Chapter 16: The Little Girl
"Don't you remember me? Today at the door of that restaurant, we met, I was with Yu Tianchen at the time, and you bowed to him. ”
The little girl was stunned, tilted her head but still couldn't remember, Khan, in fact, she is not to blame, because I know that it is difficult for me to be remembered, and Lin Feng was the same just now.
"That restaurant is called Wei Demei, there is a small secret room after passing through the kitchen, you should also go in, there is an old man named Qin Lan inside, and a young man named Lin Feng, right? ”
"Don't be afraid, I really won't hurt you, in fact, I'm a corpse demon like you. "I tried my best to put on an amiable appearance, but I didn't know how much I looked like a lewd uncle who seduced a little girl at the moment.
Hey, what a look, an absolute bruise!
But the girl still believed me, after all, the secret room was only accessible to corpse demons, and after hesitating for a while, she finally nodded at me, and slowly came out of the bushes, and I quickly stepped aside.
In the night, I finally saw the girl's appearance clearly, she looked very cute, about eight to ten years old, her little face was pink and a little pale, the standard pink little Lori, I couldn't see the identity of the corpse demon at all, but she was dressed ......
It was almost winter at the moment, but she was wearing only a small shirt and a thin waistcoat, which was full of holes, and I don't know if it was too old or just scratched.
The corpse demon didn't seem to be afraid of the cold, but I still felt a little distressed, and instinctively took off my coat and tried to drape it over her shoulders, but this action scared her and scared her all over, and she scurried out like a frightened bird.
"Don't be afraid, I'm just ...... Clothes for you to wear, warm up. I quickly explained, I didn't dare to step forward, but just threw my clothes to her from a distance.
I had been as friendly as I could, and the girl seemed to feel it at last, and took the dress and draped it over her, and nodded at me again, a blush on her little face.
"Thank you......" The girl's voice was squeamish, sassy, sweet and greasy.
"No, I don't. I hurriedly waved my hand, frowned, and said, "Why are you alone in the suburbs? Why don't you go home in the middle of the night? Are you lost?"
"I ...... I don't have a home, I ...... I just live there. The little girl shook her head bitterly, and pointed to the grass beside her, where there was a large cardboard box, and by the moonlight, I found that there were still a few small cups and bowls in the box, and a few small worn clothes folded on the dirty blanket.
This is her home? I was stunned, and a feeling of distress appeared in my heart again.
I remember, before the daytime separation, Yu Tianchen mentioned some things about this girl to me, saying that she was a very troublesome little guy, who didn't dare to hurt humans, let alone prey, and seemed to be because the process of turning into a corpse demon was too tragic, which caused a series of mental traumatic sequelae.
"That little girl is very pitiful, a few years ago on a trip encountered our kind of predation, both parents were killed and eaten, only she ...... It seems that she escaped because of her father's desperate efforts at the last moment, but unfortunately she had been bitten at that time. ”
"Witnessing the tragic death of her parents, and even being eaten, is simply more terrifying for a child than the sky falling, plus she doesn't understand the process of dying and turning into a corpse demon at all, and she doesn't know how to change her way of life, so ......"
"She's not human anymore, and she doesn't know how to hide her identity as a corpse, so almost no human can accept her, that kind of miserable ...... I can't tell you exactly how it went, but you can imagine it. ”
"Because of fear, she became autistic, afraid of everything around her, afraid to get along with anyone, but wandered alone in the wilderness, surviving by the most primitive instincts of the corpse, until she wandered to the vicinity of the city, I found her, and by then she was already ...... The result of not eating for a long time, you know. ”
The above is what Yu Tianchen told me about this girl, it is very simple to say, but if you use your heart to experience it...... That kind of heartache is something I can't restrain at all.
I can imagine that when this little girl lost her parents, she should have turned to humans for help as soon as possible, all the people she met during her escape, but unfortunately she was no longer human at that time, so her request for help ......
When you walk down the street and suddenly come across a little girl who is not a ghost or a ghost, what will you react to? screaming in fright, kicking her away in fright, even picking up bricks on the ground and throwing her, forcing her away, and even calling the police to try to catch her......
It's an instinctive human reaction, and I understand it, and I'm going to do it, but the question is...... She didn't understand why humans were doing this to her, and at that time, she didn't even know that she had become a corpse demon.
Once, twice, maybe she would only wonder at most, she would only cry, but what about ten times, a hundred times, and even because she could not eat, her body became more and more broken...... Thinking about it, I suddenly covered my heart hard, it hurt so much.
That's why she ran away when she saw me, and didn't dare to approach me at all, even if I tried to show favor, she would at most nod at me and look at me from a distance.
"Aren't you the administrator?why don't you adopt and take care of her?" I remember that during the day, I asked Yu Tianchen this, but his answer was very helpless.
