Chapter 65: I want to be stronger, my name is Li Yang
On the balcony, the woman looked up at the night sky slightly, her complexion was as crystal clear as jade, and the silhouette was even more delicate and flawless under the bright moonlight.
The woman's eyes are very deep, with a slight red halo unique to the corpse demon in the pitch black, the woman's expression is very soft, like petals in the spring light, like the dew that has just risen in the morning, I don't know what kind of scene the fairy looks at the moon, but I think it couldn't be more beautiful!
Once upon a time, I thought Shaohua was the most beautiful woman in the world, but now I found that it was very wrong, she and Yuehua had exactly the same appearance, but their temperament was obviously very different.
Shaohua's temperament is very proud, even sharp, while Yuehua is as cold as frost, oh no! Maybe she's not cold, she's just a little cool, and she doesn't like to show her charm and charm all the time.
I suddenly felt that if I were a director, I would definitely choose Shaohua to play the thousand-year-old female ghost, and I didn't even have to act, as long as I showed her fierce momentum, and Yuehua was the most perfect dust fairy in my heart.
In fact, I don't understand why Yu Tianchen fell in love with Shaohua, but if it were me, even nine out of ten men would definitely choose Yuehua, she was so perfect, perfect and almost flawless, perfect that people didn't even dare to approach, for fear of staining her with a trace of dust.
Lying on the windowsill, I was already obsessed......
Yuehua's expression was also very stupid, as if she was thinking about something, I don't need to ask me to know, Tianchen!
Hey, beauties are always handsome, even if handsome guys are so hypocritical, and they have hurt beauties, even everyone.
And Dick Si can only watch silently and love, even if the beauty hurts him, he will still have a dream in his heart, of course, just a dream.
With a sigh, I turned my head and walked towards the house, for it was always easier to sleep if I wanted to dream.
"Li Yang, haven't you slept yet?" Yuehua asked, turning her head.
"Well, I can't sleep, I want to blow the night breeze, and I'm afraid to disturb you. I scratched my head stupidly.
Yuehua waved for a while, beckoned, and said, "Then let's come out and blow the wind together, and chat by the way." ”
"Okay!" I didn't even think about it and ran out, flattered and carried two small benches, this was the first time Yuehua smiled at me since that restaurant, although she wanted to frame me that time, but this time ...... No, I'm sure.
"By the way, I haven't had a chance to say sorry to you about that incident. Yuehua sighed: "At that time, I thought that your appearance hurt him, so I was angry...... But I didn't expect that it was you who had been hurt, so I'm really sorry. ”
"Uh...... It's okay, it's okay, I've forgotten for a long time, it's been a long time. "I pretend to be generous, in fact, I still remember it clearly, but it's hard to blame her, just like most men can't swear at beautiful women.
"It's better to forget, after all, we rely on each other now, and some things will pass. Yuehua muttered, "By the way, Li Yang, what are you going to do in the future?"
"In the future, haven't you thought about it, isn't it good to be like this now?" I scratched my head and said, in fact, I think it's good now, in fact, I hope to live like this forever, even if it's a little tired and bitter, but as long as she and Wang Na are by your side, everything is worth it.
"Please, you're a man, how can you not have a little ideal?" Yue Hua said angrily, her face suddenly became a little sad, and she said: "Do you want us to hide like this forever, and continue to run away once we are discovered......"
"I don't want to, but sometimes I can't help it, but don't worry, I will do my best to protect you and Wang Na, I swear!" I said, with a resolute face.
"What protection?" Yuehua frowned.
That expression, that questioning tone, as if a needle pierced into my heart, yes, why should I swear to protect them? I can't even protect myself, I'm not an eight-winged powerhouse like Yu Tianchen, I'm just a scumbag.
I suddenly thought of Luo Tianyan again, the pervert who was as strong as a ghost in front of me, what if he appeared in front of me again? What could I do? In addition to being able to stand in front of Yuehua and Wang Na, and die before them...... But what's the use of that?
"I'm sorry......" I said bitterly, I didn't know why I said this apology, I just felt very weak in my heart.
"You don't have to apologize, in fact, you did a good job, you saved me many times, I remember it, it's just...... You're not strong enough, we're not strong enough. ”
"When we were humans, it was nothing if we were weak, at most we had nothing to laugh at ourselves for being a rice worm that ate and waited to die, but after being a corpse demon, if we are still very weak, then there is really only one way to die, these days you should also understand, the world of corpse demons is too cruel, even cruel!"
"Li Yang, do you want to become stronger? strong enough to resist all cruelty, strong enough to fight against all enemies who want to bully us and kill us, in fact, I know it's difficult, it's hard, but ......"
