hua Zhen's hand, getting tighter and tighter.

Listening to Qin Huai's words, Hua Zhen only felt as if her heart had been hit hard by something.

These days, she deliberately pretended to turn a blind eye to Qin Huai's efforts, always thinking that this would make Qin Huai slowly die and choose to leave her.

But now seeing Qin Huai like this, she couldn't bear to pretend to be indifferent.

Tears fell down the corners of his eyes, and Xiao Huaijin's appearance slowly dissipated in his mind.

Qin Huai was revealing his figure.

His voice was a little hoarse, and he remembered in the room: "When I return to the royal capital, let my mother and grandmother prepare for family affairs." ”

This sentence made Qin Huai's body shake suddenly, and then he looked at Hua Zhen on the bed, his eyes were full of disbelief: "Zhen'er." ”

"If I didn't have you by my side, I probably don't know how long I've been dead, you have done so much for me, and I will take care of you for the rest of my life. Hua Zhen said that the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, but this smile was a little more bitter.

Qin Huai was overjoyed, and he couldn't wait to hug her into his arms.

But he was afraid of touching her wounds, so he just lay on his side on the bed and leaned on Hua Zhen's side: "Zhen'er, seriously, you are really willing to be my wife." ”

"Really. ”

When he said that, he only felt that his heart seemed to be blocked by something, and he didn't even feel good.

But he didn't want Qin Huai to see it, so he reached out and held Qin Huai's hand.

"When I go back, I will let my mother and grandmother prepare, but now in Nanzhao, there is no one to watch the ceremony, and the people in the General's Mansion are not your relatives, and they are somewhat desolate. ”

Hearing this, Qin Huai was lying beside her, but he shook his head with a smile: "It doesn't matter, as long as it's you, it doesn't matter what's on the side." ”

He turned his face sideways: "Zhen'er, let's move out after we get married." ”

"Okay, let's look for another mansion, I want to find a place with three waters, a courtyard, the outside of the courtyard wall is full of flowers and plants, and the yard is planted with fruit trees. When he had nothing to do, he sat under the tree and drank tea and read a book, and when the fruit was ripe, he picked it. Have one or two more fields, grow some vegetables by yourself, stay away from these mundane worlds, think about nothing, and live your own little life. Hua Zhen said, her eyes staring at the bed curtain above her head.

Qin Huai looked at Hua Zhen's side face, and was a little distracted for a while, this face seemed to have been seen thousands of times, and it had been engraved into his mind, but he would never get tired of looking at it.

"Okay, let's go find a quiet place, I will give you whatever you want, and I will accompany you wherever you want to go. Zhen'er, I will never fail you in this life. The sound was like a clear spring in a mountain stream, passing through Hua Zhen's ears.

But it made her heart bitter unspeakable.

Closing her eyes, the pain in her heart became more and more obvious, she could only endure it, not wanting Qin Huai to see it.

This decision was actually made a long time ago, wasn't it, she had done it as early as when she went to the valley to see Shen Yulin.

If he can come back alive, he will be with Qin Huai for the rest of his life.

If this is the case, why does his heart ache now, is it only because he is not the one lying beside him?

Seeing the tears in the corners of Hua Zhen's eyes, Qin Huai's heart hurt as if it had been pricked by a needle, and he paused for breathing.

Qiang smiled and covered the quilt for Hua Zhen, and tried to make his voice sound extremely calm: "Zhen'er, you are too tired, sleep for a while, I am here with you." ”