Chapter 35: Stubborn Disease
Chapter 35: Stubborn Disease
I don't dodge anymore, I don't want to guess riddles with him like this, I'm so tired: "Yi Feng, what do you have, you can tell me directly, you know I'm stupid, I don't want to guess." ”
"In your heart, I'm so thoughtful, Jucheng Mansion?"
His chuckling words made me feel cruel.
"I didn't say that!"
"But you think I have a lot of thoughts, and it's hard for you to guess. ”
What is the rationale for this?
I didn't speak, I looked at him angrily indifferently, Xu reacted that his attitude was a little intense, and he softened his tone: "Xiaoyu, I, I just want you to think more." ”
He has never been bored of thinking so much about himself, but now he wants me to think more about a person who doesn't want to think more, what is the reason?
"What do you want?" I asked sincerely, and if I could make him happier, I would be willing to think about it.
But when I said this, his expression became dumbfounded, as if I was playing with him, with an incredulous self-deprecation.
Somehow, when I saw him like this, I said more: "I'm sincere." ”
He smiled, not as much as before, and he covered his eyes with his hands, and when he looked at me again, his eyes were slightly red.
I really don't know what magic my words have to make his heart turn a thousand times.
The smile he tried to pull at me was unbearable to look at.
"Yi Feng, I can't speak, if I accidentally hurt you, I apologize, but there is nothing between us that cannot be said, right?"
"Yes...... It's my concern, I should know that you don't like to beat around the bush, I'm just, too concerned, I don't know why. ”
"So, you don't have to be taboo, after all, you've said all that, and what else can I say that I don't know. "This brain sometimes doesn't listen to the call, and it's obviously buried in the bottom of my heart, but it's not a small thing to pull out, I just want to comfort him.
I regretted it, and I didn't look too far away to look him in the eye.
With him, I have to keep my spirits up, and I don't know when his words will cause me to throw away my forbearance and armor, and all the efforts I have made for him will be wasted.
I haven't found a good way to get along with him until now, I don't want to hurt myself again, and I can't bear to hurt him.
"That's why you've been indifferent to me, as if you don't know me?"
He looked into my eyes, as if he wanted to see something, maybe he was right, I was unconsciously alienating him in my heart, but I didn't hate, but I didn't dare.
"It's so not talking, and it's so indifferent, when will you be able to have some emotions for me, even if it's hatred, it's resentment!"
I have been alive for so long, and I have never seen a person who begs others to resent him and hate himself, but today it is rare to hear it with his own ears.
Hate him and hate him, what do you ask, this is not looking for abuse, he is cynical to this point?
"I really don't know how to reply to you about what you said, if I hate you, it's what you want, then I'm sorry, I can't do it, and I don't want to waste that energy, but you can continue to hate me, I don't care. With that, I turned to leave, and I ignored his maniacal laughter behind me.
Maybe I shouldn't have come out with him today, and I shouldn't have sworn to say something to him that shouldn't have been said when I came out, I've endured it for so long, and I've been fine, so I should have let it stay in my heart.
Ah Hua's dodged-up figure crashed into my eyes, and the clumsy appearance made the corners of my mouth inadvertently hook.
It turned out that he came out with Yi Feng and opened his mouth to talk about him, so why did he go elsewhere.
"Don't hide, I'll fall later, I'll see you!"
"Pretty sister!"
"Alright, let's go inside. ”
"Hmm!"
Turned around to cover the door, turned his head to look, he was still isolated there, looking at the door of my courtyard, that lonely figure, in the cold moonlight, anyone who looked at it would be sad for him.
I don't understand what he's so obsessed with.
I closed my eyes and closed the courtyard door.
"Beautiful sister, did you quarrel with Shangxian?" Ah Hua took my hand and tilted his head to look up at me.
"Did you hear that?" yes, we didn't go very far.
"Well, he seems to like you!" These words made me pause, not only did others think so, but even the children the size of beans and rice who had not yet opened their minds could see that he liked me, whether everyone was deceived by Yi Feng, or I was too evasive.
"I don't know what you kid knows, and I don't know what you like. ”
"Beautiful sister, can't I like you?" Ah Hua's innocent eyes made me confused.
Does he think I don't want Yi Feng to like me?
Can you like me, I also want to know, can I be liked?
Yi Feng said that I like the person in my heart, but I don't know whether he is right or wrong.
That person's place in my heart is indeed more important than anyone other than my loved ones.
"The baby is still young, so let's not talk about that yet, shall we?"
"Good!" he was in such a good mood that he was so easy to talk that I was flattered.
Chuan Feng and Xue Ying stood by the pavilion, and I just remembered that they hadn't gone back to Zifeng Mountain today, but it was too late at the moment, and I didn't worry about letting them go back.
I discussed with Mu Qing softly: "Mu Qing, is it okay to stay here today?"
