Chapter 117: Loneliness
"So, you're the same person I used to be. In the blood-red world, Xu Han looked at the self in front of him who was exactly the same as himself, and asked with a frown.
The man shook his head and smiled.
"I'm not you, I'm just a memory I left behind, I'm not even myself, how can I be you?"
"What did I leave this memory for, tell me that no matter what I do, how I do it will fail?" Xu Han asked again.
The man thought about it, very seriously.
Then he shook his head again, and said, "I think it is far happier to fall into it with hope knowing that there is a cliff ahead than to fall in fear and despair, and he should not have done this to embarrass your last time..."
Xu Han heard the other party's words, but he carefully browsed the memories that his former self left him, but he was never able to find any way to break the game. The people in the heavens possess too much power, and with the ability of this world, they are completely unable to compete with the entire Starry Sky and Ten Thousand Domains, and the only thing he can rely on is the demon god named Emperor in his body. But once with the help of his power, success or failure will be discussed for the time being, but this world will still inevitably be destroyed with the advent of the emperor.
Therefore, after Xu Han was silent for a long time, he finally asked the doubts in his heart.
"I'm the nineteenth me, and the first eighteen I have left such a memory for the later me, since we all had the same thing, if there is really a way to break the game, then why didn't the first eighteen do it, and how can I do it?"
The smiling man in front of him shook his head helplessly, and he said: "Of course I would like to give you an answer, but unfortunately, I am just a spirit composed of eighteen memories, I can't think, and I can only tell you all about the eighteen memories, and any other answers, you can only find them yourself." ”
Xu Han was a little disappointed, but he quickly nodded and was about to leave, but at this moment, the spirit body suddenly remembered something extremely important.
He suddenly said, "Wait." ”
"There is another passage that the master of the eighteenth memory taught me to convey to you. ”
Xu Han's departing footsteps paused, he turned his head to look at the spirit body, and asked, "What words?"
The expression on the spirit body's face became a little more solemn, and he cleared his throat in an extremely strange way, and then said in a low voice: "No matter how many beautiful scenery you have seen, or the twilight sun in the sea of clouds, or the independent long pavilion in the snow. ”
"No matter how many interesting people you have met, or a swordsman who can be a hundred thousand divisions with a sword, or a young man who speaks outright with a sword, or a drunk who just sits in front of a wine shop and sighs alone. ”
"But you have to remember that you are destined to be alone on this road. ”
"It's your life. ”
"People are like this, they have to admit some lives in order to change some... Fate!"
......
"Alas. ”
Nangong Jing, who was sitting in the tent of the barracks, sighed.
She looked at the man lying on the bed, looking a little resentful and helpless.
She remembered what she saw when she went to Chixiao Gate two days ago, and she couldn't help but feel a little turbulent in her heart again.
The mountain gate of Chixiao Gate was not as strictly guarded as she imagined, nor was it as dangerous as she expected.
There was a dead silence there, Nangong Jing walked all the way from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, and even went to the main hall of the Chixiao Gate, but without exception, there was no trace of anyone in this Chixiao Gate, which should have lived with tens of thousands of disciples, and a full 30,000 Chixiao Sect disciples and the three immortals, including Xie Minyu, disappeared without a trace.
At that time, Nangong Jing, who was puzzled in his heart, also wondered if it was because the strength of the person who broke through the mountain was really too strong, so he forced the entire sect of Chixiao Gate to move and give up this mountain gate that they had been holding on to for thousands of years. But this is not very likely, after all, it is an incredible thing to fight against the Chixiao Gate with the Vermilion Bird Divine Bird with the strength of a few people, and if this is the case, then there should be a big battle in front of this mountain gate, but except for some damaged buildings, Nangong Jing has walked all over Yunxiao Mountain and has not seen a single corpse.
Of course, there is another thing that is very suspicious. In order to monitor the movements of the Chixiao Gate, outside the mountain gate of the Chixiao Gate, Nangong Jing had already sent scouts to keep an eye on it day and night, if it was just a few people, but there were 30,000 disciples in the Chixiao Gate, how could it be possible to disappear silently like this?
At that time, Nangong Jing thought about this, and the doubts in her heart became more and more intense, but such doubts were all left behind by her after more than ten breaths.
After she searched for a long time to no avail, she came to the place where she was unwilling to leave the mountain gate, wanting to see if there were any clues in the most serious place where the traces of the fight were most serious, but when she turned over one broken tile after another, there was a face in the rubble that Nangong Jing wanted to forget, but did not have time to forget.
"Alas. ”
Nangong Jing, who was sitting in the camp tent, sighed deeply again.
Xu Han was nominally an envoy sent to the Great Zhou by Great Xia, and at the same time made a lot of contributions to prompting Chen Guo to send troops, and it was naturally a normal thing to bring Xu Han back to the barracks in a coma for treatment, and no one could find fault with Nangong Jing's move, but Nangong Jing didn't seem to be happy.
