In the gloomy days
Today in this chapter we will not talk about the novel, let's talk about your Xiaoice matter, I'm sorry everyone, I broke for so long, I am really dark these days, the reason why I put this irrelevant article in the text, is to think that everyone can understand me more, this useless person.
I can't remember how long it was last update.,It's not a secret.,During this time, I really had the idea of giving up writing.,Something that has been stuck for so long.,In fact, it's more reluctant.,A few days ago,My novel because of copyright issues.,Received a lot of infringement.,I tossed for a long time.,Finally eased up some.,Thanks to my friends who have been with me.,In fact, many of them are characters in my book.。
I have been tortured by the cruel reality to the end, these things I don't even dare to face others, your cheerful Xiaoice has also become a person who does not talk much introverted, I even feel that the whole world has abandoned me, yes, in fact, see here, you have already discovered it, the system of my novel is actually not my original, I am deeply sorry here, this is my debut novel after all, I have no experience, I dare not use my own ideas, but because of my cowardice, several editors left angrily, one of them is still a friend I have been with for many years as family, everything in the middle is I am doing it alone, very tiredCoupled with all the misfortunes in my reality, I have given up the idea of writing, and my world is gloomy these days.
I know that I shouldn't bring these negative energy things to the reader, but you can actually read the things I want to express.
It's not a secret, your Xiaoice is indeed still small, but the things facing it are really too painful, a few days ago, I was left in a gray place, not seeing the day, thinking about embracing the world with a grateful heart, but it's really difficult, former partners, I really want their setbacks again and again to make me lose confidence in myself, I can't do anything, maybe this is me, right? I remember that I could pat my chest and tell others that I love myself, and I realized that now I even want to wear a mask, and fate is always playing tricks on me.
Since stepping on the snow without a trace, I never want to set foot in the old place, everything is so familiar, and I am no longer one of them, in fact, I really want to stand, but I am afraid of touching the scene, so I bow my head and leave quickly.
That's right, I left where I liked, and it hurt, but I never had the face to face them again.
After that, my novel encountered infringement by others, and it was published on other novel websites without my authorization, and I was desperate at the time, why should my hard-earned things be easily taken away by others, but fortunately, there were friends who believed in me one by one, and in the end this matter did not continue, and it was quietly resolved, and I breathed a sigh of relief at that time.
The good times didn't last long, my editors left one by one, the reason is that my novel is an imitation of "XXXX", I am also very helpless, I really want to write this novel well, and other novels have created a precedent, I have no choice, I can only use those systems, but I have a clear conscience to say, the plot is my own work, there is no plagiarism. Those friends left angrily one by one, thinking that I was the tears of a crocodile, but in fact, they all said that novels come from life but are higher than life, which is really true, and I was still creating in my original intention at that time.
After a long time, I found that everything is a floating cloud, I thought I could live in this virtual world, but back to reality, everything is so cruel, and only at night can I be quiet, the past I am gone, if people who have been reading my books will find that the original Xiaoice is so strong and happy people, but now .....
Sitting on the windowsill, the scenes of struggle came to my mind, I really don't want to write anymore, and the current readers are no longer good, and there is no one to keep anyway.
When the one I love she comforts me not to give up, I have mixed feelings in my heart, yes, what I have insisted on for so long, why give up, under her persuasion, when I put my hand on the keyboard, I slowly entered that state, and my heart is not so painful, look at Lie Long Hao, I can't find a way out for the person I love, Lang smiled, I had to separate from her, Ghost Shengyao, lost my physical ability.... There are so many characters that continue to inspire me, and I realized that this is exactly what I have always insisted on and what I love.
This is not an article that tells you anything negative energy.,I just want to say.,What has been held on for a long time, even if there is no gain in the end.,To the back,Bring the most,It's moving.,At the same time, I apologize to everyone.,I'll definitely try to update.,Thank you.,I hope to always support me.。