Book VII, Chapter 89
He Yu didn't speak, came to the window, and looked around, the world immersed in the night was brightly lit and starlight. The night breeze blows and it is exceptionally cool. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and the fear in his heart caused by the dream just now instantly subsided a lot, and said, "I dreamed that Xiao Ying was gradually moving away, and no matter how much I chased after her, she finally disappeared in front of me. ”
Since that cave, the Demon Lord told him and Shu Yan that if they want to rescue Xiao Ying, they must go to the South China Sea, break into the deep sea realm, and get the immortal surge on the island to heal and repair the almost dying Xiao Ying Yuan Shen. The three-month period, they traveled day and night, after all, their physical ability was limited, and seeing that a full month had passed, they had only reached half of the desperate appointment. How to make people not crazy!
"It's just a dream, why take it seriously?" Shu Yan came to his side, green wisps, gently fluttering in the wind, beautiful and impossible to ignore: "I know that today's Demon Lord is just looking at our physical exhaustion, instead of barely flying, it is better to stop and replenish our physical strength, and get twice the result with half the effort." I don't want to stop and rest, but on second thought, the Demon Lord may be right. I don't think you want to wait for us to reach the South China Sea, but you don't have the strength to cross the deep sea!"
"You're right, I don't know what else awaits us in front of us, we can't lose any strength before we arrive, how can we save Xiaoying? ”
"It's not all your fault, you're just concerned about Xiaoying's safety. Seeing that you care about Xiaoying so much, day and night all the way, and go to the South China Sea together at the cost of risking, maybe, it seems that I should give Xiaoying a chance to choose....."
When He Yu heard this, he was surprised and excited, for fear that she would regret it: "What you said is really?!"
"My Shu Yan never counts when she speaks. ”
"Haha, it's so wise that you can say that, no wonder Xiaoying's mouth is full of thoughts that your sister is the best. Then you can't go back on it!"
"Don't be busy praising me first, you have to depend on Xiaoying's own wishes. ”
"That's nature. He Yu is still confident in this and has no worries.
"I know you're going to find it strange how I hate you so easily as you would agree to be with my sister. But I know this is what Xiaoying has always expected. I can even do anything for her. There was a colorful light that crossed Shu Yan's eyes, and she smiled faintly, her smile blurred.
Suddenly, her eyes flickered, cold and abnormal, and she said word by word: "Of course, if this is Xiaoying's final choice, I will respect it." However, if I find out that you don't cherish her a little bit, and even hurt her, I will not only bring her back to the Demon Realm and never see each other, but I will also settle all the accounts with you. You need to promise me!!"
"I promise! I only love Xiaoying alone in this life, and I will always love her, love her like a jewel, and never let her down!" He Yu took away his unconcealable joy and vowed.
"I'll believe you for once. ”
"You two sisters really look like each other. Just like when she came to the Wild Snow Forest for you. ”
"Xiaoying sacrificed too much for me, I used to only care about myself and ignore her too much. Maybe my sister is too incompetent, that's why God punishes me like this. "Yes, Cangtian, you first let Xuan leave me, and now it's Xiao Ying's turn.
"You don't have to blame yourself too much, it's not your fault. Just like Xiao Ying will not care about life and death for you, don't you also fight for Xiao Ying now? I believe that Xiao Ying has never blamed you, otherwise at the beginning of my meeting with her, she would be full of thoughts about you, her favorite sister. He Yu smiled softly, as if returning to the scene where they were in danger together in the snowy forest.
Shu Yan's eyes were red: "Xiaoying is so stupid, just so simple, she never knows how to blame." Even if it's not her fault, the first thing to blame must be herself. Shu Yan suddenly turned her head and said to him for the first time: "He Yu, can you tell me about what happened to you in the Manxue Forest?" ”
"Absolutely. "It's too late for He Yu to be happy, how can he not want to. Although Shu Yan didn't completely let go of her prejudices against him, she was trying to accept him and give them a chance to let Xiao Ying choose for herself, he said happily: "I still remember that time I was ordered to go to the Manxue Forest, passing by Wuxi Mountain on the way, where I was preparing to hunt a bloodthirsty black demon, that is, Xiao Ying, she thought that I had killed her kind, and had a grudge with me, and they met twice...... " He Yu said slowly, only to suddenly realize that they had experienced so much together.
