c_t; Chu Ge gently held Ye Li's hand with his right hand, looked at her eyes seriously, shook his head slowly and firmly, and tapped the position of the heart in his chest with his left hand. [Fast update, refreshing website pages, few ads, I like this kind of website the most, be sure to praise]

"Ye Li, every word I say is from the heart, I don't lie to you, I have never been able to open you, this matter is really not funny, I understand what you said, I am also an orphan, I feel all the same. ”

Ye Li's body trembled slightly, staring at Chu Ge's eyes tightly, and after a few seconds, she smiled bitterly and lowered her head.

"Brother Chu, what makes you so powerful as you are now, alas, ......"

Ye Li sighed, and smiled lonely and gracefully.

"Brother Chu, thank you for listening to me say so many crazy things, if you haven't listened to it yet, can you listen to it for a while? Can you hold my hand a little longer?

"Well, I'm willing to be your best listener at any time. ”

"Actually...... Although I am not jealous of people like Mu Xiaoting, I am too far away from this kind of person, and I don't hate this world where all kinds of dirty and ugly things happen every day, because this world is not only dark, but also full of light. ”

"I only hate myself, why am I so useless, I am so weak, so humble, my existence does not even have any meaning to this world, if one day I disappear, I am afraid ...... Including you, everyone around me will soon forget that there is a girl named Ye Li in this world who once came; ”

"I ...... I'm a person who doesn't have courage, sometimes I don't even have the courage to hate myself, I'm afraid of too many things, so I let myself be obedient every day, obey others, obey the rules, because this will make my life as unchanged as possible, I tell myself every day that this is right, this is good. ”

"I'm like Chekhov's Belikov. Like a person in a suit, maybe the only difference between me and him is that I don't let others breathe, I ...... It doesn't have any sense of existence at all, does it?"

Although Ye Li said it with a smile, this voice sounded in Chu Ge's ears, but it made him feel like crying, confused and hesitant. [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] He couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in his heart.

"Ye Li, it's not like this......"

"Brother Chu. A good listener doesn't interrupt others when they don't want to be interrupted. Ye Li was drunk, raised her hand with a smile, and blocked Chu Ge's mouth with her fingers, "I still have a few last words, let me finish it in one breath, let me say it happily, otherwise, I may not dare to say it again." Okay?"

"Hmm......" Chu Ge nodded.

"I've been following the rules for so many years, but today, Mu Xiaoting let me know that people like me are ...... I didn't even get a chance to follow certain rules, and I really thought I was so funny. ”

"Brother Chu, you are so stupid...... Wrong. Just like Sister Shanshan said, you must be crazy, otherwise, how could you treat the daughter of the provincial party secretary's family like that for a lowly person like me? You should laugh at my meanness and ignorance with them, and then get me out!"

Chu Ge's brows furrowed even tighter, and his eyes were filled with incomprehensible distress, as well as a little anger, the anger that Ye Li had generated from despising herself so much.

Ye Li's fingers rubbed lightly on Chu Ge's lips, and Chu Ge knew that she didn't want him to speak. After all, he still sighed silently, silent.

"Brother Chu, you must be very angry when you hear me say this, angry at my self-contempt, angry at me for biting Lu Dongbin, you did such a thing for me, but I am so ignorant of what is good or bad, even I have to blame you, right? I think, it should be like this; ”

"Actually, how could I not be moved, it's just that I know how many pounds and taels I have, and I would rather be insulted a hundred times and a thousand times, and I don't want you to lose face, and I'm even more afraid that you will get into trouble and be hurt because of this. ”

"I was rescued by you in the dark, I should do everything for you, but the truth is, I am like a broom star, I have brought you trouble again and again, I owe you more and more, so much that I will not be able to pay it back in my life. ”

Ye Li smiled even more bitterly, she picked up the red wine bottle, poured the last bit of red wine into her glass, and drank it all.

With a long exhale, Ye Li stood up from the table and came to Chu Ge's side, with eyes full of pleading, "Brother Chu, hug me, okay?"

At this moment, in the face of this situation, what else could Chu Ge say, he slowly got up in a complicated mood, greeted Ye Li's gentle smile that was more complicated than his, gently hugged her into his arms, and gently patted her back.

Ye Li lay on Chu Ge's shoulders, her hands hugged Chu Ge's waist tightly, and for a long time, her two lips that exuded a layer of luster after drinking came to Chu Ge's ears.

"Brother Chu, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm so tired......"