She didn't reply to me, but raised her eyes to look at Ah Hua, but I had no choice but to say to Ah Hua: "It's late today, you and Mu Qing will stay here for the night." I opened my hand, held a pear leaf, handed it to Ah Hua and said, "If you don't go back, your aunt will definitely be hearted, and you have to give her safety." ”
Ah Hua took it, said the words of peace to the leaves, and then handed it back to me, I left my voice on the leaves, and then let it go, and in an instant, the leaves turned into a scattered green shadow and disappeared.
"Okay, now we can rest assured, let's wash up and go to bed. ”
"Okay, then I'll sleep with my pretty sister. ”
"No!" I said to Yukizakura to stop me.
Ah Hua was puzzled: "Why?"
"Because you're grown up, you've got to sleep on your own. ”
"Then why do Daddy and Auntie still sleep together when they are so old?"
"This ......"
Yukizakura laughed on the sidelines, annoyed that I gave her a look before she shut up.
This Ah Hua always uses some strange questions to embarrass me, and in order to answer him, it really racks my brains.
"Did your aunt say that you will sleep alone after you are 300 years old?"
"Hmm!" he nodded reluctantly.
"That's fine, I think you're three hundred years old. ”
But at that time everyone was asleep, and they didn't know it. ”
Speaking of which, I didn't value it for him, but on his birthday, he was sad and unconscious, and her aunt said that she would not let him go over it for a long time, saying that she would wait for him to be together next time.
"But you are three hundred years old, and you have no regrets. ”
"Okay!"
"Na Mu Qing, you sleep in her room with Xue Ying. ”
"What about the pretty sister?"
"I, such a large courtyard, are you afraid that I have no place to sleep? ”
"Why, they can sleep together?" Ah Hua pointed to Xue Sakura and said aggrievedly.
"They, because they are all girls, and besides, their aunt has never said that they will sleep alone after the age of 300, not to mention that they are not younger than you? ”
"That's right!" Xue Sakura said to Ah Hua even more bitterly, her smug face slightly provocative.
But Mu Qing's words made her dumbfounded.
"I want to be with the little lord, and I have to protect him. "One board at a glance, what he said was very serious.
"Eh, you little wood, whoever said to protect him would have to sleep with him, besides, in Qiuyu's Immortal Mansion, why do you need to protect him, it's really a wood. Xue Sakura said, reaching out to smash Ki Aoki's head.
"Yukaro!" I reached out and tore off her fingers, calling her with some reproach, but she didn't say anything more.
"Daddy said that I would never leave. Mu Qing didn't care, and said to himself.
"No, as my pretty sister said, I can sleep on my own. ”
Ah Hua turned so fast, I didn't understand.
"But ......"
Mu Qing wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Ah Hua: "Okay, yours listen to me." ”
And so, very well!
I don't know if it's because of changing the bed, and insomnia, my mind is in the daytime, their fierce words in the birch camphor hall for a while, and for a while it is Yi Feng's words in the night for no reason, which makes me have a headache for how long I haven't made it again.
It just so happened that Ah Xia made a sachet for me to alleviate the symptoms, but I put it in the house, today Ah Hua slept in that room, and it was late at night, and it was inconvenient to take it, so I could only grit my teeth deeply.
But the more I endure it, the more the tormenting things in my brain jump around, and I want to come out, and the headache is like being divided into two halves, and then slowly shattered, and it is nothing to do when I curl up my body.
The sweat soaked the thin clothes and bedding, and the water droplets that kept coming out of the forehead were cold and cold.
I tried to cover my mouth with my arms to keep my screams from screaming, and my white underwear was wet with blood and sweat, giving me a halo of ochre.
But I couldn't feel the pain in my arm, my consciousness gradually dissipated, but the headache continued, and the moment I closed my eyes in a coma, I wondered if I would just leave?
But the next day the sun shone through the window, and I woke up as usual, propping up my arms, and the piercing pain reminded me of the bite wound last night, and I don't know how hard it was last night, and my sleeves flew up.
Roll up the sleeves stained by sweat and blood, only then can I see the wound, last night it hurt so much, this mouth is not ambiguous, the wound is sticky and sticky, the surrounding area is swollen, I don't bother to see how deep the bite is, raise my hand luck, gently brush, the wound does not heal.
At this moment, the headache disappeared, but the strength of the whole body was still weak, the smell of sweat around my body was mixed with a faint smell of blood, which made me almost vomit, and the long hair was soaked with sweat and stuck into wisps, I couldn't bear it, and got up early to clean my body.
When I changed into clean clothes and went out, there were three children standing straight outside the door, and the order from highest to lowest made me happy in my heart.
The relationship between Xue Ying and Ah Hua is still the same, and looking at the large space between them, it is clear that they will not get along well today.