Feidong is a county seat, not too prosperous, so the suburbs of the county still maintain a strong local atmosphere, there are patches of green farmland, small buildings with red bricks and green tiles, you can even see old cattle playing in the water by the pond in the field, and there are rows of chicken coops and pigsties behind the buildings.

The air was very sweet, there was no gray haze in the city at all, and because there were not too many factories around, and the river water was so clear, I couldn't help but take Wang Na out of the car and wash my face.

After many years in the city, we are tired of the oppression of the high-rise buildings, and as soon as we step into this beautiful countryside, we feel like we have suddenly returned to nature from the zoo, and the excitement arises spontaneously.

We got out of the car and walked forward slowly, chatting and laughing, healing the wounds in our hearts for days.

Even Lin Feng laughed, at least temporarily, he forgot the sadness of losing his teacher, even Yuehua laughed, the cold face gradually appeared leisurely, that smile was like a fairy in the heavenly palace, with a lazy and coquettish that can only be seen in the picture scroll, I peeked at her, and I was a little stupid in my heart.

"Have you taken a fancy to this big beauty, do you want me to match you?" Sun Yunhe asked with a smile: "Li Yang, it should be difficult for you to marry a normal girl and have children now, just consider soaking in a corpse demon beauty." ”

Sun Yun was kind and joking, but I was so scared that I shook my head desperately, how dare I like Yuehua, such a beautiful and excellent woman...... Although I don't want to admit it, only Yu Tianchen can be worthy of her, I dare to sneak a look at her.

What's more, I'm not in the mood to think about these things at the moment, and I'm still in a state of confusion.

The township is changing so fast, it has been less than a year since I last returned home, but I can't find the way, but fortunately, most of the villagers know each other, and they quickly asked for directions.

I don't know why it's always said on TV that young people don't want to go home to see their parents, I just know that when I see my dad basking in the sun with a cigarette in his mouth, there is a wrinkled smile on his face...... When I saw my mother wearing an apron and busy outside, the gray temples and the fine beads of sweat......

"Dad!Mom!" I shook off Lin Feng's hand and ran up quickly, the injury didn't seem so serious, and it didn't hurt so much......

"Why did Xiaoyang come back suddenly? He brought so many friends back, and he didn't tell me to let my mother prepare something delicious. ”

"Fortunately, there are a lot of food at home that are ready for the New Year, and his father went to serve it out and sprinkle it. ”

"Yo! Yunyun is here too...... Come over and let my aunt take a look, it's so much prettier, who are your boyfriends with these two handsome guys? ”

"Dad, what are you doing stupidly, go boil water to make tea, Xiaoyang takes your children into the house, there are candy and snacks on the table, greet yourself, Mom has to hurry up and cook, you kid don't say a word in advance." ”

Mom was still so nagging, but I wasn't annoyed at all, just smiled and listened, and Dad was still as quiet as ever, just stepped forward and patted me on the shoulder, with kindness in his eyes.

Although I was in a good mood, my face was still so pale and colorless, but fortunately, Sun Yun was shrewd and said that I had some motion sickness, and I vomited a few times on the road.

"Then let's go and let your dad greet the guests. My mother said distressedly and wanted to grab my hand, but I ......

"No, I'm fine, just get some sleep at night. I was a little embarrassed and avoided it.

My thoughts are still too simple, I just want to go home and see them, but I forget how to hide my identity at the moment, I can't get too close to them, even dinner......

"Come on, although there are not many dishes, but they are all grown by their own family, but they are fresh, Xiaoyang, you quickly sprinkle vegetables with your friends, stunned, oh, this is your favorite winter bamboo shoots and fried tofu, try my mother's craftsmanship has regressed. ”

My mother was sweating profusely, but the food on that table made us all embarrassed, and no one dared to move the chopsticks.

"Auntie, Li Yang and they are all dizzy, I'll eat with you, isn't there Zhou Hao. Sun Yun hurriedly played the round, but her mother's face was still embarrassed.

"Isn't it unappetizing? Is it that my mother's craftsmanship has deteriorated?"

With a pain in my heart, I shook my head desperately, ignoring Sun Yun and Zhou Hao's obstruction, and insisted on sandwiching a bowl full of dishes for myself.

"How can it, I've been looking forward to my mother's craft for more than a year, and they just ...... Ate on the way. I swallowed hard, with a smile on my face.

It doesn't seem to be so hard to swallow, after all, I've eaten it for more than 20 years, after all, it was made by my mother's own hands, although I just finished eating......

"Mom and Dad, you rest, I'll take them out for a walk, just eat and take a walk. ”

"Vomit!" "Vomit!" in the corner, I vomited desperately, only to feel that the internal organs were about to be vomited out, the corpse demon's physique is really troublesome, and the food that is not suitable will be instinctively rejected, even if I want to endure it, it is useless.

"Idiot, if you eat food that doesn't suit you, it will make the corpse demon's body collapse. Yuehua said disdainfully behind him.

"Mom's heart, I have to taste a little. I smiled bitterly, Yuehua pursed her lips and was a fool, but her eyes were a little more confused, she should also have parents, right? Although she has lost many years, she should still be able to vaguely remember it.

