It has been almost a year since Xuanyi last went to Chang'an, and during this year, more than a dozen monks in Jialan Temple have tried their best to avoid mentioning the matter of Chang'an, for fear of making the abbot unhappy, and also afraid of provoking Xuanyi's feelings.

Although everyone didn't know what happened in Chang'an, they understood that Xuanyi's eyes that had become a demon were not obtained by chance, presumably, he had an extraordinary experience, and he couldn't open in his heart, turning into a cloud, so that his inner demon could not move in, and it didn't disappear for a long time to get to this point.

Judging from the attitude of arguing the truth and the performance of Shi Jian always sighing from time to time, most of the people's guesses are right.

The demons in his heart were to be eliminated, so he had to let go of Xuanyi himself. Although everyone wants to enlighten, if the parties do not cooperate, they have no way to start. They didn't even know the reason for Xuanyi's great change, how could they relieve his worries, at most they could only stare at him and chant more sutras and meditate more.

Fortunately, Xuan Yi listened to the words of the truth, and seemed to return his attention to Buddhist cultivation, guarding only one wooden fish every day, burning incense, chanting sutras, and meditating, as before, there was nothing abnormal.

But if someone observes carefully, they will find that when Xuanyi recites the scriptures, as long as someone outside the house worships the Buddha statue and hears their voices talking about Chang'an, he will stop chanting and listen silently.

No matter what they were saying, whether they were complaining about the weather in Chang'an or complaining about her husband's infidelity, Xuan Yi would listen carefully, and although his body was motionless, he was engrossed.

It seems that in this way, you can get closer to her, listen to the customs of Chang'an, listen to the fire trees and silver flowers of Chang'an, and imagine her smiling appearance, which has become Xuanyi's only pleasure.

What green lantern ancient Buddha, wooden fish and red lotus, are nothing more than self-deception.

The truth and interpretation are well understood, but there is no way to persuade each other. That stubborn child, what others say, never changes his mind. Only let time go by and erase the scars in his heart.

"You say, what kind of disease did the emperor get this time? Why does it seem that he can't even go to court?"

"This disease is menacing, and the emperor is only afraid that it will be ...... this time"

"Shhhh

"I heard that the city gate has been posted, and the talented people, doctors and witch doctors, and the masters will be called up, and as long as they can cure His Majesty's illness, they will be rewarded with ten thousand taels. ”

"Thinking about it this way, the emperor is only afraid that he is very sick this time, and it won't be that he is going to change the sky!"

"Eh, don't worry about it anymore. Your Majesty is blessed, and he is blessed with great blessings. ”

"I hope so. ”

Today is the Duanyang Festival again, according to the usual, many people from Chang'an also came, and they came to the Jialan Temple to worship the Buddha.

Xuanyi stopped chanting, although he was still sitting upright, he had already put his mind on something else.

"Your little master didn't come to Nanling this time?" said an old woman, with a very loud voice.

"It's almost the wedding date, the young lady is busy, and the master didn't come this time, so it is estimated that there are still many things to decide. The other was softer, but it sounded like a female voice of a certain age.

"Your young lady has a good life and can marry the son of the Huo family. This Huo family's momentum is fierce, presumably the little young master has a bright future, and he can protect the young lady for a lifetime. You subordinates may be able to get a little light. ”

"Don't dare to think about it, the most important thing is that Miss is happy. ”

The two walked away as they spoke, but they didn't know that their conversation had reached the ears of others word for word.

Shi Jian opened his eyes, secretly glanced at Xuanyi on the side, and saw him stand up, his eyes were sharp, as if he was going to eat people, he couldn't help but be startled, and wanted to catch up with him immediately.

"Let him go, make a scene, and finally be able to die. Bianzhen closed his eyes and said so, but the constricted brow still revealed the master's uneasiness.

Shi Jian looked at Xuanyi, who had run away, and shook his head, as if he was regretting and sighing.

Xuanyi was wearing a white Gebu monk's robe and a soap-colored gold-rimmed robe, but his steps were repeated, and he stepped fast, attracting everyone's attention.

They sighed, "This monk is so weird!" and went back to doing their own thing.

Xuanyi ran as fast as he could, running aimlessly, as if a dry throat and a burning waist and abdomen could stop his unwillingness, he ran out of Garan and ran across the long street.

When he came back to his senses, he found that he had come to the river, the one they had first met. As he walked down the long slope, he seemed to be able to find the pebble that had broken his forehead that day, and he seemed to be able to see the blood stained on the pebble.

"Eh, what a handsome little brother!" Xuan Yi heard a woman in green clothes calling him, he turned his head and saw the girl in his memory standing under the big sun, smiling at him.

She, one moment is the appearance of childhood, and the other is the appearance of growing up, and gradually the two looks overlap together.

"Shen Qingjun" walked to his side, stretched out his hand, touched his face, and said, "Xuanyi, you monk is so smart, how can you not know that my drunkard is not drinking?"

She said, "The plum blossom cake is delicious, I'll bring it to you to taste." ”

She said, "The moonlight is beautiful tonight, and I want to see it with you." ”

Then, she ran away, still giggling.

Xuanyi trotted to catch up, but stepped on the cold river, and the girl's appearance was broken into pieces in the water.

"I'm unwilling. He walked into the creek and let the water cover his body and endure the biting cold.

"I'm unwilling. He closed his eyes and frowned.

"I'm unwilling. ”

I gave up the gods and Buddhas, why did you give up me first?

"I'm unwilling. He thought of Shen Qingjun's wet eyes, bright red lips, fair neck, soft earlobes, and soft hair. He felt his blood surge, and his mouth already smelled of rust.

"I'm unwilling. "His heart hurt so badly that he bit through the ugly scar on his hand, and blood fell, and this time there was no small bowl, and the blood could not stain the river.

"I'm unwilling. "The river has reached my neck, but it still seems to be the same suffocation.

"I'm unwilling. He screamed, but only he could hear it.

As soon as Genichi returned to Garan, he only glanced at him, and his brows furrowed even tighter.

He didn't get better after a big fight. The action was like a walking corpse, and he couldn't listen to other people's words, only immersed in his own side of the world, just like his last few days in Chang'an Shen Mansion, without a spirit.

Shi Jian frowned, "Did we do something wrong?" ”

Bianzhen shook his head, "But he ...... It is our hope. ”

A few months later, the autumn air is crisp, the breeze is cool, and a little blowing seems to have a soothing effect.

Xuanyi stayed alone in the Buddhist hall, did not chant scriptures, did not meditate, he just sat in a daze.

Suddenly, a small pebble was thrown in from the window and hit Xuanyi's body.