Chapter 124: First Attempt to Fall in Love

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I don't understand, we have gradually become cold, why Yuehua still asked me out and suddenly 'kissed' me.

The feeling of pain to grief and heartache, in fact, I really want to forget it quickly, although some memories become clearer the more I want to forget, and the more I can't linger in my mind.

Even I thought that if I really couldn't let go, I would temporarily leave Nanjing to stay alone for a while, even if I couldn't forget her, at least let her forget me, although I was unwilling, but it might be good for everyone to end forever like this, and after that, would I silently bless her, or would I always stand behind her and look at her stupidly...... Whatever it is, as long as it doesn't hurt anymore, it doesn't hurt anymore.

But I really don't understand, what is this 'kiss'?

"I don't know if it's the right thing to do, but I want to try, I don't know if I'll like you in the end, I don't know if I can forget him, but I want to try......" Yuehua said stupidly.

"That night, I'm sorry, in fact, I didn't mean to call out his name, I clearly knew that the person I 'kissed' was you, and even, I heard that sentence clearly, you said that you like me so much, love me so much. ”

"But I don't know ...... myself"

"After Chuzhou separated, I also thought about you, worried about you, after receiving the call, I immediately asked Gao Hao to take me to you, because I really want to see you, but I don't know if I like it, so, I want to try ......"

"Admittedly, I still haven't forgotten him, even if he's been gone for a long time, even though he may never be seen again, but I just don't know how to forget......"

"But I don't want to wait so blindly forever, so when someone tells me that choosing someone who loves me will be happier than choosing someone who loves me unrequited, I would love to try it......"

"I know, this is very unfair to you, because I can't tell you what the final answer is, all I can do is try to take a step, try to forget, try to accept, so Li Yang, would you like to try with me?" Yuehua said astringently, it was really difficult for her to make this decision.

"I ...... I don't understand, what exactly are you trying to say?" I said with a trembling voice, I actually understood, but I couldn't believe it.

Taking a deep breath, Yuehua's eyes burned and said: "Li Yang, if I say that I have never really been in love, will you laugh at me?" What I want to say is, would you like to accompany me to fall in love once, once we don't know the result, or a love ...... where the result is determined by the process?"

Looking at the 'woman', my mouth was so big that I didn't understand, I didn't believe it, I couldn't understand it, it wasn't her words, but why God suddenly opened a window for me, a window that I thought was already closed, or even sealed.

"But I'm ...... Is it worthy of you?" was the only thing I could say at that moment, stupid, stupid enough to cry in my voice.

Yuehua smiled and didn't say anything more, just 'kissed' it again, and gently held my face with her little hand, which was not handsome at all, and was not worthy of her face at all.

And I, just standing there stupidly, completely forgetting to respond, didn't even know how to express the joy in my heart, just let her 'kiss', savoring the 'lips' that had no 'desire' at all, only sweet, slightly trembling 'lips'.

There seems to be love, but I can't tell whether it's mine or she has it, because even she can't tell the difference, so she can only try slowly, and the process will determine the result.

"I'll just say I'm good. At the end of the alley, two little heads suddenly stretched out, and Chu Yihan smiled happily.

Sun Yun didn't answer, but just looked at us with both blessings and worries in her eyes, and the 'girl' suddenly asked, "Yihan, are you really right to do this?"

"Why not? Don't you see that Li Yang's stupid person is already so happy? Chu Yihan said with a smile.

"But I'm afraid...... If the outcome of this matter is not what we think, Li Yang will be even more painful. Sun Yun sighed.

Actually, I've also thought about this question, if Yuehua tells me after some attempts, she still can't let go of that person, she still can't accept me, that kind of thing...... Maybe I'm going to die in pain, my heart to death, my soul to death.

A window that never opens, and a window that opens half for you, and then suddenly closes, is obviously the latter more terrifying, but!

Can we never love because we are afraid of pain? No, even the slightest chance is good, I want to grasp it, I want to taste the happiness that I have never had.

I'm used to it because of the pain, but this is the first time I'm happy......

"By the way, what exactly do you want to do when you fall in love?" Yuehua suddenly raised her head and asked with a red face.

"You really haven't even been in love once?" I was surprised, this was even more unbelievable than arrogantly saying that he was a virgin, after all, Yuehua's age ...... Ahem, I don't even want to think about it anymore when I die.

Yuehua shook her head, she was still very shy, her time as a human being was a long time ago, and the 'girl' children at that would were all ...... I don't know, fingers for marriage, parents as a matchmaker, sweat, I have a very scummy modern history.

And after she became a corpse demon, she seems to have been secretly in love with ...... Ahem, I won't even think about it again in the future.

"Honestly, it's my first time, but I know what to do!" I said with pride on my face, completely forgetting that we were probably the oldest first love man and woman in the world.