"I know, I know, but it's not a big deal, everything will get better and better, I'll help you into the house and sleep for a while, and when you wake up, there will be nothing sad about it. ”

"Hmmm......"

Ye Li left Chu Ge's embrace, bit her lip, and said pleadingly: "Brother Chu, can you take me over?"

Chu Ge hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded, picked up Ye Li in the posture of a princess, and sent her to the bed in the bedroom.

"Sleep, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere, and when you wake up, I'll send you back to school." ”

Gently putting Ye Li down, Chu Ge helped her cover the quilt, raised his hand and rubbed it on her forehead, smiled softly, turned around and walked out of the door, although before he turned around, he saw Ye Li open his mouth, and he stopped talking.

Back in the living room, Chu Ge was not in the mood to care about the leftovers on the dining table, so he went to the sofa and sat down, took out the box of cigarettes he bought a few days ago from his handbag, took one and put it in his mouth, but it didn't light it, his mind was messy, but he didn't know what he was thinking;

Time passed silently, for a long time. Ye Li's voice came from the direction of the bedroom.

"Brother Chu, are you still there?"

"Well, I'm here. ”

"You...... Can you come and stay with me?"

Chu Ge hesitated, "I'm not going anywhere, I'm just sitting here, you can sleep, okay?"

Although Chu Ge said this, Ye Li didn't seem to hear it, and continued to ask softly, "Brother Chu, can you come and accompany me, I feel that you are so far away from me." ”

Chu Ge sighed, put the cigarette in his mouth back into the cigarette case, raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows, and finally got up from the sofa and walked towards the bedroom.

Pushing open the door he had just closed with his own hands, Ye Li lay quietly on the bed, covered with a quilt on her body, and looked at him.

"Brother Chu...... Can you still hold my hand like you did just now?"

"I ......"

"Brother Chu......"

Chu Ge hesitated for nearly a minute, and finally walked to the side of the bed, sat down sideways, and gently held Ye Li's soft hair stretched out of the quilt, "Sleep." ”

Chu Ge had just finished saying these two words, Ye Li suddenly sat up from the bed and hugged him firmly, and it was only at this time that Chu Ge suddenly realized that Ye Li only had underwear left, and he was stunned for a moment.

"Leaf ...... Ye Li, don't be like this. ”

"Brother Chu, today, I don't want to follow the rules anymore, can you let me indulge once?"

"Ye Li, you're drunk. ”

Chu Ge wanted to separate from Ye Li, but Ye Li hugged him so tightly, he never knew that in this thin body, he could actually burst out with a power that made him feel a little breathless.

Of course, if he used his strength, Ye Li's strength was not enough to restrain him at all, but Rao is hand had already been raised, and he still couldn't bear to push Ye Li away after all.

This feeling has nothing to do with ****, just a kind of pity from the heart.

"Yes, I'm drunk, and I know it's not right, but I, but I've been following the rules for so many years, and I just want to make an exception for once!

"Leaf ......"

As soon as Chu Ge said a word, his mouth was tightly gagged, and it was two lips with the sweetness of red wine.

At this time, Ye Li completely lost her usual gentleness, she kissed so hard, so passionately, and even crazy, and her hands were tightly hugged on Chu Ge, Chu Ge had nowhere to hide.

Chu Ge's mood was indescribably complicated, whether it was reason or emotion, he fell into deep contradictions.

Speaking from his heart, he knew that he had feelings for Ye Li, they were all orphans who came out of an orphanage, the day they first met, he regarded her as a sister, but subtly, this brother-sister relationship gradually added a little more love between men and women.

Now, these two emotions have long been entangled, and Chu Ge himself can't tell which is more important.

Pushing Ye Li away couldn't be easier for Chu Ge, it's just ...... If he did this, there was no doubt that it would be a great harm to Ye Li, but if he didn't push Ye Li away, wouldn't it be a harm to her?

Just like Ye Li said, she has followed the rules for more than 20 years, but she found that she didn't even have the qualifications to abide by certain rules, how could she not feel uncomfortable?

Some people are born with a golden spoon in their mouths, they grow up in thousands of favors, and they seem to be forgiven for any mistakes they make, and others even have to coax and spoil them, she just wants to indulge so once, she just wants to get a little accommodation and love from him at this moment, is it also a mistake?

Chu Ge couldn't think clearly, Chu Ge didn't know how to be good, when Ye Li's kiss became more and more intense, he gradually became a little lost, and unconsciously, from passive acceptance, he began to take the initiative to respond. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )

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