Chapter 58: The Smell of Deer
"Oh, I know what you're thinking, Lisa. Gently stroking the girl's blonde hair, Shuer sighed, "But you don't understand, the relationship between me and Lord Luna is that of the servant and the served (relatives, family!), well, well, it is a family relationship, not a simple object of cooperation, so you can't apply the theory just now." ”
"There is no competition between us, there is no conflict of interest, we act together for no other purpose, we just want each other to be better. As long as we can firmly believe this, we will not doubt each other, and we will not be affected by anything, no matter how big or small, anything. Just like I do to you, to Mistress Luna, there are times when I do make decisions for you, and I have a choice to tell you afterwards, but it's because your minds are not suitable for this kind of intriguing and fighting, and I don't want to let these dirty things defile you, and I think Mistress Luna must understand this, and she trusts me, so she won't blame me. ”
"You're the one who doesn't understand, brother. Unexpectedly, Lisa, who has always been obedient and sensible, did not back down this time, it was like a changed person, "This is not a question of trust at all, this is a matter of respect." ”
"Everyone is an individual, everyone has the right to choose, I am like this, and so is Sister Goddess. Really love someone, on her way, we can persuade and help her plan, but we are not qualified to complete this road for her, because that is her future, belongs to her and not to us, even if she makes a wrong choice, we should respect her right to choose, instead of hiding from her to make a good choice for her, this is the person who respects her independence and respects her...... Godhead. ”
"My brother has worked hard for the temple in the past few years, for me, and for the goddess sister, I see it in my eyes, and the goddess sister also sees it in my eyes, although I don't know what she thinks, but at least in my heart, it is no longer the word gratitude that can be described. However, my brother's only problem is that he always likes to make decisions for us, and if it's just a matter of the temple, it's okay, but when it comes to the goddess sister and other gods, don't you respect her independence?"
"If you are too close, you ignore respect, and if you are not respected, you will have dissatisfaction in your heart, and dissatisfaction will brew into resentment, and resentment will accumulate into suspicion, and suspicion will blind you, and trust will be shattered, and trust will be broken, and eventually everything will be destroyed. ”
"Whether it's a strong alliance or an intimate relationship, it's true that trust collapses when they break them, but what causes trust to collapse because of a little thing? The real culprit is not that neglect will make the other party misunderstand, but that respect is neglected, brother. If you don't respect the independence of the other party, you don't respect the other party, and it will be difficult to maintain trust. ”
"I don't know what my brother has experienced in his hometown to care so much about trust, but through what my brother has done in the past few years, I think that the key to the problem may not be whether to trust each other a little more, but to ignore the respect for independence. ”
"I don't care, I don't mind my brother making decisions for me, because in my eyes, whatever my brother does is right, as long as he can be with him, no matter how happy I am. But the goddess sister is different, she's not Saf, and it's not me, my brother is doing this, aren't you really worried about her being sad?"
Shure's muscles stiffened completely, and although his eyes looked at Lisa, there was no focus in his eyes, only a blank look.
Lisa's soft voice was soft and gentle, but in Shuer's ears, it was like thunder, and it took him all his strength to control the trembling of his body.
Is this true, sister?
Do you become suspicious of me, not because you have lost trust in me, but because of the accumulation of resentment in your heart?
I've made too many decisions for you, are you really hurt by it, are you really upset because of it?
Is the root of everything actually in me?
Am I really wrong, and even if I do everything for your sake, shouldn't I use this as an excuse to deprive you of your right to choose?
But what am I supposed to do? Am I watching you go in the wrong direction and make the wrong choice?
Maybe that's the case, right or wrong, it's your choice. Maybe my love for you should not be manifested in making choices for you, but in guiding you on how to make the right choices.
Was it really because of this mistake that the final tragedy struck?
"Brother, brother, brother. Lisa's soft voice woke Shuer from the memory, and as soon as she lowered her head, she saw that Lisa's eyes were already red, and she was looking at herself with teary eyes, crying in a crying voice, "Brother, don't be angry, I'm stupid, I don't know what I said, don't take it to heart if you say the wrong thing, just because I haven't said it's good, don't be angry, I won't talk nonsense anymore." ”
"No, you're right, if you find my problem, you should ask it, that's the best way to care for me. Shuer put his arms hard, hugged Lisa into his arms, put his face on the top of the girl's head, sniffed the fragrance of the girl's hair, and whispered, "I have never thought about this, and I don't know if it is right or wrong, but there is some truth, maybe I am really wrong, because of care and love and ignore the issue of respect, thank you, Lisa, if it weren't for your reminder, maybe I would continue to be wrong in this life, even if an irreparable tragedy happens again, I still don't know what is wrong." ”
"Really?"