Q, what exactly should you do when you fall in love?

Answer: The children's shoes that open the room can go directly to death, goodbye or not!

Answer: Eating, watching movies, drinking coffee, etc., you can also wave goodbye, because I always feel that those are not love, but some kind of social 'social' entertainment.

In fact, love is two people walking together holding hands, thinking about each other in their hearts, as for what to do?

You can run together in the rain, even if you get soaked, you can go to the night market together, buy some 'fine' cute little things for her, as long as she likes it, even if it is very cheap.

You can just find a tall building with a good view and climb it, hug her to see the night view, or look at the smile on her face reflected by the night, you can also go to see the rising sun, watch the sunset, and see all the things that she and I think are sweet and warm, which is more beautiful? In fact, I don't know, in fact, I think as long as she is around, everything is beautiful.

"It's just that simple to fall in love?" Yuehua was a little surprised, because of what the 'female' people saw on TV...... It's usually more earth-shattering.

"Well, in fact, it's good to be simple, chat, talk, just have you by your side. I said softly, and the 'woman' nodded silently.

Maybe it was an illusion, at that moment I thought she was smiling sweetly, or maybe it was cold, she squeezed into my arms, and the ends of her hair stuck to my cheeks, itchy, but very comfortable.

In the distance, a couple walked over, very young and noisy, Yuehua instinctively frowned, I knew that she liked to be quiet, so she smiled and asked, "Do you want to fly?"

"Fly?" The 'woman' was surprised, and before she could understand it, I dragged her little hand and rushed into the alley, and the moment I avoided the crowd, I carried her and spread my wings and climbed into the night sky.

I didn't fly fast, but I kept climbing up, as if I wanted to take her to a place where no one could bother me anymore, just us, forever ......

The night wind was very strong, so I hugged Yuehua tightly, although she was not afraid of the cold, I still unbuttoned my clothes and wrapped her body, feeling that each other's body temperature was almost the same, and even the sound of heartbeat was getting closer and closer.

It turns out that looking down from the air, the night view of Nanjing City is very beautiful, the sparkling neon 'intersection' is 'gorgeous', Yuehua is stupid, I am also stupid, but it is because of her.

I don't know how long it took to fly up, the city below us is getting smaller and smaller, the figures have long been unable to see clearly, even the streets have become thin lines of brilliance, I don't know when, clouds appear around us, I asked Yuehua if she wanted to try a walk in the clouds, and then held her little hand, her wings desperately to maintain balance.

Yuehua smiled so happily, I have never seen her so happy, and suddenly I felt like she was like a fairy Chang'e who traveled through the clouds, and I ...... Whatever, it's good if it's not the second senior brother.

"It's tiring to fly like this, so let's go down when you've had enough. Yuehua suddenly stretched out her little hand to help me wipe the fine sweat on the corner of her forehead, and the thoughtfulness in her eyes at that moment made my heart already sweet, and I couldn't help but bow my head and catch her 'lips'.

'Kiss' is always so sweet, even if it's just the most ordinary 'kiss', without sticking out the tongue, without too much teasing, the time only lasted five seconds, but when the 'lips' parted, Yuehua's little face turned redder than that night.

"Thank you, Li Yang. Yuehua muttered.

"Thanks for what?"

"Thank you for doing it for me tonight, though it's simple. Yuehua smiled and said: "It turns out that this is love, it feels very good, let's continue tomorrow, okay?"

Well, of course, not only tomorrow, I hope it will continue the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, it will continue forever, even if it is just an experiment, and I don't want to be disturbed forever.

It's a pity that the world is always unpredictable, I slowly landed from the sky with Yuehua in my arms, but I received an arrogant call before I landed.

"Li Yang, where are you, come back quickly!" The arrogant voice was extremely anxious, as if to indicate that the disturber had appeared.

"What's the matter?"

"The person from the Secret Mobile Team is here, it's Li Mingxuan, one of the six departments! Come back, Lin Feng is going to make a move, I can't stop him!"

I was stunned, although I had already thought that there would always be a secret mobile team in Nanjing, but I didn't expect that the first one to appear was actually six!

What does this portend? My relationship with Yuehua can only last one night?

In fact, Li Mingxuan's appearance may not disturb me and Yuehua, but the appearance of others will definitely disturb, and it is the last person I want to see, especially at this moment......

"I'm going to Nanjing, what you said, I want to talk to a little guy, his name is Li Yang, although his strength is not strong, but he is smarter than many powerful guys, and he sees many things far and thoroughly. "Emperor Tian Urn sounded the urn airway.

"Yes, I want to meet that little guy too. Yu Tianchen smiled, his expression suddenly changed slightly, and said, "Wait! What do you say his name is?"