Well, it's a sad thing.

I started writing this book in June, and all my energy was spent writing the book.

It's really tough for a part-time writer to guarantee 10,000 words of updates every day.

Countless times I wrote until two o'clock in the morning, and I finished revising and publishing the chapters...... And then, well, sporadically over 200 subscriptions.

Immediately afterward, the author had to face the alarm clock that rang at 7 o'clock the next day.

I also used to think, what the hell are you trying to do?

Except for a few pirated readers, just spray me, and spray my family...... What do I get?

Eunuch!

Abandon!

I've really thought about it countless times, and I've struggled countless times.

said that I don't want to live up to everyone's expectations, that is false, more weak than kidneys.

In fact, I just don't want to give up my dream of writing books to support myself, at least there are more than 200 friends who are willing to spend a few cents every day, saying that the money is small, filling the stomach, and paying an electricity bill is enough.

Because I often stay up late to write books, my work during the day is muddy, and my work performance counts down for several months, and I have been scolded and numb by the leader.

I am embarrassed to tell others about the money I make from writing books.

After work every day, refuse all socializing, refuse all meals and drinks.

Colleagues and friends all think that I am making a lot of money outside, and I don't even see the performance of the unit.

In fact, there is bitterness that cannot be said.

I told my friends that I was writing a book, and that I would lose money a month, enough to eat a few meals, and I would probably die of laughter.

In the author of the beginning.

There are 10 collections, and 3-4 people subscribe.

This book is not much, and the collection is 25,000, and I don't know why, there are so few authors who are willing to spend a bottle of drink.

No matter how difficult a student friend is, the money for an egg scone should not be so tight.

Even if we used to watch pirated CDs, it always cost us a dollar to rent them.

Say so much!

I will not give up this book, after all, it has been deeply giving, it is a drop of painstaking effort.

It's like two people falling in love, if you give more, you will be reluctant to do more.

Even if you know that she is no longer worth your investment, it has become a habit.

I have forgotten countless late nights, and the author has dozed off and written a book.

......

To be honest, I'm not the kind of person who is good at begging for tickets and subscriptions.

In the testimonials of some books, I have seen too many painstaking beggling for subscriptions, and every time I type these three words, I feel like a beggar.

Really, exactly the same as a beggar.

I worked hard to code words, and begged for a few cents like a beggar at the train station who didn't work for anything.

I really feel uncomfortable.

......

Having said that.

I want to keep my job this month, and I may not have time to change every day, but on weekends, I will try to make up for it, reaching 70,000 words a week.

And also.

Pirated readers, if you don't feel comfortable reading it, just delete it silently, there's no need to scold me.

You just saw the beggar at the train station, and at most you covered your nose and left, you shouldn't scold people at length, besides, this is the brainchild of me who sat for 6 hours and wrote, you can not like it, but please don't denigrate.

You can be unkind, but please don't throw away what little humanity you have left.

About genuine readers.

It's all spent money, what else is there to say, this is already the biggest recognition, there are some flaws, and the author is trying to improve it.

In fact, the cool article that is cool all the way to the end, the author can also write.

But it's too boring to write.

Some people say that books are abusive, but who doesn't live abusively?

Again.

The protagonist is really smooth, and a million words hit the universe, and it's boring to watch, isn't it!

......

By the way, readers who are chasing X artifacts to read books, if you are still spending money to read books, come to the starting point.

The consumption in it, the author can't get a dime.

It's bad enough for authors to be pirated vampires sucking blood, and if you have the ability, don't help it.

......

There's so much nonsense, you still have to go back to the codeword.

I wish you all happiness.