She clearly remembered what Xu Han said to her when he left Great Xia, that words cut off Nangong Jing's last thoughts about Xu Han, and in the days that followed, Nangong Jing, who took over the Sword Pavilion, was busy arranging the war to recover Longzhou while cleaning up the hostile forces on the rivers and lakes of Great Xia, so that she didn't have much time to think of Xu Han, and even she herself thought that she had let go of this sudden and somewhat sudden encounter.
But when she peeled off the layers of rubble and saw that familiar face, after the initial surprise, those former throbbing surged into Nangong Jing's heart again. This is not a very good experience for her, Nangong Jing can help Xiao Yu to take charge of the Sword Pavilion for so many years, in addition to the identity of the daughter of the master of the sect and her own naturally talented cultivation, she relies more on being calm and rational enough in the face of anything.
And Xu Han's arrival just broke the calmness and sanity that she had been proud of for many years, so that when she saw Xu Han in a coma, she panicked, regardless of holding Xu Han and rushed back to the place where the military camp was located, but the sword-wielding people who were squatting outside the mountain gate did not know why, and stayed until midnight, until Nangong Jing remembered this matter after making sure that Xu Han was fine, and sent someone to inform them to return to the camp.
Those sword-wielding people naturally wouldn't blame Nangong Jing for this, but Nangong Jing noticed that she was abnormal because of Xu Han's appearance, she didn't like herself like this, and she knew that now that the war was imminent, she shouldn't be bothered by this child's personal affairs, but the more she told herself, the more chaotic her heart became.
She looked at Xu Han again, thinking about what Xu Han had said to her when he left before, and the helplessness in her heart turned into a bit of resentment at that time.
Since I have already said that you and I are impossible, why do you still appear in front of me. If you and I don't have a chance, what I can't get... Don't even think about it!
Such a thought suddenly appeared in Nangong Jing's mind, and her eyes flashed with a strange bloody light, and a sword appeared in her hand at that time. Her mind kept repeating Fang Cai's words, she slowly stood up and walked to Xu Han's side.
The sword in her hand was raised at that time, and the killing intent in her eyes began to condense, one breath was better than one breath, just when the killing intent was almost condensed into substance, and she was about to slash the sword in her hand towards Xu Han's body under the guidance of the murderous intent that suddenly surged out of her mind...
"Ahem, ahem!"
Xu Han, who had been in a coma for a day, suddenly let out a coughing sound, looking like he was finally about to wake up from the coma.
Nangong Jing's body was shocked, and she finally came back to her senses at that time, she was shocked by the absurd thoughts that had just appeared in her mind, and she was even more frightened that under the drive of such thoughts, she almost really did something to Xu Han.
At the moment when she was stunned, Xu Han's closed eyes slowly opened at that time.
He looked at Nangong Jing, who at this time still maintained the posture of holding the long sword in his hand high and about to fall towards him. It stands to reason that whether it is Nangong Jing who appears in front of him at this moment, or Nangong Jing's appearance, it is enough to make a person who wakes up from a coma feel surprised, even frightened.
But Xu Han was only slightly stunned, and the look in his eyes returned to calm.
He didn't seem to realize that the long sword in Nangong Jing's hand might fall on him at any time, and he sat up from the bed to his own heart, and let out a few dry coughs from his mouth. Then he looked at Nangong Jing again and asked, "Did you bring me back?"
Probably because Xu Han's awakening was too sudden, coupled with his sudden change in mind, Nangong Jing was a little embarrassed at this moment. She wanted to explain the situation, but when the words came to her mouth, she found that there seemed to be nothing to explain. After all, it was she herself who made herself raise the sword in her hand, and she almost let herself fall on Xu Han's body.
Her face turned pale, and she hurriedly withdrew the sword in her hand, and at that time she responded with some smuggling: "Well, I found you in the Chixiao Gate, and you were in a coma at the time, so I brought you back." ”
After saying this, her heart couldn't help but be a little nervous, she was afraid that Xu Han would ask what the previous situation was about, and she felt even more shameless on her face, so she lowered her head at that time, and she didn't even dare to look at Xu Han cowardly.
But to her surprise, Xu Han didn't seem to see her actions at all, he nodded after getting Nangong Jing's reply, and said: "Thank you" Then, Xu Han got up from the bed, looking like he was about to walk out of the barracks.
Nangong Jing probably didn't expect Xu Han to react like this after waking up, she was startled and hurriedly looked at Xu Han who stepped out, and called loudly: "Are you leaving?"
"Time is pressing, don't leave and do nothing. Xu Han replied without looking back, his footsteps did not stop, and he had already walked out of the camp at this time.
This is the place where the army of Great Xia hoarded at the junction of Longzhou and Yanzhou camped, and the busy military can be seen everywhere outside the camp tent, and this camp tent is known to be the camp tent of Nangong Jing, the master of the Sword Pavilion, which suddenly burst out of a man, and the soldiers who were patrolling were stunned when they saw this, and most of them subconsciously looked at Xu Han at this moment, whispering.
