1304. I am fortunate to have gained, and it is okay to lose it, and I will not move or shake my way

While Lei Lie was talking, Xiao Yan had already browsed the voices restored by those residual imprints, and the expression on his face did not change much, and he still sat still.

Tang Jun looked at Lei Lie and nodded, and then his gaze fell on Lei Jie again: "Speaking of which, if you don't look at the traces of light and shadow mana, I don't even know what he looks like, and the relationship between me and him is even more indifferent, so it can be said that there is no emotional foundation at all." ”

"Since I was a child, many of the difficulties and humiliations I have suffered can be traced back to him. ”

Tang Jun was silent for a moment: "The only mother who cared for me, but because of his non-farewell, Juan Bao absconded, so that he died depressed and left us early." ”

"However, perhaps because I had no affection for him other than a blood connection, even after listening to those words, I only felt a little disgusted, but not particularly angry. ”

"And you, before he left, you had already begun to remember, he was a son-in-law in the Lei family, in front of others, and he had to wear a disguise mask, thinking that between you and him, it was not completely emotionless, and it would also be a father and son getting along happily and licking the calf. ”

Because of this, when Tang Wenhua rolled up the treasure and fled without saying a word, Lei Jie would be particularly mindful.

Midnight dreaming back, when he was alone, especially when he was remembering his mother who died early, did Lei Jie also think that Tang Wenhua might have had a last resort?

And after knowing the truth of the matter, Lei Jie naturally became furious, giving birth to a feeling of being deceived and humiliated.

In particular, in Tang Wenhua's eyes, he is not just like an object. is still a failure, a product for the birth of Tang Jun. And the foreshadowing and experiments that were born.

This made Lei Jie, who has always been proud and cold, how not to be angry, so that his emotions were completely out of control. When Tang Wenhua couldn't be found, all the rolling anger poured out on Tang Jun.

"Shut up, don't say it!" Ignoring the presence of Xiao Yan and Lei Lie, Lei Jie let out a low snort, his eyes staring at Tang Jun.

The face that was cool with Tang Jun was slightly distorted at this time.

Lei Jie, who is already in the middle stage of the Yuan Infant realm, rarely has such a situation where his emotions are almost out of control, but at this moment, his mood is obviously unable to calm down.

Tang Jun looked at him calmly and shook his head: "You think I'm deliberately humiliating you." Showing off to you?"

"There are accounts to be settled between you and me, but I have no intention of humiliating you, let alone showing off to you, in the final analysis, no matter success or failure, in the eyes of that person, we are not his flesh and blood, and there is no family affection between him and us. ”

"But I'm still grateful to him. My Cangyan Emperor body was indeed endowed by him, which made my cultivation path much smoother, but because of him, I also suffered many setbacks and tribulations. ”

Tang Jun was in his own hands. Spread out flat in front of him, looked at the lines in his palm, and said unhurriedly: "After listening to those words." For a moment, a thought crossed my mind. I'm working the Tao now, and I'm not going to work hard. His cultivation is getting higher and higher, his strength is getting stronger and stronger, and he has made some achievements so far, is it a disguised proof of his success?"

"Is my continued success actually a testament to his success?"

"Because he helped me create the body of Emperor Cangyan, so I can achieve today's achievements? After all, when I was in the Lei family in the past, I behaved very ordinary. ”

Tang Jun looked at Lei Jie with a calm gaze and smiled slightly: "However, this thought is just fleeting. ”

"Whether it is human endowment or talent, no matter whether there is no Cangyan Emperor body, whether I can still worship under the wall of the master's gate, and whether I can have the current results, I myself have always persevered, worked hard, and I chose to set foot on the road of cultivation, and I will do my best to go all the way down to see the blue sky, the wonder of the avenue. ”

"Perhaps, if it weren't for the change of physique in his former residence, I would have been mediocre and difficult to move forward in my life, but even so, I will stick to that path. ”

Lei Jie's face distorted slightly when he heard this, but he slowly closed his eyes.

Scenes from his youth are constantly replaying in his mind at this moment.

Lei Jie is not a gentleman, although he is proud, he will not be blindly arrogant, because of Tang Wenhua, he has been working hard since he was a child to avoid being blamed by others from behind.

After learning the truth, after the initial outburst, he worked harder, in order to have the ability to find Tang Wenhua in the future, in order to prove that he was not a failure, and to prove that he was better than Tang Jun.

But while working hard, he also had a lot of fear in his heart.

In the past, he thought that he was born with a true thunder body of nine qi, he was the pride of the sky, and he was destined to achieve a legend, so the Lei family was extremely optimistic about him, and tried his best to cultivate him, so as not to be angry because of Tang Wenhua.

Even if he was pressed by Shi Tianyi, a heavy pupil in his early years, Lei Jie was full of motivation to surpass the other party.

But after learning the truth, he inevitably had doubts in his heart, if he didn't have the Nine Qi True Thunder Body, would he still be able to reach the current height?

Maybe he will still have some achievements, after all, his understanding is not bad, but how much worse will it be from now?

What's more important is that if he hadn't shown the Nine Qi True Thunder Body since he was a child, would the Lei family still be able to cultivate him? Will he suffer the same fate as Tang Jun, dragged down by Tang Wenhua, and angered by everyone in the Lei family?

