Chapter 20: Wandering in the World

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In the world

It seems that in the blink of an eye, Lin Manlin is already a wife and mother, and she is still a resolute and powerful woman in a government agency, and she still gets along with friends in work and life, but her family is indifferent and seems to be helpless, and she is often lonely. Every night in the dead of night, I often wake up from beauty, as if I am alive again.

She didn't like the person who was her legal husband, who separated year after year, and listened to the colleagues and relatives around her that she had been in this kind of widowed marriage since the day she got married, widowed parenting, and forgot many, many things. This woman also has a little sister, the most important thing is that she has a little daughter, that girl is very cute, she can read and memorize a lot of ancient poems when she is less than two years old, "Qinyuan Spring and Snow" is so long, and there are many English words, the most important thing is that she is exquisite, she understands a lot of things, Lin Manlin likes to play with that child, lingering and not thinking about it, maybe she is a child who doesn't grow up? What is lost is time, what is passed is the days, the old youth or whatever, it has nothing to do with him, from the rainy season of the age of twenty-two, his life has stopped, frozen age girl, counterattack, etc., the female star who played the white lady's thousand-year-old snake demon, and the rainy season when she was seventeen years old, everything is the same as herself, and the ice will not continue. That year, she met a Tujia boy from the ancient city of Tsinghua in Tongzhou, Beijing, so that the memory, beauty, and youth were retained. In the future, don't think about it, Hai Naicun confidant is next to each other, she has been to many times later, he has studied in a prestigious school, he has not fed the little squirrel or read in the library, nor has he tasted the gluttonous feast together in the restaurant, but often stops at the door, gets married, has a daughter, gets old, and reminies.

The story of Yizi is her own hermit crab-like life, she is in Lin Manlin's body, sometimes herself, sometimes her, sometimes another person who is a stranger to both of them, just like a split personality or multiple personalities, the night moon and the dark wind are high and the night kills people and sets fires, when everything is silent, every real dormant self will secretly run out, struggling with the game, and Bai Ling is no exception.

There are contradictions and integrations, sometimes there are conflicts, and more of them are peaceful. Don't come to harm, there is still the expectation of "do you remember the summer rain lotus on the shore of Daming Lake?", things are not people, what has she experienced, is it her own or Lin Manlin's life?

How affectionately does it sometimes live in this unsympathetic world? and how tyrannical and destructive hatred and cries sometimes it is?

In the world, there are flies and dogs, there are deceitful people, there are ignorant of the world, there are hearts without cities, there are people who are far away, and there are contradictions and unity. If, when you are very tired and tired, you don't know who you are and where you are coming from, you can definitely accommodate and embrace all our grievances and unhappiness when you look at the sky for so long, the sky is so big and blue. What is it that leaves and breaks in? dreams, ideals, and the coldness of reality......

She often dreamed of Chang'an, Qin Palace, and the prince named Fusu at the foot of the Great Wall, coming from afar in the wind, smiling........