Genesis 156220, May 14, sunny.

Last night I had a very strange dream, in the dream, I led a force of 100,000 men against another army, but my men were full of unknown faces, I don't know why I fought them, but I felt that there was a force in the dark manipulating my body to fight.

When I woke up from the dream, I looked out the window, and the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, and it was peaceful. The war is long over.

Yes, the war is long over, it's been ten years.

Genesis 156220, May 15, fine.

It was that dream again, the exact same dream, and I began to realize how unusual it was. But I can't say what was strange, I tried to remember that the armor worn by the soldiers in my dreams was not at all the armor of our own soldiers, and it was not the armor of any country I had seen in so many years of fighting.

I wanted to investigate, but I didn't know where to start.

Genesis 156220, May 20, cloudy.

It's been six days, and I've had the same dream every night, and it's even affected my life, and I was a little absent-minded in the early days.

I was a little irritated by this, so after dinner, I decided to go for a walk. As soon as I went out, I ran into an old friend, Zhang Lin.

He and I went to a tavern and sparked a conversation. He said that he was about to resign, and that there was a junior Gao Lie who could take over his class, and when I asked him about his future plans, he said that he wanted to see the outside world.

Is this so, it turns out that he thinks the palace is too stuffy.

That's right, with his character, the position of the commander of the Royal Forest Army is indeed too boring for him.

But just in time, he wants to go on a cloud tour, and I can just ask him to help me look things up.

I drew the armor in my dream and gave it to Zhang Lin to help me pay attention to it, and Zhang Lin was happy to help me with this, after all, he liked some things that he had never seen or were weird.

......

Genesis 156220, June 3, sunny

It's been almost twenty days, and that dream has been haunting me, but the difference is that my feelings in the dream are getting more and more real. It's as if I was slowly waking up to my previous memories in the dream, as if I was a person in the dream and the reality was a dream. However, as far as I know, there is still very little information.

At noon today, a family member came to report that the lord of a small town had visited. I didn't want to see him, but he asked the family to bring me a picture, saying that he knew what I was worried about lately, and came to help me out, so I let him in.

The person who came said that he was the city lord of Lingping City, named Ouyang Ce, and when I asked him what he knew, he didn't say. He handed me a ring and said it would lead me to the answer.

I asked him what his purpose was, and he said he wanted the same gift, but not for me.

With that, he left.

Genesis 156220, June 4th, light rain

That ring seemed to have a great mystery, and when I fell asleep with that ring, I could clearly understand whether I was in a dream or in reality, and by virtue of this, although I still couldn't control my actions, I still had to fight, but I could observe more details and figure out what this dream was trying to tell me.

Last night's dream didn't make me discover more, I only learned that this was a war of aggression, and I was on the side that was invaded.

Genesis 156220, June 27, light rain

When I woke up again, I had forgotten how many times I fell asleep today, and I spent most of my time in dreams for most of the month, I don't know why, the world in my dreams was more real than the real world I was in, and it gave me an indescribable sense of belonging and responsibility.

I learned everything about that world in my dream, everyone's story, and ...... The story of myself in the dream.

Difficulties, frustrations, awakenings. ups and downs.

I was anxious to know what the dream self would go through again, until one day, I realized that the dream self was able to act at my own will.

This is great news for me, for me, it is no longer a dream, but another life for me.

Since then, I've been spending more and more time in my dreams every day, but I don't feel any physical discomfort. Today, on June 27, I suddenly realized that the world I was in was more like a dream.

The hand holding the pen was shaking.

I was scared.

I'm going to get lost in my dreams. However, I can't help but think of that dream. For me in my dreams, there will be setbacks in life, there will be failures in wars, and even other people will calculate in the palm of my hand, but this kind of war is more real, isn't it? On the other hand, although I have been fighting for more than 20 years, every time I fight, it is a one-sided victory, and such a victory is too hypocritical.

I suddenly thought of the former emperor, did his disappearance go through the same thing as me?

Genesis 156220, July 13, cloudy

Finally, it fell.

But what have I fallen into......