"Later, fortunately with the secret help of Uncle Chen Xuan, Xiao Ying and I successfully arrived at the bottom of the cave, and in front of the snow tree, I knew Xiao Ying's true body. He Yu suddenly smiled bitterly: "But at that time, I was still full of hostility and scolded her for being a monster, and the two never saw each other again.....
"Now that I think about it, I realize how wrong I was with her at the time. How painful and sad she should be. ”
A crystal teardrop rolled down Shu Yan's beautiful eyes, and He Yu was shocked: "You ....."
"Don't say how painful and sad Xiaoying is. Ever since she returned to the Rotten Mountain, she was sullen and sad all day long, and I knew that her heart must have something she could never forget in her life. Although she didn't say it, I could understand that feeling very deeply. So I didn't ask anything, because I found that Xiao Ying, who had never been able to hold any secrets in her heart, had suddenly grown up. She doesn't surround me every day and ask her about everything she doesn't know. ”
"But I'd rather she never grew up, so that she wouldn't yearn for the world that Immortal Mountain thought, and she wouldn't have the same person's name in her dreams. ”
He Yu's body shook violently, and the stinging pain in the cone hit his chest. He leaned on the windowsill and crouched down unbearably......
"You, are you alright?"
Looking up, He Yu was already in pain.
At first, He Yu was suddenly strange, she was still a little unclear, and she didn't think that he would be sad like this. Shu Yan didn't know what to do, so she hurriedly squatted down and said hurriedly: "What's wrong with you?
"What should I do, I don't know, I don't know what I've done to Xiaoying. I damn it, I really damn it, I hurt her so badly, and the demon abyss saw her again, not only did I not have a good word for her, but I even deliberately rejected her coldly and let her go. But she still stayed with me until the end......"
He Yu leaned against the wall of the windowsill, hugged his legs tightly and squatted in the corner, letting his eyes wet with tears, and blamed himself unforgivably. What Shu Yan didn't know was that he was sad and blamed himself not only for the mistakes he made for Shuying in this life, but also because of the guilt and pain of Yue'er in his previous life, which almost suffocated him.
Shu Yan was at a loss, remembering that every time she was sad, Chen Xuan would come to her side and gently pat her shoulder or hug her into her arms to comfort her. Although she is a demon, she also knows some differences between men and women. Of course the latter can't, so he stretched out his hand a little stiffly and started, twice, and then gently patted He Yu on the shoulder: "Don't be so sad, I believe Xiao Ying never blamed you." If she sees that you are so sad now, she will definitely be even more sad. ”
He Yu raised his head from tears: "What you said is true?
"Of course it's true, what reason do I have to lie to you?" Shu Yan was a little amused, looking at He Yu at this moment, her eyes were as clear as a child. She smiled suddenly, her smile was touching and gorgeous, and it almost made He Yu's expression move. Of course, this has nothing to do with anything else, and Heyu's reaction is as shocked as everyone is when they see a dazzling picture and thing in front of them.
He Yu shook his head again and said, "No, you won't understand what else happened between me and her? "Since the eldest brother has the intention to break them up, it is impossible to simply destroy Xiaoying's real body and not kill her. and let him go. I'm afraid I've already told Xiao Ying all.... He knew his big brother too well. He never destroys anything that has no chance of winning, or he is absolutely sure.
"No, it won't. Even if something happens to you later, why do you blame you when you see Xiaoying and not forgive you? How do you know what she thinks?"
"You won't understand. You don't know that I failed her in my past life except now! I am a complete and unforgivable sinner. Shaking the candle flame, in the smudged light, He Yu's slightly reddish black eyes sparkled, and his teary eyes were hazy, like a little starlight hanging in the sky, and after the baptism of rain, it bloomed even more dark and bright in the night sky.
Shu Yan looked at him, his whole body was tightly curled into a ball, buried his head in his knees, quietly, no longer speaking, but the slightly trembling back panel showed the great pain he was pressing at this moment. There was a hint of sympathy in her eyes.