Chapter 096: No Thoughts, No Demons

Everything around was quiet, not that there was no noise, not that there was no sound of stones cracking, the sound of magic weapons colliding, and the sound of flying swords. It's just that there is no sound left in Nian Yang's ears.

There were a few acquaintances walking around, including Ling'er and Chen Wenshan, and they were eager to check Nianyang's condition. In Nian Yang's eyes, their mouths kept opening and closing, as if they were saying something, but he couldn't hear it at all.

Everything came too suddenly, and the opponent who was still in front of you just now was wiped out.

He didn't react at all, only a buzzing sound in his head. The scorched black in front of him was getting farther and farther away from him, farther and farther away, until finally his whole world became dark.

After that day, he locked himself in the door of his room, during which the disciples of the Flame Realm constantly came to harass, insult, and spit on him, but instead of keeping these people out, he let them beat and scold, and when they were angry, he closed the door again, and sat on the bed alone with his legs crossed in a daze.

Perhaps, he should really listen to Xuangu and lose that game.

Later, the two realm lords issued a statement, confirming that Qu Zheng's death was a suicide and had nothing to do with Nian Yang, and that anyone who harassed him would be severely punished, and the matter was calmed down.

Although everyone in the Canghai Realm tried their best to defend Nian Yang, Nian Yang had a cold attitude towards them. This worries everyone very much.

It was the middle of the night, the smoke of this duel finally eased, Nian Yang pushed open the door alone, and went straight to the tent area in the south, where there was no longer the usual liveliness, he found Tang Yiyang's tent, and hesitated to go in.

And Tang Yiyang got up at night, and was very surprised by Nianyang's arrival, and beckoned him in.

"You don't have to take that to heart, it's none of your business. You didn't kill him, that's his own problem. Tang Yiyang said, "Although it is very puzzling. Anyone in this world can commit suicide, but this person can't figure it out, can't figure it out. ”

"Senior Brother Tang, do you say that the Heavenly Extreme Sect is really a cage?" Nian Yang lowered his head and said faintly, "His words have been spinning in my head. Everything here suddenly made me feel strange and scared. ”

Tang Yiyang frowned and touched his chin. "Well, it's hard to say. It depends on how you want to live, in fact, sometimes I think that Tianji Sect is not good, but this is my home, no matter how bad it is, it is still my home. ”

"But this is not my home. Nian Yang's eyes were deep, as if there was a bottomless pit.

Tang Yiyang was silent.

Nian Yang continued: "Now I seem to be able to feel his powerlessness. I think I can understand him a little bit. ”

"How do you understand that neurosis! Senior brother, you must not be foolish. Tang Yiyang jumped up and said loudly.

"Something that can't be changed, it can't be changed. Buried pain can never be understood by others. Those who seem optimistic are full of despair......"

"Are you kid dizzy!" Tang Yiyang patted Nianyang's head, "What do you say you are suffering, Lao Tzu will help you understand." ”

Nian Yang's eyes were full of tears. "What the hell did you think I did wrong?"

Tang Yiyang saw his face, and somehow a bitter feeling came to his heart. "You didn't do anything wrong, junior brother!"

"But I'm being hated, isn't I? As a witch, as a fellow murderer, as an outsider! I didn't do anything, but everybody hated me. They transferred their resentment to me to vent their anger wantonly, even including the realm lords including the first seat!hehe, I thought it would be okay to ignore this kind of thing. But, but I felt more and more deeply their prejudice against me, what the hell did I do wrong! They treated me like a monster, I wasn't a monster, I wasn't ......" Nian Yang said and began to sob.

Tang Yiyang was silent for a while and patted him on the shoulder. "Man, cry for what. ”

"I couldn't help it. I've never wanted to hurt others, but how do they treat me? Although many people don't say it, the way they look at me says it all! Hehe, if that's the case, I'd really be a monster, and I just don't have to be a good person anymore. Let the monster they're expecting appear!"

"Do you think I treat you like a monster too?" Tang Yiyang didn't look at him, and said with one hand on his shoulder.

"Senior Brother Tang, I ......"

"I brought you to the Heavenly Extreme Sect. You're going to fall into the snow line and worship a witch as a teacher, so I guess I didn't think about the trial. If I didn't get you back, I didn't do it. Even if you do business with your rival at war, I don't know that the guy who killed the god has already thought about suicide because I didn't investigate enough and didn't tell you, even now, you are being beaten and scolded by everyone in the Flame Realm, and it is my fault that I don't stop it. ”

"No, no, Senior Brother Tang, you're right, you're good enough for me. Nian Yang hurriedly said,

"Huh. Then why are you still like this?" Tang Yiyang patted his head. "You look like an adult, but you're still young. Don't you understand what you've been through? This is how the world is. There are many things that you can't change. In the process of moving forward, you have to be blamed in one way or another, endure it, and continue to move forward, this is growth. ”

"But I hate it! You know, sometimes I can't help but want to kill those people. Although I didn't resist what they did to me, I couldn't help but think in my head that I was so scared, so afraid of being like that. Nian Yang looked at his trembling hands and said.

"So, junior brother, you are not frank at all. It's all people, why do people say, look at me, it's just going back, it's just being confined, let's save face. Phew, I can't help but learn to speak again. Tang Yiyang scolded himself as he spoke.

"I can't do what you do, maybe that's my personality. Nian Yang said.

Tang Yiyang sighed. "You have to be strong, junior brother, we have never lived in other people's mouths, just have a clear conscience. ”

"Do you have a clear conscience?"

Tang Yiyang nodded. "One day, everyone in the world doesn't understand you, and you can do things calmly with a clear conscience, then you are really standing up to the sky. ”

Nian Yang looked at Tang Yiyang's gesture, and his mood seemed to improve. He smiled: "It's good that my body is strange and can't be broken, hehe." ”

"Oh, you boy, let me punch me twice and see. Tang Yiyang wanted to punch, but was skillfully dodged by Nian Yang.

"Don't. Nian Yang said again and again.

After the two fought for a while, the dark clouds in Nianyang's heart also dispersed a lot. The two of them walked out of the tent and leaned their heads on their heads to look up at the stars.

Nian Yang said: "I really hope that Qu Zheng can also let go of those things in his heart! ”

"If you give it to him a hundred times, he'll still do such an exaggerated thing. Tang Yiyang picked up a grass mark and put it in his mouth and said, "I still have some numbers for that person, he is not a calm person, he always wants to burn himself and shine, but in the end, he didn't expect to really burn himself, it's too stupid." ”

"Actually, I killed him. Nian Yang muttered.

"You kid still think so?" Tang Yiyang climbed up with one hand.

"No, no. If he hadn't been killed by me, a lot of people would have laughed at him, even though they didn't quite understand what he was thinking. ”

Tang Yiyang seemed to have an understanding. "You guys don't really want to carry all this down, just to save the dignity of a dead man?"

Nian Yang nodded. "It's okay, it's okay to repay him for the free dinner. ”

Stars shone above them, and the summer night sky was brilliant.

"The food he cooks is really delicious. Maybe that's what he planned to do in the first place, and he had trust in my eyes. Nian Yang muttered.