"My name is Jeremy Clive, my father is Cotton, Cotton Clive, the president of the Magician Guild, my mother, died of illness when I was three years old, and it was from that year that my father's personality changed a lot. ”

"He started to become authoritarian and ruthless, and sometimes I felt like a puppet manipulated by something, and it was creepy, and I couldn't feel the breath of a living person at all. ”

"Since I was a child, he has been very strict with me, he is the president of the Demon Pattern Master Guild, so he requires me to be as good as him, to become an outstanding Demon Pattern Master, and to inherit his position in the future. So, from the age of three, I studied the basic skills under his high-pressure policy for five years, and after five years, I began to formally learn the skills of the Demon Pattern Master. ”

"But no matter how good I was, even if I surpassed my peers, he never complimented me. Every time, I was extremely expecting him to affirm my achievements, but every time I got it, he had an indifferent look and eyes. ”

"So, gradually, I lost my passion, and I began to dislike things related to the Pattern Master, and I didn't listen to any of his requests, and even often did things that had nothing to do with the Master of the Pattern. Of course, he was very angry, and either beat or scolded me, but according to him, my personality was probably inherited from my mother, and he was very stubborn. So no matter how much he beat and scolded, I kept working with him. ”

"So much so that I was still under his nose, slowly writing out a plan to establish an underground social order, which I hid so well that he didn't find out at all. ”

"At that time, I felt true happiness, I felt as if I was already in that underground realm, and every time I sketched its blueprint, I experienced a joy that I didn't have when I learned the skills of a demon pattern master before. I began to realize that what I really liked was this, not being a Magician. Before, I was studying for him, but now, I want to work hard for myself!"

Roy listened quietly and did not interrupt Jeremy's self-statement, although there was a lot of information and a lot of slots, Roy was not in the mood to complain at this moment.

"Ever since Duke Grant and His Majesty the Emperor began to target him, his temper at home has grown more and more irritable, and on the eve of my absence, I have once again gone against his will and sketched the future of my underground kingdom at home. He barged in unexpectedly and saw my secret, so he flew into a rage and tore all my plans to shreds. ”

"Can you imagine the heartache of watching the things you love the most get torn to shreds? I begged him for mercy, I knelt down for him, I cried and begged him not to do that, but he didn't listen. So I was desperate, so I had a big fight with him and left the house. ”

"Later, when they heard about me, their family was not much better off than mine, and their parents didn't pay much attention to their feelings in order to fight for power. So when they heard that I had run away from home, they followed suit, and before I knew it, thirty-two brothers, including More, had gathered around me. ”

"When I saw my brothers looking at me with hope and adoration, I understood that we needed a place to shelter and a purpose to settle our bodies and a purpose to unite us. So, I set up this organization, took everyone into the slums, and made a goal and plan to fight against the Demon Pattern Master Guild to the end. ”

"With the goal of struggle, although everyone's life is not as comfortable as before, there are more smiles than before, and we are more passionate about completing these tasks. ”

"I've always thought that my brothers and I were doing something remarkable, and that the Magician Guild and the old guys didn't realize who was causing trouble for them, which gave me a sense of superiority and accomplishment. But just now, the old guy suddenly appeared in my room and said that he wanted to take me back, and he told me that in fact, he had always known where I was and what I was doing all the year round. ”

When Jeremy said this, he suddenly showed a very ridiculous smile, looked at Roy and Ainabel, who had already listened to it, and said: "Do you know what he told me? He actually said that he didn't take the initiative to find me in the past year to see how far I could go, and the final evaluation he gave me was, it's two words, nonsense!!"

At the end, Jeremy couldn't help but yell.

"He thinks I'm messing around!!The efforts of me and my brothers over the past year are all nonsense in his eyes!!Obviously, we have so many successful plans, so that the plan of the Demon Pattern Master Guild has not been implemented smoothly, but he used such a sentence to wipe out all our efforts for more than a year!!Why did he ?!!?"

"Am I messing around in his eyes? Does he think that I am the most failed work of his life? Why does he! Who does he think he is?! He thinks I am embarrassing him, and I especially think that having a father like him is the most embarrassing thing in my life!!"

Jeremy didn't know when his face was already full of tears, and he complained, venting his inner anguish and anger over the years.

"Why can other fathers not be stingy with their own encouragement when their children have achieved something, but my father only has a chilling indifference. ”

"Why can someone else do what they like, but I can only listen to him and do what he asks me to do. ”

"Does he think I'm his son, so I should follow his orders!I should defend his authority as a father!!!To satisfy his desire for control!!"

"I should become a thoughtless tool and live the rest of my life according to his commands?!

"Is it that he has set my future since I was born, and if I don't follow the direction he has planned, I will be regarded as a deviant?

Jeremy yelled angrily, he couldn't help but jump up from his chair and paced around the room, emphasizing as he went, "So I'm going to take revenge on him!!I'm going to make him regret it!!I'm going to make him regret treating me like an emotionless machine!I'm going to make him realize his mistakes!!!I'm also capable of completely destroying the Demon Pattern Master Guild that treats him as a treasure!!"

But just when Jeremy's mood reached its peak, he suddenly stopped, and his expression became lonely.

He couldn't help but bow his head and whispered, "But now, everything is over." He already knows what I'm planning, and the actions I've arranged are completely ineffective, so he must be ready to wait for me to be caught. ”

"Heh, hehe, I suddenly realized that he really didn't seem to be wrong, from beginning to end, this is a nonsense ......"

Jeremy laughed at himself with his head down, letting the tears slip down his face.

At this moment, Roy no longer seems to see the confident imp who said he wanted to cover himself when he first met, and what he was in front of him at this moment was just an ordinary teenager who was completely crushed by his self-confidence and succumbed to something that he hated very much.

The kind of despair and decadence that can only appear in adults who have completely lost faith and hope in life appeared in Jeremy, a twelve-year-old boy.

It's not right, it's really not right!