"In fact, it's not that we want to become stronger, but this cruel world is forcing us, and we can only survive by constantly becoming stronger. Yuehua muttered.
"I think!" I blurted out almost without hesitation.
"But......" I immediately smiled bitterly and shook my head, it's not that I'm weak, it's not that I'm afraid of being tired, I can move thousands of bricks a day without shouting tired, I can work part-time several times, and it's not too bitter to be beaten hundreds of punches every night, but ...... I don't know how to make myself stronger.
I've tried, since I escaped from home, I asked Yuehua for some ways to hone her demonic power, get up before dawn every day to exercise, and stay up until late at night before crawling back into bed, but it didn't work at all.
Just like Qin Lan said, the transformation of the dual attributes has sucked up all my potential, I can't even improve the slightest bit of demonic power, my bottle is only so big, I can't hold a drop of water anymore.
I know that Yuehua dislikes me too weakly, even myself, but what can I do? I can't do anything other than curse this damn bastard of Tianchen.
"Actually, Li Yang, there is not only one way to become stronger. Yuehua suddenly turned her head and smiled: "To be precise, strength depends not only on your own strength, but also on the strength of the companions around you, if you can condense a strong and united force, even if you are weak, it is nothing." ”
"Mate, do you mean you and Wangna?" I asked, frowning.
"Yes and no, if I can recover to the Seven Tails quickly, of course my strength will increase greatly, and even Wang Na's potential is actually not bad, if I exercise well, it is not impossible to practice a Seven Tails and Eight Tails, but what I said is more than that. ”
"Li Yang, do you know, you have a good opportunity now, there are only a few corpse demons in the huge city of Nanjing, and there is not even a hidden mobile team stationed there, and you are the administrator of this city at the moment!"
"Actually, your strength is not very weak, you can barely qualify as an administrator, not to mention that Wang Na and I can help you. ”
"If we use this city as a stronghold, take advantage of the gap at this moment, find some companions, and gather a strong force, perhaps, we don't have to worry about when we will be hunted down, even if we don't want to fight anyone, but it should be okay to protect ourselves. ”
Yuehua's words stunned me entirely, I never thought about these things, I have always only thought about how to escape, as long as I can survive, even if I occasionally resist, I will only do it when I am forced to the end of the road.
I've been complaining about how unlucky my fate is, but I've never thought of standing up against fate, it's true, it's hard for me to become stronger, but I can rely on the strength of my companions like Yuehua said!
I have Yuehua to help me, and Wang Na, and even I think of Lin Feng, who has lost contact for half a year, and even I can find more companions, just like I am now, I don't want to kill others, I just want companions who can have the strength to protect themselves!
To put it bluntly, how strong can a person's strength be? Unless he can be as strong as that legendary Chu Tian, he can't fight fate alone, but how many Chu Tian are there in this world? How many like me?
I've figured it out, I've found a way to become stronger, I've understood it all, I understand how to fight the cruelty of this world, the self-pity I've been feeling will be over completely, I take a deep breath, my heart is full of fortitude.
"Yuehua, you're really smart, ha, you made me figure it all out, thank you!"
"It's good to figure it out, rest early, and we'll start preparing early tomorrow morning. Yuehua smiled.
"Okay, let's start tomorrow!" I agreed, turned around and walked into the house, but after taking two steps, I suddenly frowned again: "Yuehua, why are you helping me like this......?" Wouldn't it be better for you to be your own administrator?"
"What does it matter, we are companions, no one can do the same, not to mention that you have saved me so many times. Yuehua said playfully: "Of course, this is not a reward, I just think you are a person to rely on." ”
I'm really touched, although this administrator is not a great position, but she actually thinks so much of me, and says that I am a person to rely on, which is ...... This is the first time I've been complimented like this.
Needless to say, I walked back to the house with full excitement, covered my head and slept, I want to meet tomorrow with enough energy, I will never live up to Yuehua's high hopes!
Yuehua didn't come back to rest, she still raised her face and looked at the night sky, stupid, still thinking about something, thinking about that handsome face, thinking about the back that made her want to rely on so much.
"Come on, boy, I want you to be as strong as him, to be an administrator like him. Yuehua said stupidly.
That night, I had a beautiful dream, dreaming that I was walking hand in hand with a fairy-like woman to tomorrow, and that dream was so beautiful that I couldn't help but laugh in my sleep.
Unfortunately, it was always just a dream, because the woman was not thinking about me, never was, she was only laughing at me for ...... Make me like him.
I don't know if I can become him, but I really want to tell that woman that although I am not handsome, although I am not strong, although I am just an unremarkable dick, I am who I am, my name is Li Yang.