Chapter 19 Hometown and Parting
That day, Chen Xi asked Tang Yueyue about whether the dangerous species would have offspring if they would combine with humans.
Tang Yueyue told him that the danger species combined with ordinary humans had a very small chance of getting pregnant. Even if she is pregnant with a child who is pregnant with a dangerous species because of the body of an ordinary human, there is a certain chance that the mother and the child in her womb will die of failure. Even if the pregnancy is over, when the child is finally delivered, there is a 70% chance that the child will become a dangerous species, and a 30% chance of becoming a godborn.
If it is a dangerous species, the child has terrible powers at birth, and will tear open the mother's belly to be born, and will also eat his own biological mother. This cursed forbidden child is very harmful, because they have just been born, their minds are not yet mature, they are easily dominated by the will to kill, and even if they grow up, there is very little humanity in their bodies. Moreover, their potential is generally high.
That day, Chen Xi told Yiyi that it would be difficult for her to survive after giving birth to this child.
But Yiyi rejected him, obviously a gentle and watery woman, but when it came to the matter of children, she stubbornly wanted a stone, Chen Xi was persuaded by the persistence and motherhood in her eyes.
He talked with Tang Yueyue for a long time before she agreed not to hurt the child in Yiyi's belly, and asked her to help find a few professional nutritionists to adjust Yiyi's diet, so that there was a certain chance that she and the child in her belly would die of failure.
Yiyi wants to give birth to this child no matter what, he can only gamble with her, and the chance of thirty percent is not too great. Mixed-race infants of the risk species have a longer gestation period than the average human, up to two years. He would come back on the day of Yiyi's due date, and if it was a dangerous species, he would not hesitate to kill the monster.
Chen Xi returned to his hometown. The place where he was born and raised.
In the past, when they were in elementary and junior high school, their Chinese teachers always forced them to write a nostalgic essay about their childhood life.
He used his ghostly words to describe how beautiful his childhood was, and how he was nostalgic for the carefree life of his childhood.
This is actually farting, this is a middle-aged Chinese teacher who is nostalgic for his childhood life and then forces his teenage students to reminisce about his childhood. I can remember a ghost.
In fact, when Chen Xi wrote his essays, he always felt that his childhood was boring, and the older he grew up, the more reluctant he was to recall his childhood, or that he hated memories in most cases.
In fact, when he was a child, the family conditions in that village were not bad, and he did not experience any major setbacks, so naturally there were no painful memories. It's just that life has been a little duller. And you can't change events that have already passed, compared to which he prefers to fantasize about the future.
His personality is a bit introverted.,Not very familiar with the neighbors around him.,It's not autistic.,It's just more willing to indulge in his own world.。。
Back in my hometown, the environment has changed a lot. There are more tall buildings, fewer trees, and dust in the air.
Chen Xi's few friends have also moved away now, and there is no one he wants to see except his family. He sneaked to his home, where the foundation of the new building had been laid and was being built, but now the family of three was still crammed into the cramped shack.
Chen Xi looked at the scene inside through the window: it was just time to finish eating, his father, mother and sister were eating, occasionally saying a word or two, and the family looked happy.
Chen Xi remembered the scene when a family of four used to eat together, his father always preached at the dinner table, he was very unhappy when he heard it, he twisted his head to the side, and his sister was like a pistachio in the middle to mediate.
He couldn't go back, some of the things he used to be impatient or didn't care about were now finally lost, and he felt his nose sour, and tears flowed down.
"Mom, there's a brother crying outside. My sister said in surprise after seeing Chen Xi outside.
The mother looked out, but found no one.
"Little liar, you know how to tease your mother"
"I'm really not liaring, it looks familiar, but I don't know him, it doesn't seem like it's my brother who lives nearby. My sister said angrily.
"Okay, good, you didn't lie, eat vegetables, why don't you eat vegetables? Picky eaters don't grow tall, eat more vegetables to become beautiful, you see the neighbor's sister Jiawen looks so beautiful, it's because she loves to eat vegetables since she was a child. The mother said to her sister.
Chen Xi looked at the house under construction and remembered the last Lantern Festival, when thousands of homes were lit up and the sky was full of fireworks. He took his sister's hand and watched the fireworks by the river.
Tiddles of different colors spiral upwards or with a scream, blooming in the black night sky, beautiful flowers, blue plump water lilies, golden little laurels, fiery red and bewitching poppies. There are also green open umbrellas, dancing silver snakes, countless flying fireflies,
"Brother, why do other families live in big houses, but ours live in such a small house," the younger sister asked, looking at the fireworks in the sky, her face dyed with the light of fireworks.
Chen Xi felt a little sad when he heard this, so he said, "My brother will build you a great big house in the future."
"Is it like a castle where fairies live?"
"Yes, you will be a fairy, the cutest little fairy in the world". Chen Xi held his sister up and said.
She was happy, giggling.
After a while, my sister will be able to live in the big house of her dreams, and there will be no more little kids laughing at her. Education from childhood to adulthood teaches us that money is not important, and there are many things in the world that are more important than money.
But if you ask the people who make books and the teachers who teach them, the weight of money doesn't matter, they can say a lot of all sorts of high-sounding things, but the truth is that money really matters. Maugham wrote in "The Blade": Money can bring people the most precious thing in the world - not asking for people. Money brings more than just dignity, maybe you are used to poverty, but you can't bear to let the people you love endure the pain of poverty with you.
Chen Xi took one last look at the place where he had lived, and then turned to leave. Haruki Murakami said: I once thought that I couldn't get out, but now I can't go back. That's probably how it feels.
But even if the opportunity was in front of him, would he turn back? He would hesitate, but he would never turn back. Some people call this kind of behavior hypocritical, but most people are somewhat hypocritical in their hearts.
He returned the house he rented in Yining, and when he was packing his things, he found that there were not many things to take away, so he gave the rest to the landlord and aunt.
"What's so embarrassing," the landlady said with a smile on her face. But her hand was very tight, and he felt that if he repented and said that he didn't want to give it to her, she wouldn't agree, and he might scold.
Chen Xi walked down the street carrying a large black suitcase, and he found that he had been in the city for three years, and he didn't have many friends, and there weren't many people he cared about and cared about.
He took out his mobile phone and made a call to Liang Chenfan, until the busy signal ended, and a mechanical female voice sounded on the other end of the phone: The phone you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please dial again later.
He sent a text message: Stinky boy, master, I'm leaving, I'm going to a rotten capitalist country to degenerate.
After he finished sending the text message, he put his mobile phone in his pocket, and the unexpected text message prompt sounded, and he hurriedly took out his mobile phone.
Liang Chenfan: Precious
Damn, you kid didn't die. Where have you gone? Tang Yueyue is worried about you.
It's inconvenient for Fang to answer the phone? Dad wants to say a few words to you before leaving.
Are you still in Yining? Come out for a meal, I'm in for a treat.
Chen Xi sent a few more messages, but he didn't receive a reply, he was still a little sad, maybe they would never see each other again.
He feels that the relationship between people is like two lines, which can be parallel or intersect, some lines may not be touched once in a lifetime, or they may go to different places after intersecting, the world is so big, there are so many people, there is no goodbye in this life, and the mountains and rivers do not meet. Phew, why did you suddenly have a feeling of holding hands and looking at each other with tears in your eyes, obviously two big men, hypocritical.
You take care too. Chen Xi wrote these four words on the last text message.
That text message appears on another person's screen through the streets, trees, cities, rivers. Liang Chenfan smiled when he saw those four words, then took out the card, crushed it, threw it into the trash can along with the mobile phone and battery, and then walked into the darkness.