During the whole process, Sun Yun accompanied me, gently helping me tap on the back, while Zhou Hao looked at me from a distance, his eyes struggling, he seemed to want to tell if I was still the Li Yang he was familiar with, but ...... I couldn't tell him, and I didn't know.

Returning home is a very happy thing, but there are also troubles one after another, and the most troublesome of them are...... We were very hungry, especially after I threw up my dinner, and the feeling of hunger was incomparably strong.

"Daddy......" Little Wangna grabbed my hand bitterly, and the girl didn't speak, but the gurgling sound in her stomach rang out.

"I'll go hunt, barely...... It should be ok. Yuehua stood up and walked out.

"Don't ...... Please, don't hunt today!" I grabbed her in fright, surrounded by my familiar grandparents, relatives and neighbors, and I must not lose anyone.

"What should I do then, everyone is injured, and if you don't eat, you can't recover at all!" Yuehua snorted coldly: "I don't know why you chose to go home, but haven't you thought about these problems before?"

I really didn't think too much about it, so I could only apologize, I could only ask them to be patient, but how long could I endure it? five days, ten days, a month? No matter how long I can't let them prey on the people around me, maybe...... I really shouldn't have chosen to go home.

"Otherwise, let's make do with it, please......," I said with a wry smile, and led a few people towards the mountains and forests next to the town.

The only good thing Yu Tianchen has ever done is that he gave me a lot of money, so that I can buy a pig and bring it into the back mountain, pig blood and internal organs cannot help the corpse demon increase its demon power and recover from its injuries, but at least it can temporarily suppress the hunger.

In the forest, when a muffled roar sounded, when the blood flowed out, Yuehua and Lin Feng couldn't bear it anymore, and pounced directly, even Xiao Wangna's eyes became blood-red, although she was afraid, she still stretched out her little hand.

Sun Yun and Zhou Hao didn't come over, they helped us guard outside the forest, although they already knew and accepted something, but they couldn't and didn't dare to watch the next scene.

In the forest, there were bursts of creaking sounds, which were tearing and chewing, bringing out a terrifying atmosphere, outside the forest, Zhou Hao's face was very bad, and he was trembling with his knees.

"Yunyun, you said Li Yang...... Is it still Li Yang?" Zhou Hao suddenly asked.

"Of course, what are you wondering about. "Sun Yun didn't have a good airway.

But he ...... Hey, I don't know, can we still be like before? three people bragging and farting together, going to the bar to pick up girls and handsome guys, I really don't know ......"

"Why did he become like this? What the hell is a corpse, and how are we going to get along?"

"Yunyun, I know I shouldn't think so, but I really don't know if he's Li Yang anymore. Zhou Hao said bitterly, turned his head to look at the terrifying picture in the forest, covered his mouth suddenly, and forcibly did not spit it out.

"Yunyun, you said Li Yang...... Will it eat us one day?"

"Fuck off, what kind of fart!" Sun Yun kicked over, of course she believed that I wouldn't hurt her and Zhou Hao, but those problems ...... She couldn't answer most of the questions, how to get along?

Zhou Hao's words were heard by me word for word, because the corpse demon had a keen sense of hearing, but I didn't answer, I couldn't answer, I just silently grabbed a handful of blood-drenched internal organs from the pool of blood and chewed it vigorously.

The eyes moistened involuntarily, it turned out that the corpse demon also had tears, although the tears were bright red......

That night, Zhou Hao didn't go back with us, because I couldn't live too many people in my house, and because he wanted to be alone and quiet, that night, I looked at his lonely back, and my heart choked up.

I can't stay at home for long, even though I don't know where to go next...... In the same way, I can't continue to be with them, after all, I can only go to live the kind of life that belongs to corpse demons in the future, and they are always human.

Finding a job, starting a career, pursuing love, getting married and having children, this is the path they will take in the future, and it is impossible to accompany me forever.

And what about me? What does the future hold?

Fill your hunger with blood, find the almost non-existent light in the darkness, always be careful to hide your identity and avoid danger, it seems...... I don't see what the future holds for me.

I always remember the story of the sheep, but I found that everything is hypocritical, we can't be shepherd dogs, we can either be a fierce and cruel wolf, or die a lonely and painful death in sheep's clothing.

That night, I hugged Wang Na and lay on the bed, but I didn't close my eyes all night, that night, Sun Yun and Lin Feng chatted for a long time, the girl wanted to help us conceive a future, but in the end I could only smile bitterly, that night, Zhou Hao drove in the wilderness, wanted to wave away the depression in his heart, but couldn't do it, he sat in the car and cried, stopped the car and vomited on the side of the road.

Zhou Hao's heart is more bitter than mine, I understand, but I don't know how to persuade him, Sun Yun doesn't know, and he himself doesn't know until ......

That night, Zhou Hao met some people, some people who changed the fate of his life, and also people who slashed at our friendship.

"It's that car, catch up! Surround him!" Under the night, several black shadows rushed towards Zhou Hao in unison.