"Well, really. Xiuer had already adjusted his agitated mood, picked up the girl's face, and kissed her lightly on the forehead, "If there is something similar in the future, you must wake me up like you did just now, don't be afraid that I will be angry, if you hold back and don't say it, I will really be angry." ”
"Uh-huh. Feeling the temperature coming from her forehead, there were still tears in the corners of her eyes, but the girl had already shown a bright and sunny smile, and nodded vigorously, "I will definitely work hard, hehe, my brother is not allowed to beat me at that time." ”
"Tsk, but, Lisa, you really surprised me today, I really didn't expect you to see these things so thoroughly, it seems that I really underestimated you before. ”
"Hehe, of course, I'm my sister, I found my brother's weakness, but my sister's natural skills. ”
"But, seriously, why do I smell a strong ...... from your words? Deer?"
"Huh?"
"This tone, this sharpness, this ruthless and direct attitude, and this familiar slap in the face, I always feel that I am talking to a deer that is jumping around looking for grass to eat, don't you think?"
"Ha, ha, ha, how is it possible, brother, you must be excited to lose your mind. Lisa smiled dryly, her eyes rolled around, but she didn't dare to look at her brother's eyes, until she found that Shuer had been staring at her with a smile and that she had nowhere to escape, then she pouted and lowered her shoulders, and said whimfully, "Yo Yo, I don't know anything, I'm just a deer, and deer can't say these human words, so I haven't told you anything, remember? ”
"I knew it was the tree that was causing trouble. Shul patted the girl's head, "But this time it's the right thing, and I'll continue later." ”
Of course, although Lisa is smart, she is still young and does not have so much life experience, even if she feels that there is a problem, it is impossible to summarize the problem so systematically.
Lin Jing has a long lifespan, although he always performs flying and jumping, uh, in fact, he does fly and jump, but he actually understands more than most people in his heart, after all, experience and experience are there.
It's been more than once, she can always find her own problems simply and directly, and presumably this time is the same, she sees that her behavior has been inappropriate for a long time, so she will take the opportunity to persuade herself. It was only because the issue was more sensitive this time and involved the gods who were served, so I took a slight detour and borrowed it from Lisa's mouth.
"What about your own thoughts?"
"I? I think my brother is right, hehe, it's my brother who does everything. ”
"What a silly laugh. Angry and funny pinching the girl's face, Xiuer was just about to say something, but suddenly raised his head, looked into the distance and said, "What's the matter over there, why is it suddenly noisy?"
From a far, far away, there was a faint commotion, as if many people were shouting something noisily, but it was too far away to be heard.
"Wow, you two actually sneaked out on your own. Behind him, a certain silver fool jumped out, with a faint flush moistened by alcohol on his face, and said with teeth and claws, "Such a good opportunity, not to get close to everyone, to run out and sneak through the world of two, it's a waste of Lord Orana's hard work." ”
"Lisa, you see, this is what I just told you, you have to use your brain more and study more, otherwise your thinking ability will degrade to this extent, do you want others to look at you with pity in the future?"
"No, that's pitiful. Lisa looked at Angela with pity, shook her head unbearably, looked at it again, and shook her head again, "It's terrible, I must use my brain more." ”
"Bastard priest, I knew I would have let you fall to your death that time. Angela Nashuer's mouth was helpless, so she could only grit her teeth and curse, "If you fall in front of me in the future, I will never pull you, and I will have to step on a few feet to relieve your anger, bastard." ”
"Our mission has been accomplished, and we have more or less established contact with everyone, and that's enough, as for talking about future cooperation now? Don't worry, I've said hello to Orlana-sama, and she won't blame me. Of course, Shul couldn't have beaten Angela's kindness, so after laughing, he patiently explained, "By the way, what's wrong over there, it's so messy." ”
"Over there?" Angela looked in the direction of Shure's finger, "I don't know, it seems to be a fire, that's why it's noisy, where is the fire?" How do I know, it's probably not that workshop, it's just a temple, it's just a small fire, and it's not a novelty." ”
"Oh, there's a fire. Shur squinted his eyes and smiled, "I think it's the direction of the Temple of Knowledge over there." ”
"Really?" Angela didn't care, "I haven't been to the Lion City much and can't tell the way, but you remember it well." ”
"I don't remember either, just guessed, hehehe. ”