Shaohua is gone, this is the first thing I found when I woke up, I searched the whole island like a fool, shouting her name, but in the end there was no answer, it was Wen Leisha who told me to identify by the footprints on the beach...... Shaohua took the initiative.

It's ridiculous, I keep fantasizing in my dreams, the first thing I see after waking up is Yuehua, but now even Shaohua is gone, since Nanjing, I have been losing my partners one by one, and finally there is no one left at this moment.

Oh no, there's a blind Winissa, and though we're not friends, we've only known each other for a few days.

I don't know why Shaohua left, why didn't he follow me, he didn't have to wrap his tail around my waist, and he was no longer lying behind me stupidly...... My heart is full of sentimentality, in fact, I like her to follow behind, in fact, she is not the only one who needs someone to accompany her at this moment.

Sitting silently on the beach, my eyes were blank and my face was dull, the feeling before the nuclear explosion seemed to be infinitely magnified by the power of nuclear radiation, I was willing to carry some weight, but no one wanted to let me carry it, I wanted to do my best to save some people, but in the end I could only watch them disappear in the screams.

No, it's frustration, it's numbness, it's the feeling of powerlessness that springs up in the depths of my heart, just like what Su Zicheng said at the end, I'll always be just a corpse demon.

I've become stronger, but it's useless, I've become smarter, but it's still useless, I don't know what to do to be useful, in front of the nuclear bomb, in front of the cruelty of the whole world, even Chutian is as small as an ant, let alone me?

I want to ...... Just lie on the beach and die silently, don't experience those misery again.

I don't want to be depressed, I remember what King Hao said at the end, my friends, my relatives, my lovers, although they are not around at the moment, but I really want to go to them, what people need most in a desperate situation is an emotion, isn't it?

I also remember what Chu Tian said at the end: "Li Yang, stand up! I know you can ......."

Can I really do it? I'm already bruised, my heart is broken, I stretch out my hand but I can't hold on to a glimmer of hope, I look at the sky but I can't find any way out, the way out of the corpse demon, the way out of the whole world, including my own way out at this moment.

I'm stranded on a desert island.

I don't know how Shaohua left, maybe she was stronger than me, maybe she wasn't as badly injured as me, she couldn't even stand up, flying? I had no wings, I didn't have a piece, I couldn't swim, both physically and mentally were filled with a sense of powerlessness.

What's more, when I think of the gray 'color', I suddenly clutch my heart, it hurts there, and I can clearly feel that there is a hard erection in it, is it the crystal?

I really regret it, why did I swallow that thing? But if I didn't swallow it, I didn't know what Shangguan Hongwu would do in the end, but now I have understood his words and understood the 'gate'.

"Wen Lesa, can you help me?" I suddenly turned my head and said, the 'woman' at a loss.

"Help me...... Cut open the 'chest' to see what's inside, and see if you can take it out and destroy it. I said abruptly.

"You're going to die. Wen Lisha said expressionlessly, the 'female' was as depressed and depressed as I was almost crazy, not to mention the fact that I had just lost the person I loved, Kuhn.

The broken heart of the corpse demon may not die, with strong demon power and physique, it can be repaired slowly, but the problem is that I have no demon power at all, and the demon martial arts have all been destroyed, and I can't eat and recover, and there is nothing on the desert island.

The degree of physical disintegration is unbelievable, and there are fine cracks all around the body, even on the face, is this disfigured? Can it be recovered in the future? Forget it, anyway, it is not much worse if I am not destroyed or not.

"I don't know what you want to do, but let's get out of here. Winetha said that she wanted to go back to England, and the war hit her so hard that going home was the only thought left, although ......

I don't know if I should go back or not, I want to find Yuehua, find those partners, but when I think of the crystal in my heart! I am the gray 'door', and now I am equivalent to danger, no one knows when, a powerful and terrifying enemy will appear on my side, just like when I was in Tianmu Mountain, killing everyone around me in one fell swoop!

What's more, I don't know how the gray 'color' appears, and when the air splits, my body will crack? When I held Yuehua, my whole body was suddenly torn apart, and the blood splashed on her delicate little face......

I didn't dare to think about it, I held my head and screamed desperately, I felt like I was going crazy.

Anyway, let's get out of here first, maybe I should go to Chu Tian, at least he can deal with the gray 'color', maybe I can find Qin Lan, take out the things in my heart, and destroy that 'gate'."

But it's too difficult, Wen Leisa and I are both wing-shaped, but we can't even piece together half a piece of wings, and we can barely stand up by supporting each other, let alone swimming across the sea, and I don't even know how far this desert island is from Japan, let alone Japan's ...... at the moment.

Time is slow and fast, three days, we can't eat and sit on a desert island, I silently look at the sky, Wen Leisha hung her head in frustration, she can't even see, I want to comfort but don't know how to speak.