And Nangong Jing walked out of the tent after her, she naturally felt the strange gazes handed by everyone at this moment, she couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, but in order to keep Xu Han, who was about to leave, she didn't care about anything else and hurriedly looked at Xu Han again, and was about to say something, but suddenly realized that she didn't seem to have any position to keep Xu Han, which made Nangong Jing's heart inevitably feel a little melancholy.
But after a few breaths, she asked a question: "What about the people from Chixiaomen? Why was there nothing left when I went, where did they go, and why did you appear there?"
Xu Han raised his head and looked at the sky, he did not answer Nangong Jing's question at the first time, but after looking at the sky for a while, he blew a loud whistle towards the sky, and then turned his head to look at Nangong Jing, and spit out two words lightly in his mouth: "Dead." ”
"Dead?" Nangong Jing hadn't thought of such an answer, but could Xu Han really do it with just one Xu Han? She knew very well what Xu Han's cultivation was before leaving Henghuang City, although the secret letter from Li Moding's father and son had mentioned that Xu Han and Xu Han had ascended to the immortal realm, but this was only two or three months ago, no matter how she thought about it, Xu Han could not have grown from an immortal who had just ascended to the immortal realm in just two or three months to the point where he was able to fight against the three tribulation immortals, and there were slowly 30,000 disciples in the Chixiao Gate, and there were even more powerful mountain protection beasts.
But no matter how many doubts Nangong Jing had in her heart at the moment, Xu Han didn't mean to solve her doubts at all, and after Xu Han said this, he kept looking up at the sky and seemed to be waiting for something.
Nangong Jing, who waited for a long time and didn't get a reply, was a little strange, and even more indescribable.
She was about to pluck up the courage to ask again, but then...
"Meow!"
"Whew!"
Suddenly, two high-pitched voices came from the sky, and I saw Xuan'er and Whine, who had turned into the size of a leopard, escaped from the sky, and Xuan'er was still carrying the wooden box that Xu Han had been carrying.
The two guys fell in front of Xu Han, whimpering around Xu Han affectionately, and Xuan'er changed into a normal appearance, jumped on Xu Han's shoulder, and rubbed Xu Han vigorously.
Xu Han comforted the two little guys, then put the wooden box on his back again, then turned his head to look at Nangong Jing again, and said: "Xu Han remembered this help, but he didn't dare to delay it, and he would like to thank him again when he has a fate." ”
As soon as Xu Han said this, there was sword intent surging all around him, and it seemed that he really didn't plan to rest anymore, and he was about to leave at this moment.
Nangong Jing's heart was also reluctant at this time, and she subconsciously said: "Your body hasn't recovered yet, why not... A few more days off, too..."
She didn't know what was wrong with her at the moment, and she also understood that the war in Dayuan Mountain was related to the survival of the world, but at this moment, she couldn't bear to see Xu Han, who appeared in front of her again, leave like this.
When Xu Han heard this, he glanced sideways at Nangong Jing, and said calmly again: "I'm doing it for your good." ”
Such a simple sentence inexplicably stung Nangong Jing.
Her face changed, and the absurd thoughts that plagued her resurfaced in Nangong Jing's mind: I treat you sincerely, but you have never paid attention to my sincerity, for you I stayed on the sickbed all day, but you were unwilling to stay with me for half a moment. What is the use of keeping such a negative person, it is better to kill it!
With such thoughts, Nangong Jing could no longer contain it, and the murderous intent between her eyebrows suddenly surged towards her, and the true yuan around her body also began to roll at that time.
But at this moment, Xu Han turned his head to look at Nangong Jing again, he didn't seem to notice Nangong Jing's abnormality at this moment, but said calmly: "I am a demon, a demon that can make everyone around me become the same demon." ”
Saying that, Xu Han's hand suddenly gave birth to Nangong Jing, and a black aura was suddenly withdrawn from Nangong Jing's body at that time, and escaped into Xu Han's palm. And as that power was withdrawn, the killing intent around Nangong Jing's body also dissipated at that time.
Her face was dazed and stunned, she was frightened by her thoughts, and she wondered what this series of changes had come from.
"You've stayed with me for too long, a day is enough for it to find your weakness, and as long as there is such a weakness, anyone will become a demon. I've pulled that thing out of you, but remember, don't come near me again. ”
After Xu Han said this, he didn't care whether Nangong Jing could completely digest these things, and his body flew towards the sky at that time, and the whining and Xuan'er beside him hurriedly turned into two black rays to keep up with Xu Han's pace.
And at this time, Nangong Jing, who finally came back to her senses, looked at the figure that was flying away in the sky, she didn't have much sorrow, but at that moment, she felt that the back...
Somewhat lonely.