Su Jinyin thought that it was because she had been sitting on the small pestle for a long time, so she pressed the ground and tried to stand up slowly.

But this time, it was even more complete than the last time. Because not only are the feet weak, but even the hands are not able to hold up. She threw herself directly to the ground.

"Don't try again. You've been drugged, and it's been almost half an hour now, and the effect of the drug should have taken effect. Zheng maintained a sitting posture and looked at Su Jinyin with tears still dry.

"What do you want to do?" Su Jinyin turned his gaze away after asking this sentence. She didn't want Zheng to see the disappointment and sadness in her eyes.

How ironic. She relented to her mother, but her mother never relented to her.

An equally loud noise came.

Su Jinyin subconsciously looked over and saw that Zheng also fell on the side of the bed.

She opened her mouth to ask, but held back.

Zheng seemed to know what Su Jinyin wanted to ask, she smiled at Su Jinyin comfortingly, and replied, "I'm fine." I'll just rest and get up again. ”

After speaking, Zheng simply sat on the ground against the bed. She looked at Su Jinyin, who was lying on the ground weakly, her eyes were full of tenderness.

"I've actually wondered more than once what you're going to be like when you grow up. Who's going to be a little bit more like?"

Su Jinyin, who listened to these words again at this moment, was no longer moved in his heart. She simply provoked Zheng and said, "Isn't it like a woman who doesn't know where she came from?" maybe, a bit like Aunt Zhao?"

She couldn't stand up now, but it shouldn't be difficult to hold the dagger that was placed close to her body. Since Zheng is so sick that he can wrestle when he gets out of bed, then the two still have the possibility of fighting.

At worst, let's fight for the same end.

Unexpectedly, what came to his ears was Zheng's laughter.

And this laugh is not a mocking laugh, nor is it a sad laugh. It's with a hint of heartfelt pleasure.

Su Jinyin didn't want to see Zheng's pleasure.

She said deliberately: "Actually, I myself think that I don't look like you." I don't look like ...... at all."

Before Su Jinyin's words were finished, Zheng burst out laughing.

Her happy smile made Su Jinyin a little annoyed.

For the first time, in front of Zheng, Su Jinyin asked a little out of control, "What are you laughing at?"

Zheng Shi did not answer Su Jinyin's question, but said to himself: "Do you know what I said to your grandmother when I was not out of the cabinet? Until I met your father......"

Zheng's voice became extremely soft, her hand was slightly bent, stretched out to the front, as if someone in front of her was waiting to lead her: "A lifetime and a couple, he said that he is willing to hold his hand to look at the children from afar, and rely on each other to accompany each other until the white head." However, for the sake of our little daughter, he no longer holds hands with me. He said that Zhao Shuang'er has a great favor to you, and a great favor to our husband and wife, and he said that he wants to accept Zhao Shuang'er as a concubine, and Zhao Shuang'er will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of his life. ”

"Why does the biological flesh and blood that I gave birth to with my life bring me so much harm? Without you, there would be no Zhao Shuang'er, no Zhao Shuang'er, and no Aunt Xu and Aunt Bai in the back. It all started on that day. When the midwife asked who to protect, why did I answer whether it was small or not big?" Zheng slowly stood up on the bed, and she walked towards Su Jinyin as much as she could maintain her balance.

She asked, "Guess I've ever regretted keeping you?"

"Naturally, you regret it. Su Jinyin replied. While answering, Su Jinyin's hand stretched out into his arms.

"No, no. Zheng's categorical answer caused Su Jinyin to raise his head again.

Zheng raised her hand and rolled down her sleeves, revealing her arms: "Every time I hurt you, I will cut my wrist." I hate you, and I hate myself even more. Without you, there would be no Zhao Shuang'er, and I wouldn't have lost him. But I chose him myself, and if I hadn't chosen him in the first place, and I didn't believe in him so much in the beginning, I wouldn't have ended up where this person is disgusted with himself. ”

The two were already very close at this time, and Su Jinyin could clearly see that Zheng's hands were intertwined with old and new scars. The scars weren't shallow, and each one left a bulging scar.

There are even a lot of scars, each of which reminds Su Jinyin of the poor treatment he has received.

Copying books, kneeling, being smashed, splashing cold water, and being slapped......

Scene by scene, scene by scene, it is difficult to let go.

Zheng pulled off the only hairpin on her head, her hair was spread out in a bun, and her long hair was draped down. I don't know when there were a lot of gray hairs in the green silk.

A hairpin went down heavily, and Su Jinyin shouted loudly: "What are you doing!"

Blood splattered Su Jinyin's face.

She touched her face, her hands were still slightly hot, Su Jinyin looked at Zheng with a hairpin on her shoulder, and shouted loudly: "What do you want to do, what else do you want to do?"

"Just this once, one last time. Zheng squatted down and looked at Su Jinyin lovingly, she reached out and touched Su Jinyin's head, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, Yinyin, just take a moment." Mother has already tried the strength and knows how to master it. In my next life, I will not let you suffer like this. Let's pick a good husband and a good father. I must be good to you in my next life. ”

After finishing speaking, Zheng pulled out the hairpin on his shoulder, and then thrust it towards Su Jinyin's neck.

Su Jinyin hurriedly stretched out her hand to block it, she was shocked by Zheng's self-harming action, and she didn't even take out the dagger.

And a person who has been drugged naturally can't move as well as ordinary people. Su Jinyin was a step slower after all.

The hairpin was already at her neck, and Zheng's voice was still echoing in her ears: "Yinyin, mother will go with you." Yinyin, don't be afraid, don't be afraid......"

"Miss!"

"Miss!"

The door was knocked open, Su Jinyin was pulled back by a point, and Zheng's hairpin fell into the air.

"You two, what are you going to do?

"Zhiwei, take Miss out quickly!" Zhuyue rushed over and hugged Zheng tightly, she tried to cover Zheng's mouth.

"Miss, are you a Chinese medicine?" Zhiwei's meticulousness was not lost at this time. She tried her best to pull Su Jinyin behind her and moved out step by step.

Su Jinyin turned around and called for the moon: "Hold the moon, go!"

"No, Miss, you go first!" Zhuyue also turned her head to look at Su Jinyin.

This turn of the head made Zheng get a gap, and Zheng's hand rose and fell, and he stabbed down hard.

"Hold the moon!"

Su Jinyin shouted heartbreakingly.

In her previous life, she owed her life.

In this life, I don't want this maid to die for herself again.

She tried hard to pounce on Zhuyue, but only let herself fall off Zhiwei's back.

The shoulder was slammed against the stool in the room, and Su Jinyin let out a muffled snort. She was so painful that her forehead was sweating, but the moon in front of her worried her even more.

Holding the moon with a hairpin stuck in his back and holding Zheng Shi and refusing to let go at all, Zheng reached out to pull out the hairpin.

"Hold the moon, let go, you go. Su Jinyin cried and shouted.

Holding the moon gritted her teeth and said, "Zhiwei, take Miss away!"

"Someone, someone!" Zheng shouted, "Where are the people dead!"

She didn't remember telling her subordinates not to enter the room no matter what they heard.