After five days, the hunger pang had driven me crazy, and I barely stood up to catch a turtle that was hit ashore by the sea 'waves', and I struggled to bite, pulling out the blood and 'meat' and devouring it, but I still couldn't recover my body.

For seven days, Wen Leisha was speechless, I was so hungry that I couldn't even see the sky clearly, I didn't know if I was the first corpse demon to starve to death on a desert island, which was ironic and sad.

Ten days on the beach, quiet, are we already dead? The body seems to have dried up from the scorching sun, I want to drink some seawater, but I vomit desperately after just one sip.

Vomit...... By the way, and that damn nuclear 'radiation', Wen Leisa and I can imagine how weak we are.

The corpse demon should not be killed by the radiant 'shooting', after all, we are already dead, Qin Lan also said that the corpse demon will not get sick and suffer from cancer, but the radiation 'shooting' still has a great impact on us, when the cells are killed, when the molecular structure of the body is destroyed, maybe this is the reason why my body is full of cracks.

Fifteen days......

"Li Yang, eat me. Wen Leisa said that she was in despair, that beautiful 'glamorous' face had become like a thousand-year-old corpse, she no longer felt hungry, she no longer felt anything.

I didn't answer, stared at the sea in a daze, desperately 'rubbing' my eyes, that was...... The floating corpse is being slapped to the shore by the sea 'waves', and then rolled back, and then slapped again, and repeated.

I don't know why there are floating corpses on the sea, or even more than one! Because I don't know what is happening in Japan at the moment.

"There's help, you wait!" I struggled desperately to crawl forward, crawling into the sea's 'waves', choking and coughing but still not daring to stop, it felt like a man who was about to starve to death suddenly saw a slice of bread, although the bread was disgusting, and it had been soaked in the sea...... ...... that has been bitten by a school of fish

I couldn't think about it anymore, I was afraid that I would vomit to death, so it took me nearly ten minutes to crawl to the floating corpse, and I bit down the moment I hugged it.

At that moment, I couldn't tell if the corpse was good or evil, and I didn't even know if it was a human or a corpse.

At that moment, I finally understood why some corpses only thought of humans as food, and I finally understood the feeling of being so hungry that even their loved ones were killed and devoured.

At that moment, I didn't know what I was, it seemed to be no different from the zombies in the walking corpse walking 'meat', when hunger surpassed reason, when death was approaching minute by minute, living was the only thought......

Before I took this bite, I thought about killing myself in order to close the big gray door, but after taking that bite, I realized that this idea was so stupid, and I found that I was alive...... Just being alive is already the greatest beauty.

On that day, Wen Leisha and I took our corpse instinct to the extreme, ate up the whole corpse, and then threw ourselves into the sea 'waves' and dragged another corpse to continue to bite and devour.

On that day, there was no joy, no sorrow, not even expression in our expressions, like two most primitive beasts that had no wisdom except to devour.

That day, Wen Leisha finally regained some of her demonic power and grew two wings.

I don't understand why it wasn't me who recovered, but her, and it stands to reason that my injuries should have been mild, after all, she escaped in the end, and she endured a much more powerful nuclear explosion than me.

Even, she even gave birth to two wings, but I still feel weak, is it because of that crystal?

Forget it, at least we can survive, although it is still difficult, I can barely get out of the way, Wen Leisa grabbed me and struggled to fly, but soon encountered one battleship after another, the Pacific Fleet flying the American flag.

"Why is the U.S. fleet here?" Wen Leisha and I looked at each other, we still didn't know about Japan...... There are no more, the country has completely disappeared, and the island is surrounded by warships of various countries.

We could only fly south against the surface of the sea, trying to bypass those warships, and as soon as we were discovered, we immediately dived into the water to escape, stopped to rest for half a day when we encountered a small island, and pounced on the floating corpses to bite and devour.

There are a lot of floating corpses on the sea, I don't know why, maybe when the humans along the coast find that they are full of corpses, jumping into the sea is the only option, although they still can't survive in this way, and it seems that they can't survive in hell no matter what......

This difficult flight took longer than being trapped on a desert island, and it was a month before we struggled to find the right direction, completely bypassed the warships, and finally found a fishing boat on the sea.

I don't know where the fishing boat came from or where it is, but the fishermen speak Cantonese.

In fact, at this time, we were very close to the Philippines and not far from the island of Taiwan, but unfortunately we didn't know it, because we couldn't distinguish the direction and location, we had to sneak on the fishing boat quietly at night.

Luckily, the boat was big and easy to hide, and after a few more days of rocking at sea, I finally returned to China.

"Where are we now?" asked Wenresa with a frown.

I scratched my head with a smile, looked at the completely unfamiliar city in front of me and replied, "Hong Kong." "

I really don't know how we flew all the way from Tokyo to get here, which seems to be a farther road to the west, and I don't seem to have a Hong Kong and Macao permit, will I be repatriated to the mainland? or deported......