Yu Tianchen once thought about keeping this girl by his side to take care of her, but unfortunately, the girl's autism made her unable to communicate with people at all, and she didn't even dare to let Yu Tianchen get close, even if she was forcibly caught, she would only scream in fright, and she would be so scared that she would punch and kick and want to escape.
Plus...... Khan, the old-fashioned character of that guy Tianchen, and the appearance that others owe him money all day long, let alone this little girl, even I am not very happy to be close to him.
Yu Tianchen said that it took him nearly half a year to gradually make the girl understand and accept the current situation, knowing that she was no longer a human but a corpse demon, and with his help, the girl finally recovered by eating.
But the recovery is only the body, the psychological trauma cannot be recovered, she has never dared to approach any humans, including the corpse demon, Yu Tianchen tried his best to teach her one thing, when she was hungry, she came to the restaurant to get food.
As for his usual life, he can't take care of it, after all, this guy is actually quite busy as an administrator.
However, he had helped the girl rent a house, thinking that at least she should not be allowed to wander anymore, but unfortunately, within a month, the girl packed up her baggage and ran away, the reason was that she was afraid of checking the meter and collecting the rent......
"I don't know where she went, but every two or three days she would come to the restaurant to get food, and she would have no problem surviving, so I had to let her go, and if you meet her one day, help her." ”
In the afternoon, Yu Tianchen said this, I nodded and agreed without thinking about it, and even, when I saw the sad life of this little girl tonight, I might want to help her more than Yu Tianchen.
Because compared to Yu Tianchen, I feel more sorry for what happened to this little girl, after all, I have just experienced the misery of becoming a corpse demon, and Yu Tianchen has been a corpse demon for more than 70 years, and it is estimated that he has become numb to everything.
But how can I help her, and how can I make her accept my kindness?
"Well, what's your name?" I asked tentatively, smiling all over my face.
It seemed that because of my previous overtures, or because the coat I put on her was really warm, the little girl finally slurred after pulling her little face: "WANA......"
"What?WANA?" I scratched my head, is this the name? How do I feel like a weird language from cats?
Names aside, the most important thing for me now is to get her to take off her guard and stop being afraid of me.
The girl kept holding the little lunch box, and the small bottle with the blood drink, but it was empty, I thought about it, took out another bottle from my bosom and smiled: "Have you finished drinking? I still have some here, or not?"
The girl didn't answer, but instinctively swallowed and spit, I laughed, a child is a child, of course I can't resist instinct.
"Well, I'll put it here, you can take it, don't worry, I won't hurt you. I gently placed the bottle half a meter in front of me and beckoned to her again.
The girl's little face was full of struggles, and she seemed to be afraid to approach, but she couldn't resist the temptation of the drink at all, and she struggled for a long time before she walked slowly towards me, and she took it one step at a time.
And in the process, I just kept laughing, not even a little startling her, watching her slowly approach, watching her trembling outstretched little hand, and then ......
Suddenly, I reached out and grabbed her little shoulder.
"Ahh
However, I wouldn't let go of her anymore, and even pounced on her and hugged her tightly in my arms.
"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, I swear!"
My voice was very gentle, but the girl didn't listen to me at all, but kept kicking and hitting me, scratching her little paws desperately, and in a few moments, my face and chest were covered with blood.
It hurts, but I must not let go, otherwise it will be a failure, I don't know how to convince her to believe me, I can only hug hard, trying to warm her long-wounded heart with my arms, I can only bear her attack, smiling and stroking her dirty long hair.
I'm by no means a Lolita.,I swear,At most, I like children.,I have absolutely no bad intentions for her.,It's just ...... I feel like I'm still a person, at least a person who has just turned into a corpse demon, so there should still be a lot of the most basic human kindness left in my heart.
"WANA, don't worry, I'm just...... Wants to protect you. ”
"Don't you feel very painful to lose the person closest to you, or even lose your qualification to be a human being?
"It's just living, why is it so hard? It's so hard? If you feel wronged...... Just cry, I'll be with you. ”
The whispering released all my inhibitions these days, and also caused the strongest tremor in the girl's heart, she really cried out, crying loudly, but she was still struggling, screaming, and even wanting to ask for help.
"Let go...... Save...... Help ......" the girl's face was full of tears, and she was still scared.
"Daddy...... DAD SAVE WANA......" This cry, she didn't know how many times, but Dad was dead, so she never answered.
There was a sudden sourness in my heart, and at the same time there was a strong impulse, and I didn't understand why I said the following sentence, it seemed ...... I just wanted to give her a warmth, a response she had been waiting for a long time, but she had never gotten before.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, WANA, Daddy is here, Daddy will protect you......"