Tang Wenhua's creation of the Nine Qi True Thunder Body led him to embark on the path of fate that was completely different, but this father, who regarded himself as an experiment, as an object, as a failed work, and this experiment were also the source of his humiliation and anger.

Perhaps, if there was no Tang Jun, the so-called "successful product", Lei Jie would be a little better.

But with Tang Jun's continuous take-off and strong rise over the years, the pressure on Lei Jie has become more and more great.

This contradictory mentality has actually been accumulated in Lei Jie's heart, even if he successfully marries a baby, his heart disease still exists.

Not lessened, nor disappeared, but waited until a certain time, there would be a complete outbreak.

Lei Lie looked at Lei Jie, and sighed slightly in his heart, Lei Jie's psychological state, he was aware of it, and he was also working hard to guide him, but unfortunately the effect was always limited.

Although Lei Jie has been trying to calm his mind in order to ease his heart, how can Lei Lie not see that Lei Jie is just forcibly suppressing?

According to this trend, although Lei Jie has cultivated to the middle stage of the Yuan Infant, it is extremely difficult for him to achieve the late stage of the Yuan Infant.

And in fact, the cultivator of the Nine Qi True Thunder Physique, at this level in the middle of the Yuan Infant, to achieve the Heaven and Earth Law in the late Yuan Infant stage, is actually quite easy, at least much easier than other monks, for Lei Jie himself, under normal circumstances, it will be easier than him to be promoted from the early Yuan Infant to the middle Yuan Infant stage.

However, with his current state of mind, it is extremely difficult, even if he achieves the late stage of the Yuan Infant, if he wants to impact the realm of the Yuan Shen, he almost doesn't even think about it.

With the Nine Qi True Thunder Body, the Lei Family's Wanli Dragon Horse, who was able to impact the status of Shi Tianyi, who was also known as the young Tianjiao, actually wanted to stop at the realm of the late Yuan Infant stage, and the Yuan Shen was hopeless, this is undoubtedly a huge irony, but it is something that can really happen.

Thinking of this, Lei Lie's eyes looked at Tang Jun and couldn't help but sigh again.

After Tang Jun's incident at Tang Wenhua's former residence, Lei Lie and the Lei family began to re-examine this person who had been ignored or despised by them in the past.

Many things that no one once cared about, or that were treated as jokes, have been revealed.

Although the root bone talent is ordinary, it is only a middle-class talent, but it is tenacious, brave and decisive, and hard-working, which can be called the first among all the disciples of the Lei family, and even harder than Lei Jie, who is already extremely hard-working.

Even if the progress of cultivation is not gratifying, but it can't shake his determination and belief in the slightest, more than ten years like a day, consistent, as he grows older, he will only work harder and harder.

Because of being excluded and suppressed, and deliberately making things difficult, he rarely had the opportunity to formally contact Taoism and spells, so he could only rely on himself to slowly explore, and there was little opportunity to perform, but the accidental surprise appeared, and afterwards let Lei Lie and others carefully reflect and ponder, but they couldn't help but be shocked, at that time, Tang Jun had already shown amazing understanding.

If it weren't for Emperor Cangyan's body, maybe Tang Jun would indeed not be able to achieve today's achievements, and it is unknown whether he could worship under the walls of the Xuanmen Heavenly Sect back then, but with his heart to the Tao and other talents, most of them will also walk out of their own path, maybe not so dazzling, but destined not to be mediocre.

Lei Jie's eyes were closed, his face was slightly distorted, and even his body was trembling involuntarily.

At the beginning, the first thought that came to his mind was that Tang Jun was mocking himself and looking down on him condescendingly, since when did he fall to the point of being reprimanded by Tang Jun?

As Tang Jun said, although the two of them can be regarded as sympathy in a sense, the specific situation is still different.

Not to mention that the emotional entanglement between him and Tang Wenhua is more complicated, removing the emotional factor, he was defined by Tang Wenhua as a failure that is not as good as Tang Jun, which makes Lei Jie feel that Tang Jun is talking cool things.

Let's swap places, let's try to switch you to my place?

But soon, Lei Jie's heart suddenly woke up.

If he had been immersed in this emotion, then he would only be thrown farther and farther away by Tang Jun, who had already come from behind, and would not be able to reach it in the end, not even to mention the Dao Yuanshen, he could not even cultivate in the later stage of the Yuan Infant.

Lei Jie's face finally regained his calmness, then he opened his eyes and looked at Tang Jun again: "Are you going to hit my spirit in this way? Xuanmen Heavenly Sect is not enough for you to maintain your confidence?"

This sentence came to his lips, but Lei Jie swallowed it back.

Because of the Tang Jun in front of him, his eyes are calm and clear, and the emotions contained in it can only be self-confidence and self-improvement, perseverance and unyielding, firm in his own path, and unwavering.

Looking at Tang Jun like this, Lei Jie suddenly felt something.

Even if the positions of the two are really reversed, Tang Jun will still be what he is now.

With the body of Emperor Cangyan, he will not be hypocritical and say that he doesn't need it, which is an objective fact that it will facilitate him to move forward on the road of cultivation, but if there is no Emperor Cangyan body, it will not have much impact on his state of mind, and the path he wants to take will never waver.

I am fortunate to have gained, and it is okay to lose, and I will not move or shake my way. (To be continued......)